Some officers are just damn mother fucker.
From morning 8am to 5pm, WHOLE day I so free then don wan to give me work. Fine, so basically I was just wasting time away the WHOLE day and waiting for 5pm to come so I can just book out.
Then came 5pm and I was getting ready to BOOK OUT when suddenly one officer saw me and my friend and say "Hey, I need the 2 of u to help me do up SOME charts(it's like 60 of charts). I need u all to go print out from the comp, go blow up to A3 size, go and laminate, then go and cut away the excess blank portion to save space and then to paste on the cardboard and then to punch holes and tie them up."
Basically my jaws dropped.
Can u farking imagine 2 person doing up like 60 charts. Fucks man. And thanks to him, I missed my dinner, working from 5pm straight till 12am until I finally just FINISHED up these whole damn boards. And my friend went back first at 11pm even though it was very late but since he lives nearby so it's okay. And of cuz it's quite reatrded if I were to go back becuz firstly no one would be left to help out and travelling from Lim Chu Kang to Kembangan at such hours is no joke. And best of all, that officer simply just left at like 9+pm to go have his rest leaving the 2 of us to rot. Omanz, fucker. Never even bother to help out and ask how r we doing. Only know how to laugh and smile when u approach ppl for help. Nabei. Go to hell man. Next time I will just siam siam SIAM away from this particular officer. I think ALL the officers can do such work themselves EXCEPT him.
And today I just got 2 more extra duties. O fucks. Why am I so suay nowadays? Haiz, but to be frank, I wasn't really "sad" when I know I sign extras. No, not tt I love getting extras. But then the thought of just 4 blardy more months gives me some kind of "self-consolation". As I was thinking, since it's just 4 more months, I shld just let them whack me with lotsta duties, wan to squeeze me DRY or watz I also don care. Burn my weekends lorz. I shall tahan till Feb and fark off.
Want me to make it compulsory some ORD dinner and pay $120? Fine, I will pay. But over my dead body will I attend such retarded function.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
First Driving Lesson
So I had my FIRST driving lesson just now. -_-'''
Okay arz, the place where I had my lesson was pretty good as there's basically NO vehicles around and I got to practise driving w/o fear of ppl horning n cursing at me. So first lesson was basically learning to move off, changing gear from 1 to 3, and learning to stop the vehicle. I think I must learn to be more gentle with my force, as throughout the lesson, the instructor was like telling me I step SO HARD on the brake as if I "buey song" or watz. Piangz. I didn't expect the brake and accelerator to be "so sensitive" lorz.
Just like anyone who started learning, u know, I committed the mistake of "engine stall" while starting off many times until I think the instructor was also quite "pek cek" with me. But towards the end, I was able to fine-tune my legs movement to prevent such thingyi from happening. And ya, I realised that I like got hearing problems when the instructor talk to me. Driving round and round the road that encloses the Singapore Indoor STadium + Big Carpark is so much fun. But when I was like told to drive around there almost like 10 times, I was like so sianz 1/2 cuz is basically playing "merry-go-round" seeing the same old things. And yaz, I ALWAYS forget to put my signal until my instructor must remind me like so many times when making turns.
And the GREATEST error of all that I made today, I can actually remove my hands from the steering wheel while switching my direction signal indicator. Piangz. This is so jialat lar. And ever since then, I forced myself to HOLD the steering wheel so tightly throughout the rest of my driving until the instructor was like telling me to relax arz, the steering wheel is not gonna fly off or anything. But overall, I think I was more or less able to "condition" my legs when moving off or stoping. And yes, I MUST REMEMBER THAT MY LEFT LEG SHOULDN'T BE USE FOR STEPPING ON BRAKE PEDAL, IT IS SOLELY FOR CLUTCH PEDAL!!!
God knows how I pass my Final Theory Test. Next lesson this coming Saturday Morning.
Okay arz, the place where I had my lesson was pretty good as there's basically NO vehicles around and I got to practise driving w/o fear of ppl horning n cursing at me. So first lesson was basically learning to move off, changing gear from 1 to 3, and learning to stop the vehicle. I think I must learn to be more gentle with my force, as throughout the lesson, the instructor was like telling me I step SO HARD on the brake as if I "buey song" or watz. Piangz. I didn't expect the brake and accelerator to be "so sensitive" lorz.
Just like anyone who started learning, u know, I committed the mistake of "engine stall" while starting off many times until I think the instructor was also quite "pek cek" with me. But towards the end, I was able to fine-tune my legs movement to prevent such thingyi from happening. And ya, I realised that I like got hearing problems when the instructor talk to me. Driving round and round the road that encloses the Singapore Indoor STadium + Big Carpark is so much fun. But when I was like told to drive around there almost like 10 times, I was like so sianz 1/2 cuz is basically playing "merry-go-round" seeing the same old things. And yaz, I ALWAYS forget to put my signal until my instructor must remind me like so many times when making turns.
And the GREATEST error of all that I made today, I can actually remove my hands from the steering wheel while switching my direction signal indicator. Piangz. This is so jialat lar. And ever since then, I forced myself to HOLD the steering wheel so tightly throughout the rest of my driving until the instructor was like telling me to relax arz, the steering wheel is not gonna fly off or anything. But overall, I think I was more or less able to "condition" my legs when moving off or stoping. And yes, I MUST REMEMBER THAT MY LEFT LEG SHOULDN'T BE USE FOR STEPPING ON BRAKE PEDAL, IT IS SOLELY FOR CLUTCH PEDAL!!!
God knows how I pass my Final Theory Test. Next lesson this coming Saturday Morning.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
O yeah... Japan has a new prime minister; Yasuo Fukuda after like 10+ days w/o a leader...
Okay lar, I know is NONE of my business.. But then.. I'm just so "Kaypo" when comes to news regarding Japan....
And also the recent protests tt's going on in Myanmar, haiz, being someone who had been there to do CIP programme before, it's quite sad to see such things happening in the country. I mean as all know, when such politics/military issues are concerned, the most innocent are all the ordinary citizens who just wish that they can be treated fairly like most other countries in the world. Kaoz, who on earth will be able to accept like almost 500% increase in fuel price...(According to some sources if I didn't read wrongly) This is so nonsensical lar... But it's just happened the military govt in Myanmar is so @#$%^&*.... Okay, nvm, enough said, but I really hope tt Myanmar will be able to overcome this crisis asap w/o any delap and much casualties...
I realised that as you grow older and start to understand how politics work in many nations, it just makes me feel how chaotic this world is. How useless bums can ruin the management of an organization and then create so much trouble for so many. But afterall, it's not tt some BIG organization is that fantastic. **cough**
Okay lar, I know is NONE of my business.. But then.. I'm just so "Kaypo" when comes to news regarding Japan....
And also the recent protests tt's going on in Myanmar, haiz, being someone who had been there to do CIP programme before, it's quite sad to see such things happening in the country. I mean as all know, when such politics/military issues are concerned, the most innocent are all the ordinary citizens who just wish that they can be treated fairly like most other countries in the world. Kaoz, who on earth will be able to accept like almost 500% increase in fuel price...(According to some sources if I didn't read wrongly) This is so nonsensical lar... But it's just happened the military govt in Myanmar is so @#$%^&*.... Okay, nvm, enough said, but I really hope tt Myanmar will be able to overcome this crisis asap w/o any delap and much casualties...
I realised that as you grow older and start to understand how politics work in many nations, it just makes me feel how chaotic this world is. How useless bums can ruin the management of an organization and then create so much trouble for so many. But afterall, it's not tt some BIG organization is that fantastic. **cough**
Monday, September 24, 2007
So after passing my final theory test at comfort just npw, I quickly went to apply my PDL which cost me $25.. And then to book my practical test which cost me another $20.
I will be taking my practical test on 22/02/08 @ 11am... And that's like about 5 more months down the road... Haiz, still a long way to go. But good thing is I will have ORD-ed for 2 weeks by tt time, so no need to bother abt taking wat leave or off... So now it's time to start learning practical lessons and hope to get my license ASAP, although I feel I may be quite retarded in handling motorcars and the driving instructor will vomit out much blood.. But whatever it is, just hope tt I can smoke my way thru during my test next yr...
And now... I think this singer is one big chio-bu! Especially when Mengyang and SHaowei also agree....
I will be taking my practical test on 22/02/08 @ 11am... And that's like about 5 more months down the road... Haiz, still a long way to go. But good thing is I will have ORD-ed for 2 weeks by tt time, so no need to bother abt taking wat leave or off... So now it's time to start learning practical lessons and hope to get my license ASAP, although I feel I may be quite retarded in handling motorcars and the driving instructor will vomit out much blood.. But whatever it is, just hope tt I can smoke my way thru during my test next yr...
And now... I think this singer is one big chio-bu! Especially when Mengyang and SHaowei also agree....
Friday, September 21, 2007
How many times must I repeat myself?
I"M NOT HAVING SORE EYE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I repeated at least 100 times to so many ppl that this is NOT sore eye BUT is juz a blood clot. And obviously it's NOT gonna spread to anyone like some conjuctivites/sore eye outbreak. Haiz, n it really gets on my nerve when ppl can actually "ENCOURAGE" me to go see the MO for my sore eye when obviously it's not. Maybe next time I shld juz get a tape recorder n keep playing "I DO NOT HAVE SORE EYE!!!"
-_-'''
And fucks, I became some Figure 11 target board again. Sumtimes I wonder do I have that "Pls! I wan VOLUNTEER for next weekend duty tt kind" Haiz, but on consideration it's like 4++ months more, I shall endure it all. As my friends say, the MORE duty u do, the CLOSER it is towards ORD....
I"M NOT HAVING SORE EYE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think I repeated at least 100 times to so many ppl that this is NOT sore eye BUT is juz a blood clot. And obviously it's NOT gonna spread to anyone like some conjuctivites/sore eye outbreak. Haiz, n it really gets on my nerve when ppl can actually "ENCOURAGE" me to go see the MO for my sore eye when obviously it's not. Maybe next time I shld juz get a tape recorder n keep playing "I DO NOT HAVE SORE EYE!!!"
-_-'''
And fucks, I became some Figure 11 target board again. Sumtimes I wonder do I have that "Pls! I wan VOLUNTEER for next weekend duty tt kind" Haiz, but on consideration it's like 4++ months more, I shall endure it all. As my friends say, the MORE duty u do, the CLOSER it is towards ORD....
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
140 more days till ORD<>
And my 3 days MC come to an end which mean I gotta book in later. Haiz, sianz. And next week I'm gonna have my Final Theory test. Gosh, I think I may fail cuz I seriously don't understand the operating of clutch and stuff. Whatever, I shld juz MEMORISE everything this coming weekend n then next week Monday juz vomit out everything + anyhow "ti-kam" the answers.
And of all time, my mp3 player is DOWN. @#$%^&*. Haiz, I donno if it's really spoil or I juz did smth stupid to it that cause it be mal-functioning. I believe it's the latter, as u know, I'm quite an idiot when comes to handling electronics devices... I donno how I'm gonna survive the LONG journey back home next time when I return home from camp. -_-''' I think maybe I shld juz get sum low-memory(perhaps 2GB or 1GB) + cheap MP3 player to "stand-in"...
As many ppl know, almost like 90% of the ppl are gonna ORD in Nov/Dec, and tt's like SO FAST. Haiz, okay, actually I do feel jealous tt they ORD so fast, but then they enlist earlier mahz, so must understand. For those ORD-ing next yr like me, HAIZ, wait till yr 2007 ends before we can even "smell" ORD.... "20 weeks O 20 weeks........"
And regarding my eyesight now, it has been improving in my opinion with each passing day. (Other than that BIG blood clot on my left eye tt is getting me disgusted when I look at the mirror) But like what the doc and any lasik websites say, my vision MAY still continue to fluctuate all the way till as long as 6 MONTHS. But likewise, sum ppl can have stable eysight like as soon as within 2 weeks to 1 month after the Operation. Haiz, actually I do get quite pek-cek sumtimes when I use the comp for long hours. Sumtimes can see clearly, and then graudally it becomes abit blurry and then after awhile it gets clear again. But nevertheless, at least I don't have to squaint my eyes and can see as clearly even though I try keep my body as far back as possible. Hopefully things go well till I see my Doc on 1st Oct for my review...
And my 3 days MC come to an end which mean I gotta book in later. Haiz, sianz. And next week I'm gonna have my Final Theory test. Gosh, I think I may fail cuz I seriously don't understand the operating of clutch and stuff. Whatever, I shld juz MEMORISE everything this coming weekend n then next week Monday juz vomit out everything + anyhow "ti-kam" the answers.
And of all time, my mp3 player is DOWN. @#$%^&*. Haiz, I donno if it's really spoil or I juz did smth stupid to it that cause it be mal-functioning. I believe it's the latter, as u know, I'm quite an idiot when comes to handling electronics devices... I donno how I'm gonna survive the LONG journey back home next time when I return home from camp. -_-''' I think maybe I shld juz get sum low-memory(perhaps 2GB or 1GB) + cheap MP3 player to "stand-in"...
As many ppl know, almost like 90% of the ppl are gonna ORD in Nov/Dec, and tt's like SO FAST. Haiz, okay, actually I do feel jealous tt they ORD so fast, but then they enlist earlier mahz, so must understand. For those ORD-ing next yr like me, HAIZ, wait till yr 2007 ends before we can even "smell" ORD.... "20 weeks O 20 weeks........"
And regarding my eyesight now, it has been improving in my opinion with each passing day. (Other than that BIG blood clot on my left eye tt is getting me disgusted when I look at the mirror) But like what the doc and any lasik websites say, my vision MAY still continue to fluctuate all the way till as long as 6 MONTHS. But likewise, sum ppl can have stable eysight like as soon as within 2 weeks to 1 month after the Operation. Haiz, actually I do get quite pek-cek sumtimes when I use the comp for long hours. Sumtimes can see clearly, and then graudally it becomes abit blurry and then after awhile it gets clear again. But nevertheless, at least I don't have to squaint my eyes and can see as clearly even though I try keep my body as far back as possible. Hopefully things go well till I see my Doc on 1st Oct for my review...
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Post-LASIK
So 24 hrs after the operation, just now I went back for my first review to check my eye power and also see whether got infection anotz.
Ta-da!
According to my Doc, he say now my eyesight is 25 deg each, which means I have recovered almost 95% of my eyesight juz within 24 hr! That's quite amazing as I didn't really expect recovery to be tt fast. However, as the Doc say, most probably I will take another 1 week or at most 2 weeks to regain my perfect eyesight arz.
And so my next review will be in 2 weeks time, in which the Doc will check my eyesight again. Hopefully by then the Doc can juz tell me my vision is perfect! As of now, it's juz taking good care of my eyes to prevent any infection as my eyes are still in the process of healing....
Actually right now, almost my lifestyle has been back to normal. I can use the computer, watch the TV, read books etc etc pretty well, not much of a problem (afterall, it's only 25 deg now) But then still must take good care mahz. Like I've been wearing my sun-glasses while using the comp as the comp light abit "glaring", maybe cuz my eyes juz after Opseration still sensitive to light...
So of cuz, there are some things which I must get used to... Such as like waking up in the morning searching BLINDLY for my spectacles (which became an involuntary action since like 10 yrs ago) only to realised I don't need spectacles anymore! And of cuz, things like to see the alarm clock clear n sharp from my bed which has never been the case since like one decade ago... Okay lar, there's just so much inconvenience in being myopia that I'm lazy to list them down. But basically, I'm juz happy and satisfied with my current situation. From almost half a blind man being turned into someone with perfect eyesight (wait 1-2 more weeks) after one simple operation. I just feel "less-like-a-handicap" now...
And also, 3 days of MC to rest my eyes and so I'll go back camp only on Thursday. I'm so gonna enjoy this long break......
Ta-da!
According to my Doc, he say now my eyesight is 25 deg each, which means I have recovered almost 95% of my eyesight juz within 24 hr! That's quite amazing as I didn't really expect recovery to be tt fast. However, as the Doc say, most probably I will take another 1 week or at most 2 weeks to regain my perfect eyesight arz.
And so my next review will be in 2 weeks time, in which the Doc will check my eyesight again. Hopefully by then the Doc can juz tell me my vision is perfect! As of now, it's juz taking good care of my eyes to prevent any infection as my eyes are still in the process of healing....
Actually right now, almost my lifestyle has been back to normal. I can use the computer, watch the TV, read books etc etc pretty well, not much of a problem (afterall, it's only 25 deg now) But then still must take good care mahz. Like I've been wearing my sun-glasses while using the comp as the comp light abit "glaring", maybe cuz my eyes juz after Opseration still sensitive to light...
So of cuz, there are some things which I must get used to... Such as like waking up in the morning searching BLINDLY for my spectacles (which became an involuntary action since like 10 yrs ago) only to realised I don't need spectacles anymore! And of cuz, things like to see the alarm clock clear n sharp from my bed which has never been the case since like one decade ago... Okay lar, there's just so much inconvenience in being myopia that I'm lazy to list them down. But basically, I'm juz happy and satisfied with my current situation. From almost half a blind man being turned into someone with perfect eyesight (wait 1-2 more weeks) after one simple operation. I just feel "less-like-a-handicap" now...
And also, 3 days of MC to rest my eyes and so I'll go back camp only on Thursday. I'm so gonna enjoy this long break......
Saturday, September 15, 2007
LASIK
So for some who know, ya, I'm going for my lasik surgery or I mean I went for it juz now. Everything happened so fast yesterday and today.
Yesterday, I basically underwent a battery of eye tests which include shining white light, green light, red light, and I donno what other kinds of kind. And likewise, my eyes were given solution that can make my eyes numb and and then soulution that can dilate the pupils and some that can reverse the process of dilation. In short make my eyes look so blur only.
I spoke to the doctor in the end, and he had no issue doing a surgery for me as my eyes basically met ALL the requirements for the surgery.
So today morning was the "Grand Finale" as I made myself down to the Clinic. I was slightly nervous when I was made to wear the operation suit. And I was quite nervous when my turn came and I was being led into the operation room. However, I think everything ended so fast than what I thought it's gonna take. The Doc basically tried to keep me distracted and keep encouraging to not make my imagination run wild.
Actually I also donno really know what happened. I mean ya, u ppl can easily go to any LASIK website to read the operating procedure, and mine is basically the same. I simply HATE the part when he use this suction ring to put on my eye before cutting off my cornea partially. And straight after that, he added some donno wat solution which basically cause me to BLACK-OUT for like 10 seconds before I could physically see him "lift" off my cornea. And suddenly the whole room turns dark and I only saw one red blinking light. Nah, that's not the laser, but juz smth to keep u focus on. Then I was made to keep my eyes to CONCENTRATE looking at that red blink light and I could hear some "screeching" metal sound n I could SMELL burning.. Wah kaoz, but like I said, all these are common so there's nth to be scared of what u smell/hear. And before I knew it, the Doc basically flip my cornea back and took out tt suction ring (ouch!)
And he repeats the same old thing for my left eye and basically the whole operation took me abt 15 minutes as I looked at my watch. That's real fast.
So soon after I had both eye shields up covering my eyes and I was discharged immediately from there, which I reach there at 93oam and left there at 1100am, which was way earlier than what I had expected.... Tomorrow Sunday morning still must go back for a 24 hr-after-op-review, which the Doc will check my eye power and to see if there's any complications on it.
So as I was typing out this entry, I was without my glasses nor contact lens. And I could see relatively well even though I try to sit as backwards as possible.
Phew, I think I already recovered abt 80% or more of my eyesight liaoz.
Yesterday, I basically underwent a battery of eye tests which include shining white light, green light, red light, and I donno what other kinds of kind. And likewise, my eyes were given solution that can make my eyes numb and and then soulution that can dilate the pupils and some that can reverse the process of dilation. In short make my eyes look so blur only.
I spoke to the doctor in the end, and he had no issue doing a surgery for me as my eyes basically met ALL the requirements for the surgery.
So today morning was the "Grand Finale" as I made myself down to the Clinic. I was slightly nervous when I was made to wear the operation suit. And I was quite nervous when my turn came and I was being led into the operation room. However, I think everything ended so fast than what I thought it's gonna take. The Doc basically tried to keep me distracted and keep encouraging to not make my imagination run wild.
Actually I also donno really know what happened. I mean ya, u ppl can easily go to any LASIK website to read the operating procedure, and mine is basically the same. I simply HATE the part when he use this suction ring to put on my eye before cutting off my cornea partially. And straight after that, he added some donno wat solution which basically cause me to BLACK-OUT for like 10 seconds before I could physically see him "lift" off my cornea. And suddenly the whole room turns dark and I only saw one red blinking light. Nah, that's not the laser, but juz smth to keep u focus on. Then I was made to keep my eyes to CONCENTRATE looking at that red blink light and I could hear some "screeching" metal sound n I could SMELL burning.. Wah kaoz, but like I said, all these are common so there's nth to be scared of what u smell/hear. And before I knew it, the Doc basically flip my cornea back and took out tt suction ring (ouch!)
And he repeats the same old thing for my left eye and basically the whole operation took me abt 15 minutes as I looked at my watch. That's real fast.
So soon after I had both eye shields up covering my eyes and I was discharged immediately from there, which I reach there at 93oam and left there at 1100am, which was way earlier than what I had expected.... Tomorrow Sunday morning still must go back for a 24 hr-after-op-review, which the Doc will check my eye power and to see if there's any complications on it.
So as I was typing out this entry, I was without my glasses nor contact lens. And I could see relatively well even though I try to sit as backwards as possible.
Phew, I think I already recovered abt 80% or more of my eyesight liaoz.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Open Office course was SO boring. And my instructor(teacher) for this 2 days course, he was TEACHING these courses as a way to SERVE his re-service.
OMG LAR!!!!!!
This is so farking unfair. Kaoz, then I wish I can replace re-service with juz any thingyi. But sadly, I'm skilled in nothing. I donno Music, I donno IT/Computing, I donno Martial Arts, I donno this, I donno that. I everything also donno. Haiz. But nvm, whatever~.
So excited as I see the countdown towards ORD draws nearer and nearer. From 300++ days become the current 150+ days.
Recently I spent $30 on a FINAL FANTASY 12 GUIDEBOOK (Okay, I know ppl must be thinking how lousy can I get for playing game still need guidebook) But the fact is, this FF is really demn freaking hard to play lar! Okay lar, other than FF8 which I used guidebook as well, I didn't use guidebook for FF7, FF9, FF10 and FFX-2.... So yaz, currently I'm starting on this new game FF12 in my PS2. But as I look at the guidebook (so super thick) and then the fact I only get to play on weekend... I guess I can only complete this game perhaps in Nov or Dec? But nvm lar, not that I rushing to complete this game....
OMG LAR!!!!!!
This is so farking unfair. Kaoz, then I wish I can replace re-service with juz any thingyi. But sadly, I'm skilled in nothing. I donno Music, I donno IT/Computing, I donno Martial Arts, I donno this, I donno that. I everything also donno. Haiz. But nvm, whatever~.
So excited as I see the countdown towards ORD draws nearer and nearer. From 300++ days become the current 150+ days.
Recently I spent $30 on a FINAL FANTASY 12 GUIDEBOOK (Okay, I know ppl must be thinking how lousy can I get for playing game still need guidebook) But the fact is, this FF is really demn freaking hard to play lar! Okay lar, other than FF8 which I used guidebook as well, I didn't use guidebook for FF7, FF9, FF10 and FFX-2.... So yaz, currently I'm starting on this new game FF12 in my PS2. But as I look at the guidebook (so super thick) and then the fact I only get to play on weekend... I guess I can only complete this game perhaps in Nov or Dec? But nvm lar, not that I rushing to complete this game....
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Going for some redundant OPEN OFFICE workshop tml and on Fri although it's quite retarded that course. (and it's not that I will be using OPEN OFFICE ever in my whole life after I ORD)
I donno why I juz feel so so happy ever since last week Monday till now. That feeling is so shiok, as if my depleting energy has been fully replenished. After all, so what if I'm given the right to stay-out? Most probably I will rather choose to stay in camp than to go home everyday. I think everybody says that I am MAD to rather stay-in, although can go home... But.. Whatever lar, afterall, staying in camp is not really a BAD idea arz.....
Life's GoOooooooooD~!! (I hope can last till my Japan trip in end of the yr)
I donno why I juz feel so so happy ever since last week Monday till now. That feeling is so shiok, as if my depleting energy has been fully replenished. After all, so what if I'm given the right to stay-out? Most probably I will rather choose to stay in camp than to go home everyday. I think everybody says that I am MAD to rather stay-in, although can go home... But.. Whatever lar, afterall, staying in camp is not really a BAD idea arz.....
Life's GoOooooooooD~!! (I hope can last till my Japan trip in end of the yr)
Friday, August 24, 2007
Fucks man. Whenever I'm on LEAVE or OFF, I swear I can't really relax in peace. Definitely I know sum bad things will happen. And as I said, I received a SMS from my friend that I must do COS duty this coming SUnday although I donno who the hell is supposed to do. O fucks lar. If not ppl must KEEP calling or SMS-ing u to ask abt things.
SMLJ man.
And yes, finally I went down to JCS to register and pay for my JLPT exam. But I registered for JLPT4. Lucky I didn't register for level3 the other time. The reason is becuz I was trying out some of the "tys" for the JLPT3... WAH KAOZ lar, I majiam 90% donno how to do. This is so bad lar. -_-''' But then when I tried out JLPT4 it was still okay lorz, so yalar, for what make myself so stressed up!>? I should just take my own sweet time in studying for JLPT4 exam.. Although the syallbus only requires u to know 80 kanji and abt 800 words....
Okay arz, I should be able to pass JLPT4 lar... Wahahaz, but is becuz it is literally 50% the content of JLPT3 exam... But if fail arz, I really shld just stop learning Japanese n start learning alien language/.
SMLJ man.
And yes, finally I went down to JCS to register and pay for my JLPT exam. But I registered for JLPT4. Lucky I didn't register for level3 the other time. The reason is becuz I was trying out some of the "tys" for the JLPT3... WAH KAOZ lar, I majiam 90% donno how to do. This is so bad lar. -_-''' But then when I tried out JLPT4 it was still okay lorz, so yalar, for what make myself so stressed up!>? I should just take my own sweet time in studying for JLPT4 exam.. Although the syallbus only requires u to know 80 kanji and abt 800 words....
Okay arz, I should be able to pass JLPT4 lar... Wahahaz, but is becuz it is literally 50% the content of JLPT3 exam... But if fail arz, I really shld just stop learning Japanese n start learning alien language/.
Monday, August 20, 2007
オレンジレンジ; O-re-n-ji Re-n-ji
花びらのように散りゆく中で
夢みたいに 君に出逢えたキセキ
愛し合って ケンカして
色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて
生まれ変わっても あなたのそばで 花になろう
いつまでもあるのだろうか オレの真上にある太陽は
いつまでも守りきれるだろうか 泣き 笑い 怒る君の表情を
いずれ全てなくなるのならば 二人の出逢いにもっと感謝しよう
あの日 あの時 あの場所のキセキは
また 新しい軌跡を生むだろう
愛することで強くなること 信じることで乗り切れること
君が残したモノは今も胸に ほら輝き失わずに
幸せに思う 巡り会えたこと オレの笑顔取り戻せたこと
「ありがとう」あふれる気持ち抱き 進む道程
花びらのように散りゆく中で
夢みたいに 君に出逢えたキセキ
愛し合って ケンカして
色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて
生まれ変わっても あなたに逢いたい
花びらのように散ってゆく事
この世界で全て受け入れてゆこう
君が僕に残したモノ
“今”という現実の宝物
だから僕は精一杯生きて 花になろう△
花はなんで枯れるのだろう
鳥はなんで飛べるのだろう
風はなんで吹くのだろう
月はなんで 明かり照らすの
何故ボクはココにいるんだろう
何故キミはココにいるんだろう
何故キミに出逢えたんだろう
キミに出逢えた事 それは運命
雨上がり 虹架かり 青あらしに生まれし光
ここにゆるぎない大切な物
気づいてる“愛する”ということ
まだ歩けるだろう?見えてるんだもう
“想い”時を越え 永遠に響け君の喜び
君の痛み 君の全てよ
さぁ 咲き誇れ もっと もっと もっと
私はこの歌を好む! オレンジレンジ の歌.... オレンジレンジは 沖縄からある... 少数の日前に 私の友人は私に言った...
夢みたいに 君に出逢えたキセキ
愛し合って ケンカして
色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて
生まれ変わっても あなたのそばで 花になろう
いつまでもあるのだろうか オレの真上にある太陽は
いつまでも守りきれるだろうか 泣き 笑い 怒る君の表情を
いずれ全てなくなるのならば 二人の出逢いにもっと感謝しよう
あの日 あの時 あの場所のキセキは
また 新しい軌跡を生むだろう
愛することで強くなること 信じることで乗り切れること
君が残したモノは今も胸に ほら輝き失わずに
幸せに思う 巡り会えたこと オレの笑顔取り戻せたこと
「ありがとう」あふれる気持ち抱き 進む道程
花びらのように散りゆく中で
夢みたいに 君に出逢えたキセキ
愛し合って ケンカして
色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて
生まれ変わっても あなたに逢いたい
花びらのように散ってゆく事
この世界で全て受け入れてゆこう
君が僕に残したモノ
“今”という現実の宝物
だから僕は精一杯生きて 花になろう△
花はなんで枯れるのだろう
鳥はなんで飛べるのだろう
風はなんで吹くのだろう
月はなんで 明かり照らすの
何故ボクはココにいるんだろう
何故キミはココにいるんだろう
何故キミに出逢えたんだろう
キミに出逢えた事 それは運命
雨上がり 虹架かり 青あらしに生まれし光
ここにゆるぎない大切な物
気づいてる“愛する”ということ
まだ歩けるだろう?見えてるんだもう
“想い”時を越え 永遠に響け君の喜び
君の痛み 君の全てよ
さぁ 咲き誇れ もっと もっと もっと
私はこの歌を好む! オレンジレンジ の歌.... オレンジレンジは 沖縄からある... 少数の日前に 私の友人は私に言った...
JLPT3 !!!
A wasted trip down to JCS last Friday. (The main place in Singapore to register for JLPT) I went all the way to Bugis, and it happened that place is juz opposite NAFA and National library, so okay lar, not that far from MRT station but still.....
And wah kaoz, then juz to take the REGISTRATION form also need to pay S$1. Haiz. Nvm, n worse is I'm supposed to bring 2 photos of mine and attach to the registration form. @#$%^&* So I juz bought the registration form and brought back home n waited till yesterday to take my pic. Haiz, and I think this coming Fri I shall go down to JCS AGAIN to hand in the form plus pay S$25 for the exam...
O Yaz, haiz, I donno y, but perhaps cuz my friends who's taking JLPT3 has been psychoing me to take JLPT3, toking abt how useless n easy JLPT4 is...blah blah... Lolx.. Although I know I not up to the standard, but okay lar, as from now I still got abt 3 months and so to fully drill on my JLPT3 stuff... And hence... meaning I think I shld juz TRY my luck for JLPT3 this yr (if fail at the most next yr try again lorz.)
But then seriously, to prepare for this JLPT3 exam, I think I really sacrifice alot. I went to Kinokuniya to buy those "past years JLPT3 papers" aka "TYS" as commonly known in Singapore education context. And I also went to buy those grammar/comprehension book and also the kanji/vocab book for JLPT3. And yaz, all these books total up cost me a BOMB. Okay, money sacrifice aside, I think I literally spend my WHOLE block leave + weekends juz mugging n memorising those verbs/adjectives blah blah... Haiz, hope to be able to memo most of these commonly used words b4 the exam takes place on 2nd Dec 2007.
Haiz, I think I can only score in paper1, which apparantly I think is the easiest, cuz is Vocab paper and all u need to do is MEMORISED all the verbs/kanji and vomit them out. Paper2 is gone case; LISTENING COMPREHENSION. Gosh, as if I'll understand their bullet-speed talking. And paper 3, which constitutes 50% of the WHOLE exam (that's ALOT lar!) is the Grammar paper. All the grammar particles n stuff. Haiz, I think my grammar CMI lar. I always confused with the "ni", "ga", "o", "de" etc etc. I can never seem to understand grammar, be it Japanese or English or Chinese. But still... Must try to score.. Haiz..
I juz really really hope I can pass this coming JLPT3 exam! I don want to like put in SO MUCH time and effort and practise etc and when next yr 2008 March they send the result to my house there'a a big 'FAIL" in the result slip! Haiz, then I will be so disappointed....
And wah kaoz, then juz to take the REGISTRATION form also need to pay S$1. Haiz. Nvm, n worse is I'm supposed to bring 2 photos of mine and attach to the registration form. @#$%^&* So I juz bought the registration form and brought back home n waited till yesterday to take my pic. Haiz, and I think this coming Fri I shall go down to JCS AGAIN to hand in the form plus pay S$25 for the exam...
O Yaz, haiz, I donno y, but perhaps cuz my friends who's taking JLPT3 has been psychoing me to take JLPT3, toking abt how useless n easy JLPT4 is...blah blah... Lolx.. Although I know I not up to the standard, but okay lar, as from now I still got abt 3 months and so to fully drill on my JLPT3 stuff... And hence... meaning I think I shld juz TRY my luck for JLPT3 this yr (if fail at the most next yr try again lorz.)
But then seriously, to prepare for this JLPT3 exam, I think I really sacrifice alot. I went to Kinokuniya to buy those "past years JLPT3 papers" aka "TYS" as commonly known in Singapore education context. And I also went to buy those grammar/comprehension book and also the kanji/vocab book for JLPT3. And yaz, all these books total up cost me a BOMB. Okay, money sacrifice aside, I think I literally spend my WHOLE block leave + weekends juz mugging n memorising those verbs/adjectives blah blah... Haiz, hope to be able to memo most of these commonly used words b4 the exam takes place on 2nd Dec 2007.
Haiz, I think I can only score in paper1, which apparantly I think is the easiest, cuz is Vocab paper and all u need to do is MEMORISED all the verbs/kanji and vomit them out. Paper2 is gone case; LISTENING COMPREHENSION. Gosh, as if I'll understand their bullet-speed talking. And paper 3, which constitutes 50% of the WHOLE exam (that's ALOT lar!) is the Grammar paper. All the grammar particles n stuff. Haiz, I think my grammar CMI lar. I always confused with the "ni", "ga", "o", "de" etc etc. I can never seem to understand grammar, be it Japanese or English or Chinese. But still... Must try to score.. Haiz..
I juz really really hope I can pass this coming JLPT3 exam! I don want to like put in SO MUCH time and effort and practise etc and when next yr 2008 March they send the result to my house there'a a big 'FAIL" in the result slip! Haiz, then I will be so disappointed....
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Japan!!!
So juz now my parents went to book our holiday tour at CHan Brother's tour fair liaoz.
7 Days of Tohoku and Hokkaido.
19th Dec 2007 to 25th Dec 2007 (CHRISTMAS!!!!)
But first day from Singapore fly to Tokyo then straight away domestic flight to Hokkaido. Argz.. I don understand y SIngapore doesn't seem to have direct flights to Hokkaido...
Luckily there's NO more mid-night flights, unlike those that I used to take whenever we r goin Japan. Phew, can have a good rest b4 we set off for Airport.... I just PRAY that I will be able to see snow again... I mean snow falling from the sky, NOT those already HARDENED and dirty snow that u found on the road... -_-'''
Bleahz! I'm so excited for this Japan trip! Hahaz... 4 more months, hopefully I can keep thinking of this trip to keep my morale high to last me till 19th Dec. Lolx...
7 Days of Tohoku and Hokkaido.
19th Dec 2007 to 25th Dec 2007 (CHRISTMAS!!!!)
But first day from Singapore fly to Tokyo then straight away domestic flight to Hokkaido. Argz.. I don understand y SIngapore doesn't seem to have direct flights to Hokkaido...
Luckily there's NO more mid-night flights, unlike those that I used to take whenever we r goin Japan. Phew, can have a good rest b4 we set off for Airport.... I just PRAY that I will be able to see snow again... I mean snow falling from the sky, NOT those already HARDENED and dirty snow that u found on the road... -_-'''
Bleahz! I'm so excited for this Japan trip! Hahaz... 4 more months, hopefully I can keep thinking of this trip to keep my morale high to last me till 19th Dec. Lolx...
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
O fucks man. All along I was so HAPPY that I'm gonna be on a LONG block leave....
Then suddenly they realised that it's impossible to have a manpower branch NOT working for one week or more. Hence, 50% will go on leave and then another 50% will stay.
Damn. So I will still need to go back next Mon to Wed. HAIZ. And so now my 6 days leave will be scattered into 3 parts. Wtf man, how pathetic can tt be. But nvm, suck thumb, used to it liaoz.
Sumtimes I think my superiors are so good ppl. They allow some people to go for their BLOCK LEAVE before they 100% confirm charge them 7 days SOL. Some ppl juz deserved it. And fuck, u think u in market bargaining izzit? "I rather take 7 extras than 7 SOL"
WTF lar!! Doing HQ COS is SO RELAX! EVERYTHING IS DUTY CLERK DO 1. Kaoz, u serve 7 days EXTRAs, if I'm the one I think also NO KICK lar. U think I never do weekend COS meh>? Juz morning 8am sleep until 930pm then go staff parade then come back return back to bunk n sleep until next day 8am. Like that how to make u feel the pinch?
And everyone also know y u rather take 7 extras then 7 days SOL. Of course lar, DEGREE GRADUATE leh. Ppl so SMART and HIGH estab lorz. U think like me or majority of the ppl meh? Either one farking pathetic A-level cert or Diploma? How can we compare to a DEGREE student like u? SO what? Degree student can't afford to get charged? O fucks lar, go to hell man. I've been waiting this day for so long already. And perhaps by the time u get charged I also won't be around to CELEBRATE, but nvm, at least I'll know. Yes, u derserved it.
Then suddenly they realised that it's impossible to have a manpower branch NOT working for one week or more. Hence, 50% will go on leave and then another 50% will stay.
Damn. So I will still need to go back next Mon to Wed. HAIZ. And so now my 6 days leave will be scattered into 3 parts. Wtf man, how pathetic can tt be. But nvm, suck thumb, used to it liaoz.
Sumtimes I think my superiors are so good ppl. They allow some people to go for their BLOCK LEAVE before they 100% confirm charge them 7 days SOL. Some ppl juz deserved it. And fuck, u think u in market bargaining izzit? "I rather take 7 extras than 7 SOL"
WTF lar!! Doing HQ COS is SO RELAX! EVERYTHING IS DUTY CLERK DO 1. Kaoz, u serve 7 days EXTRAs, if I'm the one I think also NO KICK lar. U think I never do weekend COS meh>? Juz morning 8am sleep until 930pm then go staff parade then come back return back to bunk n sleep until next day 8am. Like that how to make u feel the pinch?
And everyone also know y u rather take 7 extras then 7 days SOL. Of course lar, DEGREE GRADUATE leh. Ppl so SMART and HIGH estab lorz. U think like me or majority of the ppl meh? Either one farking pathetic A-level cert or Diploma? How can we compare to a DEGREE student like u? SO what? Degree student can't afford to get charged? O fucks lar, go to hell man. I've been waiting this day for so long already. And perhaps by the time u get charged I also won't be around to CELEBRATE, but nvm, at least I'll know. Yes, u derserved it.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
So long nv blog liaoz.
So I'll be on block leave from 9th Aug to 19th Aug; 11 days of break. So this month will pass quite fast... Luckily no duties in this period of time. Haiz, maybe such break is good, can make me stay away from camp temporarily. Just 6 more months to ORD. But seems like still a long way to go leh... Haiz... So sick of having to see some people in daytime, then NIGHT time also have to see, then wake up early in the morning also see. Wtf man. But wellz, getting used to it liaoz. Luckily I have my beloved PSP to keep me company.
Tomorrow will mark the last lesson of my Japanese course; Lesson 30. After like 10 weeks of lessons every Monday, I think I also don't really absorb much during lesson. It's like doing all the shit makes me so tired liao then after tt night time go for 3 hours of lesson. Kaoz, cannot lar. My brain cannot take it. I think I study in weekend better.. So I shall discontinue lesson31 to 40...
The next public holiday after National Day is Hari Raya. WAH PIANGZ. Still so LONG to go.....
Haiz. My life is so boring. Nth to blog abt. Sianz 1/2...
So I'll be on block leave from 9th Aug to 19th Aug; 11 days of break. So this month will pass quite fast... Luckily no duties in this period of time. Haiz, maybe such break is good, can make me stay away from camp temporarily. Just 6 more months to ORD. But seems like still a long way to go leh... Haiz... So sick of having to see some people in daytime, then NIGHT time also have to see, then wake up early in the morning also see. Wtf man. But wellz, getting used to it liaoz. Luckily I have my beloved PSP to keep me company.
Tomorrow will mark the last lesson of my Japanese course; Lesson 30. After like 10 weeks of lessons every Monday, I think I also don't really absorb much during lesson. It's like doing all the shit makes me so tired liao then after tt night time go for 3 hours of lesson. Kaoz, cannot lar. My brain cannot take it. I think I study in weekend better.. So I shall discontinue lesson31 to 40...
The next public holiday after National Day is Hari Raya. WAH PIANGZ. Still so LONG to go.....
Haiz. My life is so boring. Nth to blog abt. Sianz 1/2...
Friday, July 13, 2007
So today the WHOLE battalion went to East Coast Park for the Div Run except for most of us in Bn HQ. Haiz, an utter waste of time.
So in the morning while having breakfast, my close friend said that he has heard some BAD news regarding my matters, and initially he didn't want to tell me as he knew I will explode. But being so stubborn, I forced him to say n I was utterly SHOCKED at how some people can come out with TWISTED stories and spread to many ppl, putting me in bad light, telling how I "FORCED" them to do SMTH even though it was my S1 who wanted me to relay the message to them. Indeed, I was very disappointed that these fuckers are really beyond hope.
I started become very nasty n rude in my emails to them.
For example today, I wrote smth along these lines:
"XX,
Go and do the thing can get back to YYY. You should know that u r supposed to follow up on this."
I purposely "CC" these to certain ppl that are not of any concern to this matter. Of course, there were some unhappiness n "shockeness" regarding my tone. But like I said, I did all these on purpose. I don't know why I have become so rude, in the previous post, I was talking abt how I respect the old "sect comd". So today I had a one-to-one talk with this old "sect-comd", as he wants to find out exactly what n where went wrong in the branch. And somehow halfway through the conversation, I didn't know what got into my mind, becuz the more I talked abt it, the more pissed I get.
So I said :
"You know that u r gonna ORD in Sep, n tt's really soon, U r now starting to clear leave n off liaoz, but I just want to get this clear. Right from the start, I hope that u will not get involve in all these shit and get into unnecessary trouble. I just hope that u can ORD in peace.
However, if I find out one day that u r in cahoots with those **fuckers** and if u ever stay in MY way, I can tell u straight that I will make sure I will get rid of u n I will definitely show no mercy to u as well."
Likewise, he was shocked that these words come from my mouth. However, I just tell him I want to get things clear. Even though he has heard alot of UNTRUE and bad things abt me from those fuckers, he chose not to believe and wish to hear what I have to say. I know I was super attitude when I say since I'm not guilty-consicious and so I can't be bothered with what others have to say abt me, and likewise I feel that I don't see the need to account to anybody. If u believe what they say is true, then go ahead. I shall be the BAD guy n they r the angels.
Thank God, that on Tuesday night when my S1 told me to relay certain tasks to these fuckers, there was a witness from the other branch that heard EVER SINGLE word that came out of my S1 mouth. Of course, he was so SHOCKED when he heard that from the story that many ppl was told abt, abt ME being the EVIL person arrowing these fuckers to do work. And I was happy that at least there are ppl who's willing to step out to clarify things for me if there's a need be. But being me, I told him that I am glad someone know that I'm innocent, but I told him I don wish to get him involved in all these politics shit. I will settle my own problem.
For what these 2 fuckers do to me now and back then, I will make sure the 2 of them pay a heavy price for this. I will make sure that the 2 of them get all the direct hits from me as of now. Yes, I do feel miserable n bitter abt it. It's like clutching ur fits tight n not wanting to let go. It's a tiring process. But at the end of it, I swear that I will make sure these 2 fuckers taste the feeling of desperation. Even if I get into deep shit, I swear that I will pull these 2 fuckers down with me.
So in the morning while having breakfast, my close friend said that he has heard some BAD news regarding my matters, and initially he didn't want to tell me as he knew I will explode. But being so stubborn, I forced him to say n I was utterly SHOCKED at how some people can come out with TWISTED stories and spread to many ppl, putting me in bad light, telling how I "FORCED" them to do SMTH even though it was my S1 who wanted me to relay the message to them. Indeed, I was very disappointed that these fuckers are really beyond hope.
I started become very nasty n rude in my emails to them.
For example today, I wrote smth along these lines:
"XX,
Go and do the thing can get back to YYY. You should know that u r supposed to follow up on this."
I purposely "CC" these to certain ppl that are not of any concern to this matter. Of course, there were some unhappiness n "shockeness" regarding my tone. But like I said, I did all these on purpose. I don't know why I have become so rude, in the previous post, I was talking abt how I respect the old "sect comd". So today I had a one-to-one talk with this old "sect-comd", as he wants to find out exactly what n where went wrong in the branch. And somehow halfway through the conversation, I didn't know what got into my mind, becuz the more I talked abt it, the more pissed I get.
So I said :
"You know that u r gonna ORD in Sep, n tt's really soon, U r now starting to clear leave n off liaoz, but I just want to get this clear. Right from the start, I hope that u will not get involve in all these shit and get into unnecessary trouble. I just hope that u can ORD in peace.
However, if I find out one day that u r in cahoots with those **fuckers** and if u ever stay in MY way, I can tell u straight that I will make sure I will get rid of u n I will definitely show no mercy to u as well."
Likewise, he was shocked that these words come from my mouth. However, I just tell him I want to get things clear. Even though he has heard alot of UNTRUE and bad things abt me from those fuckers, he chose not to believe and wish to hear what I have to say. I know I was super attitude when I say since I'm not guilty-consicious and so I can't be bothered with what others have to say abt me, and likewise I feel that I don't see the need to account to anybody. If u believe what they say is true, then go ahead. I shall be the BAD guy n they r the angels.
Thank God, that on Tuesday night when my S1 told me to relay certain tasks to these fuckers, there was a witness from the other branch that heard EVER SINGLE word that came out of my S1 mouth. Of course, he was so SHOCKED when he heard that from the story that many ppl was told abt, abt ME being the EVIL person arrowing these fuckers to do work. And I was happy that at least there are ppl who's willing to step out to clarify things for me if there's a need be. But being me, I told him that I am glad someone know that I'm innocent, but I told him I don wish to get him involved in all these politics shit. I will settle my own problem.
For what these 2 fuckers do to me now and back then, I will make sure the 2 of them pay a heavy price for this. I will make sure that the 2 of them get all the direct hits from me as of now. Yes, I do feel miserable n bitter abt it. It's like clutching ur fits tight n not wanting to let go. It's a tiring process. But at the end of it, I swear that I will make sure these 2 fuckers taste the feeling of desperation. Even if I get into deep shit, I swear that I will pull these 2 fuckers down with me.
Friday, July 06, 2007
Finally I'm left with 7 freaking months. Haiz, but time still passed demn slow. And yaz, finally I have COMPLETED lesson25 of Minna No Nihongo... Haiz, another 25 lessons before being ready for JLPT3 exam.....
And after MUCH MUCH consideration, I think I shld be registering for the JLPT3 exam end of this year. And when I looked at the summary notes that u r required to know for the JLPT3 syllabus, which my friend lent me to photocopy....
I was like........ WTF!! 1472 words that you must memorise and KNOW....... @#$%^&*
That really really turns me off. But whatever, I have like exactly 5 months to study for it. Haiz, although HIGH HIGH chance I will flunk the Listening Compre n Grammar and I donno what have u, but nvm, I shall just try for it. Passing mark is 60% and that is to get minimum 240 out of 400 marks.... Sianz 1/2.
And after MUCH MUCH consideration, I think I shld be registering for the JLPT3 exam end of this year. And when I looked at the summary notes that u r required to know for the JLPT3 syllabus, which my friend lent me to photocopy....
I was like........ WTF!! 1472 words that you must memorise and KNOW....... @#$%^&*
That really really turns me off. But whatever, I have like exactly 5 months to study for it. Haiz, although HIGH HIGH chance I will flunk the Listening Compre n Grammar and I donno what have u, but nvm, I shall just try for it. Passing mark is 60% and that is to get minimum 240 out of 400 marks.... Sianz 1/2.
Monday, July 02, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Ignore my post below. I've bought this freaking expensive Nokia N76. Finally don have to wait till the end of the year.
And for once I felt abit "touched" by my branch. So on Tuesday it was just like any other day. Everyone was just busy doing their own work. Suddenly one guy turned off light (which I didn't know) and I was kinda pissed n shouted "Fuck man, black out liaoz", and before I know what's happening, my Chief was walking out from MY strong room (okay, it's called strong room but basically it's just a small room that has a thick metallic door to keep all the restriced/confidential/secret documents and that blardy room is basically my room), with a cake with lited candles on it. Initially I was looking around me cuz I thought it was someone's birthday but juz tt I didn't know. Then everyone in my branch just started gathering around me including my bosses and started singing a happy birthday song. Hahaz, I was just so darn touched cuz I did received a few sms-wishings from them on Sunday and I didn't really expect anything much from them either.
And of course, my Birthday wish is just so simple. Hopefully I won't get into any trouble/deep shit during my remaining days till I ORD>.
Okay. Just hope that from now till Chirstmas, I can live everyday peacefully.
And for once I felt abit "touched" by my branch. So on Tuesday it was just like any other day. Everyone was just busy doing their own work. Suddenly one guy turned off light (which I didn't know) and I was kinda pissed n shouted "Fuck man, black out liaoz", and before I know what's happening, my Chief was walking out from MY strong room (okay, it's called strong room but basically it's just a small room that has a thick metallic door to keep all the restriced/confidential/secret documents and that blardy room is basically my room), with a cake with lited candles on it. Initially I was looking around me cuz I thought it was someone's birthday but juz tt I didn't know. Then everyone in my branch just started gathering around me including my bosses and started singing a happy birthday song. Hahaz, I was just so darn touched cuz I did received a few sms-wishings from them on Sunday and I didn't really expect anything much from them either.
And of course, my Birthday wish is just so simple. Hopefully I won't get into any trouble/deep shit during my remaining days till I ORD>.
Okay. Just hope that from now till Chirstmas, I can live everyday peacefully.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Nokia N76
My Dream Phone - N76 (Click to enlarge)
Wait till the end of the year and maybe I'll buy it.
Friday, June 15, 2007
SMLJ
Simi Lanjiao?
Seriously, u all want to plan DUTY. FINE! I don care, but can't u all just learn from other units and at least plan in advance so that we all know exactly when we r doing duty?
Today is one of the RARE days I get to go out to despatch, and wtf, I received a call from my branch that this Sunday got guard duty then what put me reserve? I don even know what the FUCK is happening then suddenly just one call like that really spoils my day lar. I also can't be bothered to ask any further. I just said "okay" and hung up. I lazy to find out the details whether some fuckers volunteer my name or watz. But obviously I was just pissed to the max lar, if like that u think multi-tasking izzit? This weekend do duty clerk, then next weekend do guard duty or whatever. Wtf. Like that go burn all my weekends lar, mother fuckers.
Seriously, u all want to plan DUTY. FINE! I don care, but can't u all just learn from other units and at least plan in advance so that we all know exactly when we r doing duty?
Today is one of the RARE days I get to go out to despatch, and wtf, I received a call from my branch that this Sunday got guard duty then what put me reserve? I don even know what the FUCK is happening then suddenly just one call like that really spoils my day lar. I also can't be bothered to ask any further. I just said "okay" and hung up. I lazy to find out the details whether some fuckers volunteer my name or watz. But obviously I was just pissed to the max lar, if like that u think multi-tasking izzit? This weekend do duty clerk, then next weekend do guard duty or whatever. Wtf. Like that go burn all my weekends lar, mother fuckers.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
BAD "OMEN"
Sometimes I DON'T KNOW is it just me or is it just my unit. Some want to go for operation, some want to downgrade, some say want to see counselling liaoz and even 3SG also say he want go see psychiatrist liaoz.
Sometimes I just wonder why ppl can survive through SISPEC or even OCS but they will all just die here.
So is it me or just everyone here?
When "MR TAN" left, everyone was like so HAPPY and it's like end of Occupation kind of feeling. And everyone was just hoping for a BETTER life thereafter.
And like just barely one month this "MR TAN" left come this Mother Fucker. (Nope, this mother fucker obviously not taking over "MR TAN's" position. He just got some more IKAN BILLIS on his arms there. Whatever.
Why must he like CONTROL us like WORST than recruits in BMT? Knn man!? Want to cut 4-2? HELLO!? U okay mahz? Even company line rifleman also never cut 4-2 then u now want all the CLERKs or STOREMANs or whatever to cut 4-2? U crazy arz? Even my S1 and Chief Clerk or Dys1 wants us cut like that, u wan us to cut like that>? U think u big fuck arz?
And obviously he doesn't seem to understand that HQ is a totally different game from Company Line. Frankly speaking, everyone knows that. U have to abide by the HQ style, and don't u like control us like some fuck recruits. And stop threatening us like "If anyone of you dare to defy me, it's equivalent to you knocking youself onto the wall. The wall will stay but you will fall."
GO TO HELL LAR!
And stop saying from NOW onwards everything have to report to you. What MC, med appt, off, leave, REPORT SICK etc etc also must report to you. You think S1, S2, S3, S4, QM, RP, Medical centre is platoon 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 izzit? Wtf!? Everything also want BLACK AND WHITE!? Wah kaoz, then for what fuck we report to Chief Clerk or Dys1 or S1? U think they there for fun izzit>? Afterall, they are higher rank. And don't be cockhead leh. Don't say until what want to "CROSS-TRAIN" us to learn to do duty-clerk, COS and guard duties all at one go? U think u diversifying business izzit? U want clerks go do guard duty then those ah bengs with lots of tatto to be duty clerk? Are you stupid or insane?
And this week the outfield I think he's like asking for a beating lar. Let's just name this fucker "XXX". A conversation between this "XXX" and a 3SG.
XXX: I want you to dig the trench now.
3SG: Sorry XXX, but I am C9L2, I got slipped disc and cannot dig trench. And also the previous "somebody" has said that we all C9L2 will be excused digging trench or route march etc.
XXX: Okay, nvm, then u just dig with your HANDS.
3SG: Huhz...? (Give that stunned look)
XXX: If not you want I give u permission to sit down and DIG since u got slipped disc.
3SG: But.... (wanted to argue back)
XXX: HELLO!? LET ME ASK YOU. DURING WAR TIME WHEN YOUR ENEMY SHOOT YOU, YOU THINK THE BULLET IS GOING STOP RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND SAY SINCE YOU ARE PES C9L2, THEN IF WILL FLY SIDEWAY AND HIT YOUR FRIEND WHO IS PES A OR B!!!!!!!??????
3SG: ........................................
Wah laoz. Where got ppl like that one!? Knn man. Then somemore u want ppl to set up CP Toner within 10 minutes, and when u ask ppl set up u go and sleep? GO TO HELL lar. When during first parade u never bother to take part but when CO is there u faster ask the whole Bn HQ stand in attention then go greet him. WAH KAOZ. U SURE KNOW HOW TO CARRY BALLS HOR!?
And your email is disgusting. U shld know that every branch has different working environment and we never bother to mix with other ppl. Stop saying things like "I want the WHOLE HQ to bond like brothers" or wat must have high morale and then sommore say want to plan whole HQ outing together. PLS LAR. You think this is company line izzit>? All the platoons come together for bonding!? Fuck lar.
Sometimes we just don't know he's fucking stupid or insane lar. My S1 told us that both he and the OC(S4) feel that maybe he's still "YOUNG" and got that "PASSION" but will soon give up when he realised that the system in HQ is different from that of Coy Line. He should know that a different approach is required. Haiz. Fucker lar. AND WE ARE LIKE GUINEA PIGS FOR HIM TO EXPERIMENT WITH TILL HE EITHER GIVES UP OR MAYBE HE WILL USE A HARSHER APPROACH IF WE DON'T COMPLY!?
Whatever. This mother fucker simply has incurred anger from all S1 to S4 branch, whether u r Men, or Spec or Warrent Officer or Officer.
You go to hell man.
Sometimes I just wonder why ppl can survive through SISPEC or even OCS but they will all just die here.
So is it me or just everyone here?
When "MR TAN" left, everyone was like so HAPPY and it's like end of Occupation kind of feeling. And everyone was just hoping for a BETTER life thereafter.
And like just barely one month this "MR TAN" left come this Mother Fucker. (Nope, this mother fucker obviously not taking over "MR TAN's" position. He just got some more IKAN BILLIS on his arms there. Whatever.
Why must he like CONTROL us like WORST than recruits in BMT? Knn man!? Want to cut 4-2? HELLO!? U okay mahz? Even company line rifleman also never cut 4-2 then u now want all the CLERKs or STOREMANs or whatever to cut 4-2? U crazy arz? Even my S1 and Chief Clerk or Dys1 wants us cut like that, u wan us to cut like that>? U think u big fuck arz?
And obviously he doesn't seem to understand that HQ is a totally different game from Company Line. Frankly speaking, everyone knows that. U have to abide by the HQ style, and don't u like control us like some fuck recruits. And stop threatening us like "If anyone of you dare to defy me, it's equivalent to you knocking youself onto the wall. The wall will stay but you will fall."
GO TO HELL LAR!
And stop saying from NOW onwards everything have to report to you. What MC, med appt, off, leave, REPORT SICK etc etc also must report to you. You think S1, S2, S3, S4, QM, RP, Medical centre is platoon 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 izzit? Wtf!? Everything also want BLACK AND WHITE!? Wah kaoz, then for what fuck we report to Chief Clerk or Dys1 or S1? U think they there for fun izzit>? Afterall, they are higher rank. And don't be cockhead leh. Don't say until what want to "CROSS-TRAIN" us to learn to do duty-clerk, COS and guard duties all at one go? U think u diversifying business izzit? U want clerks go do guard duty then those ah bengs with lots of tatto to be duty clerk? Are you stupid or insane?
And this week the outfield I think he's like asking for a beating lar. Let's just name this fucker "XXX". A conversation between this "XXX" and a 3SG.
XXX: I want you to dig the trench now.
3SG: Sorry XXX, but I am C9L2, I got slipped disc and cannot dig trench. And also the previous "somebody" has said that we all C9L2 will be excused digging trench or route march etc.
XXX: Okay, nvm, then u just dig with your HANDS.
3SG: Huhz...? (Give that stunned look)
XXX: If not you want I give u permission to sit down and DIG since u got slipped disc.
3SG: But.... (wanted to argue back)
XXX: HELLO!? LET ME ASK YOU. DURING WAR TIME WHEN YOUR ENEMY SHOOT YOU, YOU THINK THE BULLET IS GOING STOP RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND SAY SINCE YOU ARE PES C9L2, THEN IF WILL FLY SIDEWAY AND HIT YOUR FRIEND WHO IS PES A OR B!!!!!!!??????
3SG: ........................................
Wah laoz. Where got ppl like that one!? Knn man. Then somemore u want ppl to set up CP Toner within 10 minutes, and when u ask ppl set up u go and sleep? GO TO HELL lar. When during first parade u never bother to take part but when CO is there u faster ask the whole Bn HQ stand in attention then go greet him. WAH KAOZ. U SURE KNOW HOW TO CARRY BALLS HOR!?
And your email is disgusting. U shld know that every branch has different working environment and we never bother to mix with other ppl. Stop saying things like "I want the WHOLE HQ to bond like brothers" or wat must have high morale and then sommore say want to plan whole HQ outing together. PLS LAR. You think this is company line izzit>? All the platoons come together for bonding!? Fuck lar.
Sometimes we just don't know he's fucking stupid or insane lar. My S1 told us that both he and the OC(S4) feel that maybe he's still "YOUNG" and got that "PASSION" but will soon give up when he realised that the system in HQ is different from that of Coy Line. He should know that a different approach is required. Haiz. Fucker lar. AND WE ARE LIKE GUINEA PIGS FOR HIM TO EXPERIMENT WITH TILL HE EITHER GIVES UP OR MAYBE HE WILL USE A HARSHER APPROACH IF WE DON'T COMPLY!?
Whatever. This mother fucker simply has incurred anger from all S1 to S4 branch, whether u r Men, or Spec or Warrent Officer or Officer.
You go to hell man.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Friday, June 08, 2007
Fuckers
Mother Fuckers, GO TO HELL MAN!!!
So pissed off with certain people. How selfish can they get? Just a few minutes before book out then suddenly say TOMORROW ON A SATURDAY need someone to do duty clerk.
WTF LAR!? Knn, ppl just abt to book out then say this kind of lanjiao thing. Nvm, as the person on duty on Saturday need to go outfield on Sunday morning and so cnt do. Fine. I don't really blame that guy. This kind of last minute thing need to find replacement is unavoidable. So CSM said have to find someone from S1 Branch to cover. FINE! (Note: He say ANYONE)
The MOST pissifying thing is that I don't understand why some people must say "Hmm... Then let's list down who are the people doing DUTY CLERKS then from there see who can do lorz" And at the end of the day there's only 3 people (including ME) available, then what the 3 of us must draw lots or wat BULLSHIT then either one of us must do.
COM'ON LAR!!! Let's look at it this way. Half the branch ppl do duty clerk, half the branch ppl do COS. And fucking hell, I don't understand why duty clerk on average must do ONE WEEKEND + ONE WEEKDAY a month, then COS only like do ONE WEEKDAY a month. This is so farking hell unfair lar. Ever since last year, the no. of ppl doing duty clerks and the no. of ppl doing COS is SO UNBALANCED lar. There are forever much LESSER ppl doing duty clerks compared to COS. And I don't understand why THOSE ppl doing COS cannot do duty clerk lar. It's not as if THEY last time NEVER do duty clerk before. And PLS LORZ<>
And second type of ppl (Actually it's just the SAME OLD people) are just so KNN lar. When they CANNOT finish their own work, they will talk to u NICELY and ask u HELP them. FINE!!!! I mean even though I got my OWN work, but I don't mind putting aside my stuff n help u all.
And this week my S1 wanted me to do some annual donno what thing which he gave me ONE WHOLE MONTH to do, as obviously this is smth that u cannot complete like what within a few days? And obviously when I look at it I know I will take like another 10 yrs to complete? Okay, fine, then my S1 sent an email say please get "XXX" and "XXXX" to help me with this cuz this thingyi will take quite some time. FINE!? I'm NOT the one asking u all to help me.
Well, I know everyone has their own work to do. Whatever. And pls, at least I got the courtesy to ASK whether you are busy with alot of work these few weeks or so, cuz I need them to help me do this thingyi. SERIOUSLY, deep down inside, I know exactly who is TRULY busy doing work and who is ACTUALLY everyday WASTING time clicking mouse and trying to ACT BUSY. Well, it's so farking obvious. I know everyone's job scope, for goodness. Then when I pop that question, SOMEONE can actually think for SO LONG then replied me "Hmm... Ya, actually I got this XXXX and that YYYY to do, quite busy".
You know what? FUCK OFF LAR! U think I will DIE w/o your help meh? Pls lar, I'm just conveying a message from S1 that you HAVE to help me. But at the end of the day, I will die die still be able to complete this thingyi WITHOUT anyone's help. If u don't want to help, just say outright lar.
And note: DON'T EVER ASK ME TO DO ANY SHIT FOR YOU AGAIN EVER OKAY!? FUCK! Perhaps from NOW onwards I MUST draw lines and ANYTHING NOT related to DOCUMENTATION I should just FUCK CARE lar. Knn.
GO TO HELL LAR!!!!!
So pissed off with certain people. How selfish can they get? Just a few minutes before book out then suddenly say TOMORROW ON A SATURDAY need someone to do duty clerk.
WTF LAR!? Knn, ppl just abt to book out then say this kind of lanjiao thing. Nvm, as the person on duty on Saturday need to go outfield on Sunday morning and so cnt do. Fine. I don't really blame that guy. This kind of last minute thing need to find replacement is unavoidable. So CSM said have to find someone from S1 Branch to cover. FINE! (Note: He say ANYONE)
The MOST pissifying thing is that I don't understand why some people must say "Hmm... Then let's list down who are the people doing DUTY CLERKS then from there see who can do lorz" And at the end of the day there's only 3 people (including ME) available, then what the 3 of us must draw lots or wat BULLSHIT then either one of us must do.
COM'ON LAR!!! Let's look at it this way. Half the branch ppl do duty clerk, half the branch ppl do COS. And fucking hell, I don't understand why duty clerk on average must do ONE WEEKEND + ONE WEEKDAY a month, then COS only like do ONE WEEKDAY a month. This is so farking hell unfair lar. Ever since last year, the no. of ppl doing duty clerks and the no. of ppl doing COS is SO UNBALANCED lar. There are forever much LESSER ppl doing duty clerks compared to COS. And I don't understand why THOSE ppl doing COS cannot do duty clerk lar. It's not as if THEY last time NEVER do duty clerk before. And PLS LORZ<>
And second type of ppl (Actually it's just the SAME OLD people) are just so KNN lar. When they CANNOT finish their own work, they will talk to u NICELY and ask u HELP them. FINE!!!! I mean even though I got my OWN work, but I don't mind putting aside my stuff n help u all.
And this week my S1 wanted me to do some annual donno what thing which he gave me ONE WHOLE MONTH to do, as obviously this is smth that u cannot complete like what within a few days? And obviously when I look at it I know I will take like another 10 yrs to complete? Okay, fine, then my S1 sent an email say please get "XXX" and "XXXX" to help me with this cuz this thingyi will take quite some time. FINE!? I'm NOT the one asking u all to help me.
Well, I know everyone has their own work to do. Whatever. And pls, at least I got the courtesy to ASK whether you are busy with alot of work these few weeks or so, cuz I need them to help me do this thingyi. SERIOUSLY, deep down inside, I know exactly who is TRULY busy doing work and who is ACTUALLY everyday WASTING time clicking mouse and trying to ACT BUSY. Well, it's so farking obvious. I know everyone's job scope, for goodness. Then when I pop that question, SOMEONE can actually think for SO LONG then replied me "Hmm... Ya, actually I got this XXXX and that YYYY to do, quite busy".
You know what? FUCK OFF LAR! U think I will DIE w/o your help meh? Pls lar, I'm just conveying a message from S1 that you HAVE to help me. But at the end of the day, I will die die still be able to complete this thingyi WITHOUT anyone's help. If u don't want to help, just say outright lar.
And note: DON'T EVER ASK ME TO DO ANY SHIT FOR YOU AGAIN EVER OKAY!? FUCK! Perhaps from NOW onwards I MUST draw lines and ANYTHING NOT related to DOCUMENTATION I should just FUCK CARE lar. Knn.
GO TO HELL LAR!!!!!
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Haiz. I just feel so feverish and SICK today. And yet I have DUTY tomorrow. Fuck. And worst is when I look at who are the other duty personnels doing duty with me on the same day, it's just so @#$%^&@#$%^& lar. All the i-dots man.
Feel so TEMPTED to change duty with my friend to do my duty tml so I do on some other sunday duty. But haiz, 4get abt it, don feel like making so much trouble. In 4 SIR, it's just so blardy hard to change duty especially since it's so last minute liaoz. I doubt anyone will also want to change. Whatever lar, I shall just SLEEP the whole day tml and don care if the DO or BOS is gonna fuck me for that. Anyway, it's not that they never fuck me upside down b4. Haiz, SUAY to do duty on 3rd June 2007. Kns.
Feel so TEMPTED to change duty with my friend to do my duty tml so I do on some other sunday duty. But haiz, 4get abt it, don feel like making so much trouble. In 4 SIR, it's just so blardy hard to change duty especially since it's so last minute liaoz. I doubt anyone will also want to change. Whatever lar, I shall just SLEEP the whole day tml and don care if the DO or BOS is gonna fuck me for that. Anyway, it's not that they never fuck me upside down b4. Haiz, SUAY to do duty on 3rd June 2007. Kns.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Arrowing....
Yesterday I watched "Just follow Law" VCD by Fann Wong and Gurmit Singh in my branch computer together with my branch ppl, and I think it's really a funny yet realistic show abt how the government sector works lar. Being quite evil, we will "match-made" every character in the movie to "somebody" in my unit, based on their working style and stuff. Example, the "PO fessionalism" (from po lam pa a.k.a book lickers) we can almost instantly linked to "somebody" arz.
Initially when I started using issac card, I have always wondered why my superiors will constantly remind me to "CC" to whoever and whoever although the email has NOTHING to do with these group of people involved. I will think why can't I just send email to the relevant ppl under "To" and not need to CC to those irrelevant ppl. Now I know why.
"CC" is perceived as "Cover Cahceng" (cover backside) and BCC stands for "Better cover cahceng" (Better cover backside). If u don't CC to ppl, those ppl UP THERE will think that u r not working and will penalise u on that. Hence, now I learnt a VALUABLE lesson of "CC" emails to MANY MANY ppl that are seriously not relevant to the emails at all, and the sole purpose is just to tell the WHOLE world that YOU ARE ACTUALLY DOING WORK. Gosh.
And another thing about emails is the "ARROWING" part. If u ever watch that show, then the part where lots of arrows just keep flying around whenever someone sends an email. For example, whenever there's a PROBLEM, the so-called "directors" of each BRANCH (**hint**hint**) will start sending email and pushing blame to the head of other BRANCHES (sounds familiar again) and then finally all these emails (ARROWS) will eventually end up in the BOSS's computer.... (Ahem, reminds me of the TERROR days in the past) and then finally the BOSS will "merge" all the small arrows into one BIG arrow and then FIRE off into a small fry in the company (that sounds like us) and eventually the employee just DIED due to the BIG arrow.
Oyaz, and there was one IMPORTANT LESSON that they teach, which is never to skip the chain of command, and if u ever break that rule, u will just die horribly lar. This is just so FARKING true lar. Always report to ur immediate superior, if cannot then report to ur next immediate superior and so forth, and I swear it's just suicidal if u skip that command as I've seen LIVE examples of how some ppl "died" w/o them knowing how they die. Haiz, I think maybe one GOOD thing about the Army is that it gives me how the "REAL WORLD" is like when I work outside next time in a few years down the road. Then some of the "scheming tactics" will come into play and have to learn how to play along the LOOPEHOLES of the RULES AND REGULATIONS.
I also donno why I'm talking abt this, but that show is like just so fantastic lar. Hahaz, really worth watching, And seriously, I doubt this only happens in the govt sector. I guess private sector also like that lar.
Initially when I started using issac card, I have always wondered why my superiors will constantly remind me to "CC" to whoever and whoever although the email has NOTHING to do with these group of people involved. I will think why can't I just send email to the relevant ppl under "To" and not need to CC to those irrelevant ppl. Now I know why.
"CC" is perceived as "Cover Cahceng" (cover backside) and BCC stands for "Better cover cahceng" (Better cover backside). If u don't CC to ppl, those ppl UP THERE will think that u r not working and will penalise u on that. Hence, now I learnt a VALUABLE lesson of "CC" emails to MANY MANY ppl that are seriously not relevant to the emails at all, and the sole purpose is just to tell the WHOLE world that YOU ARE ACTUALLY DOING WORK. Gosh.
And another thing about emails is the "ARROWING" part. If u ever watch that show, then the part where lots of arrows just keep flying around whenever someone sends an email. For example, whenever there's a PROBLEM, the so-called "directors" of each BRANCH (**hint**hint**) will start sending email and pushing blame to the head of other BRANCHES (sounds familiar again) and then finally all these emails (ARROWS) will eventually end up in the BOSS's computer.... (Ahem, reminds me of the TERROR days in the past) and then finally the BOSS will "merge" all the small arrows into one BIG arrow and then FIRE off into a small fry in the company (that sounds like us) and eventually the employee just DIED due to the BIG arrow.
Oyaz, and there was one IMPORTANT LESSON that they teach, which is never to skip the chain of command, and if u ever break that rule, u will just die horribly lar. This is just so FARKING true lar. Always report to ur immediate superior, if cannot then report to ur next immediate superior and so forth, and I swear it's just suicidal if u skip that command as I've seen LIVE examples of how some ppl "died" w/o them knowing how they die. Haiz, I think maybe one GOOD thing about the Army is that it gives me how the "REAL WORLD" is like when I work outside next time in a few years down the road. Then some of the "scheming tactics" will come into play and have to learn how to play along the LOOPEHOLES of the RULES AND REGULATIONS.
I also donno why I'm talking abt this, but that show is like just so fantastic lar. Hahaz, really worth watching, And seriously, I doubt this only happens in the govt sector. I guess private sector also like that lar.
Friday, May 25, 2007
36 weeks or so, and I'm still counting down.
And I'm finally able to find a school that I can enrol into. Starting on 4th June, once a week on every Monday night. Alas, I feel that I'm not gonna waste any more time on @#$%^&* NS. And it is a 10 weeks course till I decide whether I want to continue anotz. Actually now I also broke lar, spent so much money on PSP liaoz, piangz.
And starting next week is ALERT RED which will end at around National Day that period. OMFG lar. Although this time I'm not taking part since I have taken part already the previous round (and it was an utter WASTE of time), it is still so sianz that have to do so much preparations. HaiZzzZz..... Okay lar, I have SLACKED too much ever since I come back from Taiwan, although Audit and preparations for Highnoon were like fuck, I think it's only fair that we can "rest" abit first before the start of another major event: Alert Red. Haiz, SIanzZzzz lar.
With my beloved PSP and Japanese class now, hopefully time can pass "abit" faster.
And I'm finally able to find a school that I can enrol into. Starting on 4th June, once a week on every Monday night. Alas, I feel that I'm not gonna waste any more time on @#$%^&* NS. And it is a 10 weeks course till I decide whether I want to continue anotz. Actually now I also broke lar, spent so much money on PSP liaoz, piangz.
And starting next week is ALERT RED which will end at around National Day that period. OMFG lar. Although this time I'm not taking part since I have taken part already the previous round (and it was an utter WASTE of time), it is still so sianz that have to do so much preparations. HaiZzzZz..... Okay lar, I have SLACKED too much ever since I come back from Taiwan, although Audit and preparations for Highnoon were like fuck, I think it's only fair that we can "rest" abit first before the start of another major event: Alert Red. Haiz, SIanzZzzz lar.
With my beloved PSP and Japanese class now, hopefully time can pass "abit" faster.
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Finally I can type a proper entry after so many ERRORS trying to enter blogspot a couple of times back.
I know this is quite dumb. But I actually bought a ............................ *TA-DA* PSP on Wednesday.
Reason? Because Army is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SIANZ that u r so desperate to find "smth" to do and especially during Weekend duties whereby u swear u will be bored to tears if u didn't bring anything.
Whatever it is, I've bought it and is meant to last me for the remaining 263 days.
And next, yesterday I nearly FREAKED out while sitting my friend's car who just got his license and gosh, now I understand y Singapore got so many car accidents. And for the first time I drink I think spelled as "Tequila" or watever u call that, is like so @#$%^&*@#$%^& lar. Kns, is like sh*t man. But good thing of having drivers around is that they will end up giving u their drink coupons becuase they shouldn't be DRINKING while driving. Erm... But then again, haiz, sometimes it's just so demn blardy scary when "young" ppl drive.
And for my Japanese Language class, due to my laziness and mainly my horrendous language ability, I've decided to downgrade to take JLPT4 instead of JLPT3 end of this yr, with me starting my JLPT3 class in Jan 2008 bahz. And seriously, I also don have much motivation to study much lar. Kns, with my PSP now, I also won't have much time lar. But then I think so far I only covered maybe 70% of my JLPT4 syllabus, so in the end now still must study abit more. At least I have like SIX MONTHS to take my own sweet time to study.
Haiz. I getting really really really SIANZ of Army liaoz. Just hope the remaining 9 months can pass like "amazingly" FAST and faster ORD...................... zZzZzZzzz
I know this is quite dumb. But I actually bought a ............................ *TA-DA* PSP on Wednesday.
Reason? Because Army is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SIANZ that u r so desperate to find "smth" to do and especially during Weekend duties whereby u swear u will be bored to tears if u didn't bring anything.
Whatever it is, I've bought it and is meant to last me for the remaining 263 days.
And next, yesterday I nearly FREAKED out while sitting my friend's car who just got his license and gosh, now I understand y Singapore got so many car accidents. And for the first time I drink I think spelled as "Tequila" or watever u call that, is like so @#$%^&*@#$%^& lar. Kns, is like sh*t man. But good thing of having drivers around is that they will end up giving u their drink coupons becuase they shouldn't be DRINKING while driving. Erm... But then again, haiz, sometimes it's just so demn blardy scary when "young" ppl drive.
And for my Japanese Language class, due to my laziness and mainly my horrendous language ability, I've decided to downgrade to take JLPT4 instead of JLPT3 end of this yr, with me starting my JLPT3 class in Jan 2008 bahz. And seriously, I also don have much motivation to study much lar. Kns, with my PSP now, I also won't have much time lar. But then I think so far I only covered maybe 70% of my JLPT4 syllabus, so in the end now still must study abit more. At least I have like SIX MONTHS to take my own sweet time to study.
Haiz. I getting really really really SIANZ of Army liaoz. Just hope the remaining 9 months can pass like "amazingly" FAST and faster ORD...................... zZzZzZzzz
Monday, April 30, 2007
Booking of Tests...
So today I went to book 2 tests!
First is my upcoming Bunka Intermediate 2 placement test this coming Wednesday. Wellz, 30 minutes written test and 15 min Oral test. Wtf, I've a feeling I'm gonna flunk it. Whatever lar hor, today n tml juz mug n mug then Wednesday juz vomit everything out. Bleahz.
And next is I went down to CDC to book my Basic Theory Test on 9th July(Monday). Haiz, still a long way to go. I think by the time I can take my driving practical test is already Mid 2008 lar. Haiz, sianz. But nvm lar, before uni starts can get my driving license can liaoz.
Haiz, now I juz feel short of cash lar. Piangz... so many courses to attend...
So now I juz wish that I won't be speaking alien language to the examiner on Wed.... And hopefully no glaring grammatical mistakes as well....
First is my upcoming Bunka Intermediate 2 placement test this coming Wednesday. Wellz, 30 minutes written test and 15 min Oral test. Wtf, I've a feeling I'm gonna flunk it. Whatever lar hor, today n tml juz mug n mug then Wednesday juz vomit everything out. Bleahz.
And next is I went down to CDC to book my Basic Theory Test on 9th July(Monday). Haiz, still a long way to go. I think by the time I can take my driving practical test is already Mid 2008 lar. Haiz, sianz. But nvm lar, before uni starts can get my driving license can liaoz.
Haiz, now I juz feel short of cash lar. Piangz... so many courses to attend...
So now I juz wish that I won't be speaking alien language to the examiner on Wed.... And hopefully no glaring grammatical mistakes as well....
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Continue with "Ni-hon-go"
So ever since I came back on Tuesday, I've been immersing myself in TEXTBOOKS. O yes, elementary Japanese textbooks. Sometimes I feel that I'm just so retarded when comes to language, and I always assume that all I need to do is to "memorise" everything and that's it. Bleahz, how wrong can that be!? I can't even get SIMPLE basic grammar facts right, like that how to proceed onto higher levels?
And staying at home to study will only end up me using the comp most of the time. -_-''' Hence, perhaps it's time I start going Airport or Library and blend into the crowd of students mugging intensively for theirs exams.
And whatever is the case, now my aim is by Mid-June I will finish up to lesson25 of "Minna No Nihongo" book and then I will start enrolling for lesson liaoz. If not I think I sure donno what the hell I'm learning. So for this upcoming 6 to 7 weeks, it'll be INTENSIVE mugging until I can master till lesson25 before I can "proudly" apply for evaluation test of Bunka Intermediate 2 course. Muwhahahaz. Hope by then I won't screw things up.
And staying at home to study will only end up me using the comp most of the time. -_-''' Hence, perhaps it's time I start going Airport or Library and blend into the crowd of students mugging intensively for theirs exams.
And whatever is the case, now my aim is by Mid-June I will finish up to lesson25 of "Minna No Nihongo" book and then I will start enrolling for lesson liaoz. If not I think I sure donno what the hell I'm learning. So for this upcoming 6 to 7 weeks, it'll be INTENSIVE mugging until I can master till lesson25 before I can "proudly" apply for evaluation test of Bunka Intermediate 2 course. Muwhahahaz. Hope by then I won't screw things up.
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Life Sucks
I've been coughing non-stop ever since I come back Singapore. Vomitted a few times. But I just can't be bothered to see a doctor. Haiz.
I just feel so weak and sick lar. Haiz. But I believe that is not the main problem. I just feel lousy deep in within. Life's such a struggle living a lifestyle which u just hate so much. Frankly speaking, I do admit I'm a loner in my unit. There just isn't someone in my unit whom I can confide my problems in. And the thought of having to interact and see some people EVERYDAY just makes me feel sick. Life is just so miserable when u realised u have to keep everything to urself and not let it out loud. Deep inside, I just feel lonely and miserable and farked up lar.
Life sucks. I wish I can just sleep forever and never wake up.
I just feel so weak and sick lar. Haiz. But I believe that is not the main problem. I just feel lousy deep in within. Life's such a struggle living a lifestyle which u just hate so much. Frankly speaking, I do admit I'm a loner in my unit. There just isn't someone in my unit whom I can confide my problems in. And the thought of having to interact and see some people EVERYDAY just makes me feel sick. Life is just so miserable when u realised u have to keep everything to urself and not let it out loud. Deep inside, I just feel lonely and miserable and farked up lar.
Life sucks. I wish I can just sleep forever and never wake up.
Thank you S1 Branch
Back in S'pore after 29 days in Taiwan. And I'm left with 295 days till I ORD. Haiz.
Seriously, I just can't stand working with some people lar. Okay, I don't care whether anyone in my S1 Branch is gonna read my blog. U know what? Fuck it. I just want to let this out in my blog and don give a shit if u people ever read it.
Yes, on the very last day S1 called for an unusual Branch meeting and want us to settle our disputes. I know I sure do act cold and problematic to u people. Pls don't assume that just beacuse I say "Sir, my problem has nothing to do witht the branch. The problems lie in me" will mean that YOU people are innocent? **PUKE**!! I just don't wish to make things miserable for both parties. And yes, when u people want to talk bad abt ppl, pls don assume that other ppl r asleep already. When u wan to talk bad abt ppl in the toilet, pls check that the person is not in the cubicle. Sometimes perhaps I just want to thank you people on letting me know how u ppl think of me. Thanks arz.
You all really think I enjoy working with u all meh? PLS LAR. I'm only trying to make my remaining 10 months in 4SIR less misrable lar. Minus one month of clearing leave and off, left 9 months. If this is not ARMY I swear I sure blow my top off onto u ppl lar. Yes, Army really test my patience and limits to the maximum. You people, whom I used to call "f-r-i-e-n-d-s" are just a bunch of LOSERs in my eyes now. Yes, I look down and despise all of you. The sight of you people just irks me and make my blood boil. I will just treat you people as INVISIBLE men for the next 9 months or so. Seriously, I don't know how on earth next time I'm gonna tolerate staying in the office the WHOLE day working with you people.
Don't worry. I would just pretend nth has happened and continue to "work" with you ppl. Take it as a good training for me when I go n work in the corporate world in the near future. Thank you S1 branch for such an opportunity to stretch my limits to the max.
Seriously, I just can't stand working with some people lar. Okay, I don't care whether anyone in my S1 Branch is gonna read my blog. U know what? Fuck it. I just want to let this out in my blog and don give a shit if u people ever read it.
Yes, on the very last day S1 called for an unusual Branch meeting and want us to settle our disputes. I know I sure do act cold and problematic to u people. Pls don't assume that just beacuse I say "Sir, my problem has nothing to do witht the branch. The problems lie in me" will mean that YOU people are innocent? **PUKE**!! I just don't wish to make things miserable for both parties. And yes, when u people want to talk bad abt ppl, pls don assume that other ppl r asleep already. When u wan to talk bad abt ppl in the toilet, pls check that the person is not in the cubicle. Sometimes perhaps I just want to thank you people on letting me know how u ppl think of me. Thanks arz.
You all really think I enjoy working with u all meh? PLS LAR. I'm only trying to make my remaining 10 months in 4SIR less misrable lar. Minus one month of clearing leave and off, left 9 months. If this is not ARMY I swear I sure blow my top off onto u ppl lar. Yes, Army really test my patience and limits to the maximum. You people, whom I used to call "f-r-i-e-n-d-s" are just a bunch of LOSERs in my eyes now. Yes, I look down and despise all of you. The sight of you people just irks me and make my blood boil. I will just treat you people as INVISIBLE men for the next 9 months or so. Seriously, I don't know how on earth next time I'm gonna tolerate staying in the office the WHOLE day working with you people.
Don't worry. I would just pretend nth has happened and continue to "work" with you ppl. Take it as a good training for me when I go n work in the corporate world in the near future. Thank you S1 branch for such an opportunity to stretch my limits to the max.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
All right, today marks my 18th day in Taiwan. I still have 11 days more before I go back Singapore. Now i'm at my camp's cookhouse using some shitty computer that allow me to use Internet for 15min at NT10 (S$0.50). Piangz, I think I spent too much money already. Where on earth got people like spend about to S$100 just on "Ninja van" food 1!?
Wah kaoz, I think I've been eating way TOO MUCH that I'm suspecting I've gained like 5kg compared to before I left for Taiwan. The food from the Ninja van are demn nice lar. Large, crispy "Zha Ji Pa", "Tian Bu La", "Jian Bing" and alot more. No wonder some ppl say we don't lose weight when we come to Taiwan.
And finally I've done all that I need to do for the R&R. Hotel allocation, Bus allocation, meal table seating allocation and plane seating allocation. Phew, finally me and my friend finished them all. Now just tahan 7 more days before off we got to KaoShiung for our R&R!!!
But then again, I think temperature can be freezing out there at night, with the temp dropping as low as 12 deg cel, according to the officers. That's like HELLO!?... It's demn blardy cold when the wind blows lar. Okay lar, although the temp cannot be compared to that in Japan winter, but it's still quite inbearable especially when u only wear your no.4 uniform. Bleahz. At least it's better than the hot weather in SIngapore.
And surprisingly, I don't feel home-sick as what I've expected initially before I came. Indeed, time flies over here as you are kept busy doing all the sai-kang. Although feelings of sianzness may come especially during weekends when u will be thinking "what the fark I'm doing here". I think I will miss the training in Taiwan. At least it's 100000000000000000 times better than back in Singapore. Going back Singapore just makes me feel "SIANZ" lar. How I wish for an overseas posting to Taiwan. But fark, I'm already a second yr soldier and I think the chance is demn low arz. Nvm, perhaps I will try to appeal for a min. 6 months posting to Taiwan if possible. But haiz, thinking how FARK my unit is at retaining people from posting out is just so @#$TY#$%^ lar. What to do... Suck thumb and tahan for another 10 more months bahz.
Wah kaoz, I think I've been eating way TOO MUCH that I'm suspecting I've gained like 5kg compared to before I left for Taiwan. The food from the Ninja van are demn nice lar. Large, crispy "Zha Ji Pa", "Tian Bu La", "Jian Bing" and alot more. No wonder some ppl say we don't lose weight when we come to Taiwan.
And finally I've done all that I need to do for the R&R. Hotel allocation, Bus allocation, meal table seating allocation and plane seating allocation. Phew, finally me and my friend finished them all. Now just tahan 7 more days before off we got to KaoShiung for our R&R!!!
But then again, I think temperature can be freezing out there at night, with the temp dropping as low as 12 deg cel, according to the officers. That's like HELLO!?... It's demn blardy cold when the wind blows lar. Okay lar, although the temp cannot be compared to that in Japan winter, but it's still quite inbearable especially when u only wear your no.4 uniform. Bleahz. At least it's better than the hot weather in SIngapore.
And surprisingly, I don't feel home-sick as what I've expected initially before I came. Indeed, time flies over here as you are kept busy doing all the sai-kang. Although feelings of sianzness may come especially during weekends when u will be thinking "what the fark I'm doing here". I think I will miss the training in Taiwan. At least it's 100000000000000000 times better than back in Singapore. Going back Singapore just makes me feel "SIANZ" lar. How I wish for an overseas posting to Taiwan. But fark, I'm already a second yr soldier and I think the chance is demn low arz. Nvm, perhaps I will try to appeal for a min. 6 months posting to Taiwan if possible. But haiz, thinking how FARK my unit is at retaining people from posting out is just so @#$TY#$%^ lar. What to do... Suck thumb and tahan for another 10 more months bahz.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Japanese Citizenship and PR
Okay, I got these info from: http://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Japanese_Immigration_Law
Permanent residency
Permanent residency (永住権 eijuken) is the strongest form of landing permission, granting the bearer the right to live and work in Japan indefinitely. It must be applied for and obtained within Japan, generally after five to ten years of continuous residency there.
One major advantage of permanent residency is that financial institutions often deny loans to foreigners who are not permanent residents.
And now comes to "Naturalization". In case some of u donno the meaning of Naturalization, pls see : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Naturalization
In law, naturalization refers to an act whereby a person acquires a citizenship different from that person's citizenship at birth. Naturalization is most commonly associated with economic migrants or refugees who have immigrated to a country and resided there as aliens, and who have voluntarily and actively chosen to become citizens of that country after meeting specific requirements.
Aiyaz, in short means change citizenship lorz.
Naturalization
The criteria for naturalization are provided in Articles 4 through 10 of the Nationality Law:
1) Continuous residence in Japan for five years or more
2) At least 20 years old and otherwise legally competent
3) History of good behavior generally, and no past history of seditious behavior
4) Sufficient capital or skills, either personally or within family, to support oneself
5) Stateless or willing to renounce foreign citizenship
The Minister of Justice must approve all applications for naturalization. Review of an application generally takes about one year.
In the past, the "good behavior" requirement has been used to deny or severely delay many naturalization applications, particularly from Chinese and Koreans.
I'm getting abit HIGH liaoz.
Then I went on to search a few more websites and found this:
If you are a person from a country outside Japan, you have to reside in Japan for five years consecutively to make yourself entitled for the citizenship of Japan. The five years duration can be reduced if you are married to a citizen of Japan. There are some other requirements also that you will know when you contact them.
WAHAHAZ!
Okay, take it that I stick to my dream of going to Japan at the age of 28, then that means I would only attain my PR or citizenship status if I turn 32 or 33.
Which is UNLESS.....
I go marry a Japanese girl then I may attain it much faster, perhaps by the age of 30 or 31?
Reading such things really keep me demn high lar. I seriously donno what to say. I know I still have about 1 year of NS to go, but with such thoughts running through my brain really give me morale BOOST all the way lar! SOmetimes I just try to "deceive" myself that going thru 2 yrs of shit right now, for a greater future ahead. O my... I think I wanna go MAD liaoz.
What is one month of shit in Taiwan, as compared to doing what I enjoy 10 years down the road? What is one more year of being fucked by lowly-educated idiots, as compared to be able to work in a BIG MNC and interacting with people of... higher social class?
I think I have told some of my friends about my dream.
I want to work in a big MNC. I want to wear business suit, tie, shiny leather shoes and carry briefcase to work everyday. For some of you who got watch those Japanese/korean/taiwanese drama, where those businessman got their own office. I want to be like that!!!
Not that all these are impossible in Singapore. But I've never thought of establishing my career in Singapore.
I want to be able to comprehend Japanese songs without looking at their romanji-translated lyrics. I want to be able to watch Japanese movie without having to look at the Eng/Chi subtitles. I want to be able to speak to Japanese people without speaking half-fucked Japanese, such that they don't understand. I want to read Japanese newspaper without any difficulty. I can easily tune in to Japanese FM and able to comprehend every word they say. When I switch on my TV, I can easily understand what the show is talking about.
Simply, I want to speak and use Japanese in my everyday life.
I hope this desire, this dream, this passion will keep me going... At least till I ORD in 11 months time.
With that, this shall be my last post till I return back from ROC on 17th April. Haiz, I'll miss blogging.
Permanent residency
Permanent residency (永住権 eijuken) is the strongest form of landing permission, granting the bearer the right to live and work in Japan indefinitely. It must be applied for and obtained within Japan, generally after five to ten years of continuous residency there.
One major advantage of permanent residency is that financial institutions often deny loans to foreigners who are not permanent residents.
And now comes to "Naturalization". In case some of u donno the meaning of Naturalization, pls see : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Naturalization
In law, naturalization refers to an act whereby a person acquires a citizenship different from that person's citizenship at birth. Naturalization is most commonly associated with economic migrants or refugees who have immigrated to a country and resided there as aliens, and who have voluntarily and actively chosen to become citizens of that country after meeting specific requirements.
Aiyaz, in short means change citizenship lorz.
Naturalization
The criteria for naturalization are provided in Articles 4 through 10 of the Nationality Law:
1) Continuous residence in Japan for five years or more
2) At least 20 years old and otherwise legally competent
3) History of good behavior generally, and no past history of seditious behavior
4) Sufficient capital or skills, either personally or within family, to support oneself
5) Stateless or willing to renounce foreign citizenship
The Minister of Justice must approve all applications for naturalization. Review of an application generally takes about one year.
In the past, the "good behavior" requirement has been used to deny or severely delay many naturalization applications, particularly from Chinese and Koreans.
I'm getting abit HIGH liaoz.
Then I went on to search a few more websites and found this:
If you are a person from a country outside Japan, you have to reside in Japan for five years consecutively to make yourself entitled for the citizenship of Japan. The five years duration can be reduced if you are married to a citizen of Japan. There are some other requirements also that you will know when you contact them.
WAHAHAZ!
Okay, take it that I stick to my dream of going to Japan at the age of 28, then that means I would only attain my PR or citizenship status if I turn 32 or 33.
Which is UNLESS.....
I go marry a Japanese girl then I may attain it much faster, perhaps by the age of 30 or 31?
Reading such things really keep me demn high lar. I seriously donno what to say. I know I still have about 1 year of NS to go, but with such thoughts running through my brain really give me morale BOOST all the way lar! SOmetimes I just try to "deceive" myself that going thru 2 yrs of shit right now, for a greater future ahead. O my... I think I wanna go MAD liaoz.
What is one month of shit in Taiwan, as compared to doing what I enjoy 10 years down the road? What is one more year of being fucked by lowly-educated idiots, as compared to be able to work in a BIG MNC and interacting with people of... higher social class?
I think I have told some of my friends about my dream.
I want to work in a big MNC. I want to wear business suit, tie, shiny leather shoes and carry briefcase to work everyday. For some of you who got watch those Japanese/korean/taiwanese drama, where those businessman got their own office. I want to be like that!!!
Not that all these are impossible in Singapore. But I've never thought of establishing my career in Singapore.
I want to be able to comprehend Japanese songs without looking at their romanji-translated lyrics. I want to be able to watch Japanese movie without having to look at the Eng/Chi subtitles. I want to be able to speak to Japanese people without speaking half-fucked Japanese, such that they don't understand. I want to read Japanese newspaper without any difficulty. I can easily tune in to Japanese FM and able to comprehend every word they say. When I switch on my TV, I can easily understand what the show is talking about.
Simply, I want to speak and use Japanese in my everyday life.
I hope this desire, this dream, this passion will keep me going... At least till I ORD in 11 months time.
With that, this shall be my last post till I return back from ROC on 17th April. Haiz, I'll miss blogging.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
BoBo all the WAY!
I'm such a SUPER BOBO shooter lar. Piangz, don't what to say. I think my eyes really got problems. Initially I got 5/16 for my day shoot.
YAZ! NoT EvEN ONE THIRD OF THE SCORE LORZ. I THINK I MUST GO FOR SOME EYE SURGERY SOON LORZ.
Wah kaoz, even my dys1 say I think I should just forgo my night shot, like quite hard to pass lorz.
I was thinking likewise also.
Then came night shot. I got 10/12. WAHAHAZ, so in total I got 15/28, and so I passed! Okay lar, I think I have day blindness, but not night blindness. (Actually, because I asked my left and right shooters to SHOOT my lane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Whatever lar, can pass can liaoz. I know I really SUCKED at shooting.
Finally some ASSHOLE already left for Taiwan yesterday, becuase he's in the advance party. Thank God I can have some PEACE in the mind at least till Monday when I see him in Taiwan again.
3 more days left in SIngapore.
Haiz.
YAZ! NoT EvEN ONE THIRD OF THE SCORE LORZ. I THINK I MUST GO FOR SOME EYE SURGERY SOON LORZ.
Wah kaoz, even my dys1 say I think I should just forgo my night shot, like quite hard to pass lorz.
I was thinking likewise also.
Then came night shot. I got 10/12. WAHAHAZ, so in total I got 15/28, and so I passed! Okay lar, I think I have day blindness, but not night blindness. (Actually, because I asked my left and right shooters to SHOOT my lane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Whatever lar, can pass can liaoz. I know I really SUCKED at shooting.
Finally some ASSHOLE already left for Taiwan yesterday, becuase he's in the advance party. Thank God I can have some PEACE in the mind at least till Monday when I see him in Taiwan again.
3 more days left in SIngapore.
Haiz.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Haiz.
8 more days to ROC. Don't know what to say. For some reason, I don't really look forward to it. Going there and everyday have to see some SICKENING faces that turns me off. Still must see the blardy moods of some idiots and get fucked for no apparant reasons.
Fuck it.
Still got 333 more days.
Endure bahz.
8 more days to ROC. Don't know what to say. For some reason, I don't really look forward to it. Going there and everyday have to see some SICKENING faces that turns me off. Still must see the blardy moods of some idiots and get fucked for no apparant reasons.
Fuck it.
Still got 333 more days.
Endure bahz.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Fuck your mother
CHARGE!? YOU WANT TO CHARGE ME FOR.....AW*L!?
COM'ON LAR!!! I'M NOT LIKE SOME FARKING DUMBASS THERE WHO'LL JUST KEEP MUM WHEN TREATED UNFAIRLY AND TO BE SLAUGHTER BY YOU PEOPLE!?
GO TO HELL MAN!!
COM'ON LAR!!! I'M NOT LIKE SOME FARKING DUMBASS THERE WHO'LL JUST KEEP MUM WHEN TREATED UNFAIRLY AND TO BE SLAUGHTER BY YOU PEOPLE!?
GO TO HELL MAN!!
Saturday, March 03, 2007
It took us like 3 weeks to SEARCH and PASTE like close to 2000 photos (each person 4 photos) and NOW you want us to RE-DO EVERYTHING within 3 days!?
FUCK YOU!!!
I spend so much time and effort in doing this stupid thingyi, making me stay back whereby the rest of the battalion all went back home early. Then during CNY I still make the effort to bring back the photos to sort them out?
FUCK YOU!!!
And today somebody keep mentioning "if you ever say that to me, then I'm gonna give u 2 FARKING TIGHT SLAPS......"
FUCK YOU!!!
I thought I can took off on Monday and so that I can go for my med appt. in peace on Tuesday. But thanks to you ppl that make my life so miserable.
FUCK ALL OF YOU!!!
I'm simply pissed pissed pissed to the max this whole week.
FUCK YOU!!!
I spend so much time and effort in doing this stupid thingyi, making me stay back whereby the rest of the battalion all went back home early. Then during CNY I still make the effort to bring back the photos to sort them out?
FUCK YOU!!!
And today somebody keep mentioning "if you ever say that to me, then I'm gonna give u 2 FARKING TIGHT SLAPS......"
FUCK YOU!!!
I thought I can took off on Monday and so that I can go for my med appt. in peace on Tuesday. But thanks to you ppl that make my life so miserable.
FUCK ALL OF YOU!!!
I'm simply pissed pissed pissed to the max this whole week.
Monday, February 19, 2007
Back tO Normal
As usual, this year's CNY is nth special compared to previous years 1. I think all I do is to sit at one corner of my grandmother's house and keep watching SCV movies the whole day. Other than the usual "Hello! Happy new yr!" with a handshake with my relatives, I basically didn't even talk to anybody. Other than the fact that they started gambling in the late afternoon, and perhaps we gamble only like 2 hrs or so before I left. And shucks, I think my gambling luck is super duper low this yr. Manz, this sucks. Nvm, it's just a form of entertainment and somemore only gamble once a yr. Bleahz.
I guess I'm juz too "engrossed" in the fact I'm still serving NS and that I still got like..... 352 days to ORD!? Fark. I just can't wait to get the fark out of NS lar. Piangz. So fast the end of this LONG holiday liaoz, tml night have to book in. Haiz, SIANZ to the max. Just the thought of having to see BABOON everyday makes me feel sick.
SIanz.
Anyone wans to gamble!?
I guess I'm juz too "engrossed" in the fact I'm still serving NS and that I still got like..... 352 days to ORD!? Fark. I just can't wait to get the fark out of NS lar. Piangz. So fast the end of this LONG holiday liaoz, tml night have to book in. Haiz, SIANZ to the max. Just the thought of having to see BABOON everyday makes me feel sick.
SIanz.
Anyone wans to gamble!?
Friday, February 16, 2007
CNY !?
This week's quite "happening".
Piangz, I went for the outfield WITHOUT knowing what the fark am I going there for, and what am I suppose to do. Only thing is just to set up CP toner. Full-stop.
Oh my... Went there only to be treated as blangadeshi workers to carry heavy stores from one toner to the other. I seriously donno what the hell C9L2 personnels are doing all these nonsense lar. Wah kaoz, it's not easy to keep setting up and closing the CP toner when u keep moving from one location to the other lar. And I didn't know we have to do what pioneer platoon ppl are supposed to do lar. From 6am to 8am trying to dismantle the constatina wire, and roll them up and carry from one point to the toner which is some distance away. Fark man!! Why is C9L2 ppl doing all these SHIT!?
And comes night time. Fark...need to do sentry duty. And I did TWO in one night, from 1am till 2am, and then 5am till 6am. And the remaining time I was just busy scratching my skin after being bitten by God knows how many mosquitoes. Even my HQ Specialists all said they are dying doing all these work, and their ASLC even not as xiong as this arz. This outfield was TOTALLY madness. I think the amount of load that we keep carrying around is equals to strength training X10.
Kaoz. This is farked-up lar.
Then today every1 went back at 1030am, I only left camp at 7pm just to do some stupid highnoon photos and chi names. Wah kaoz, sucks big time man!
This yr's Chinese New Yr is definitely the WORST I'm ever spending. I still must bring back all the photos back home to sort them out. Wtf lar. Ppl celebrate CNY and yet I will be burying myself with these work. Argz...Fark man! What have I done to be in this farked-up unit!?
I'm not even in the mood for wat CNY celebration. My mind is simply flooded with all the highnoon admin work tt needs to be done.
Piangz, I went for the outfield WITHOUT knowing what the fark am I going there for, and what am I suppose to do. Only thing is just to set up CP toner. Full-stop.
Oh my... Went there only to be treated as blangadeshi workers to carry heavy stores from one toner to the other. I seriously donno what the hell C9L2 personnels are doing all these nonsense lar. Wah kaoz, it's not easy to keep setting up and closing the CP toner when u keep moving from one location to the other lar. And I didn't know we have to do what pioneer platoon ppl are supposed to do lar. From 6am to 8am trying to dismantle the constatina wire, and roll them up and carry from one point to the toner which is some distance away. Fark man!! Why is C9L2 ppl doing all these SHIT!?
And comes night time. Fark...need to do sentry duty. And I did TWO in one night, from 1am till 2am, and then 5am till 6am. And the remaining time I was just busy scratching my skin after being bitten by God knows how many mosquitoes. Even my HQ Specialists all said they are dying doing all these work, and their ASLC even not as xiong as this arz. This outfield was TOTALLY madness. I think the amount of load that we keep carrying around is equals to strength training X10.
Kaoz. This is farked-up lar.
Then today every1 went back at 1030am, I only left camp at 7pm just to do some stupid highnoon photos and chi names. Wah kaoz, sucks big time man!
This yr's Chinese New Yr is definitely the WORST I'm ever spending. I still must bring back all the photos back home to sort them out. Wtf lar. Ppl celebrate CNY and yet I will be burying myself with these work. Argz...Fark man! What have I done to be in this farked-up unit!?
I'm not even in the mood for wat CNY celebration. My mind is simply flooded with all the highnoon admin work tt needs to be done.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
JaPaN, JaPaN, JaPaN!!!!
For the past few days I've been searching high and low for all the possible schools in Japan that offer Japanese Language courses. Perhaps like some websites said, I shld just try to tap on all the possible opportunities in Singapore to learn as much basic Japanese as possible before going abroad to study. Mainly it's because it saves ALOT of money lar. It can cost like 8 times MORE expensive to study the SAME course in Japan than in Singapore. And not forgetting the accomodation and lodging u need to pay urself. O man...tt's like gonna cost a bomb. And so every now and then, I will use my calculator and start tabulating the costs of various needs, until my parents and sis are so curious wat on earth am I calculating.
However, I realised that studying a foreign language in Singapore may not be as "efficient" as compared to studying in the native country. I mean com'on lar, if let's say I study Japanese in Singapore. I only get to practise the language for tt pathetic 2 to 3 hours PER WEEK, and the rest of the time I'll be back to speaking Chinese and SInglish n watever. Like some website put it, it will greatly improve ur learning ability if u study in the native country, because u will be under "pressure" to use the language in your everyday lifestyle, and able to practise it anywhere and anytime u travel. You get to write, listen, speak and read in the native language very often, and I believe this is how one can get to learn a language better. Okay lar, I admit my language learning ability sucks, from the horrendous english n chinese I've been speaking for the past 10++ years, and that makes me worry even more abt my ability to learn Japanese if I study it in SIngapore. So is a choice of whether u wan to save on the time or money. Save time and u go Japan to study intensive course, if not u save money and then stay in Singapore to study.
Hence, after MUCH thinking and consideration, I think I've made up my mind. Perhaps I shld just try to get a minimum JLPT1 or JLPT2 in SIngapore before I even think of going abroad to study. Erm... In case u r wondering wat's JLPT1, it's equivalent to that of AO-level Japanese and JLPT2 is about O-level Japanese, and is one of the pre-requsite to study tertiary education in Japan. However, I know that's gonna take me at least 2 to 3 yrs studying in Singapore before I can reach that level.
Okay, let's look at things this way. Upon graduation from uni at the age of 24, I should just quickly find an accounting Job in one of the Big4 firms and work for min. 2.5 yrs to 3 yrs in order to get the experience to become a certified accountant in Singapore. And at the same time I should make use of this period of time to enrol in part time Japanese courses that shld be able to get me a min. JLPT1 cert. Upon reaching the age of 27, I should have been able to save up enough money and learn enough BASIC Japanese for me to go abroad to continue to study advance Business Japanese in Japan, and at the same time look for a decent Job and settle down in Japan. If I'm lucky enough, I may even get the opportunity to be sent overseas to work, since MNCs usually require lots of travelling. Man... That will be too good to be true if I can ever land myself an overseas posting to go Japan to work.
Piangz. I made my LIFE PLAN sounds so plain-sailing and stuff. I talk until like so fairy-tale story like that. Wah kaoz, WEIYANG!!! WAKE UP LARZ!!! U MUST WORK HARD TO FUIFILL YOUR GOAL!! DON'T JUST SAY AND SAY AND THEN 'NATO'. (NATO = NO ACTION, TALK ONLY) U BLARDY HELL GET REALISTIC AND PRACTICAL IF U WAN ALL THESE TO COME TRUE. DON'T JUST SIT BACK AND BE A 'NUA-STER' AND ROT YOUR LIFE DOING NOTHING!!!!
Okay, the above paragraph serves as a REMINDER for me on wat I've promised myself I will work hard for. Hope that one day down the road, should I ever get swayed and start giving up, may I refer back to this entry to prick my conscience on what I've ever dream and said before on this date.
However, I realised that studying a foreign language in Singapore may not be as "efficient" as compared to studying in the native country. I mean com'on lar, if let's say I study Japanese in Singapore. I only get to practise the language for tt pathetic 2 to 3 hours PER WEEK, and the rest of the time I'll be back to speaking Chinese and SInglish n watever. Like some website put it, it will greatly improve ur learning ability if u study in the native country, because u will be under "pressure" to use the language in your everyday lifestyle, and able to practise it anywhere and anytime u travel. You get to write, listen, speak and read in the native language very often, and I believe this is how one can get to learn a language better. Okay lar, I admit my language learning ability sucks, from the horrendous english n chinese I've been speaking for the past 10++ years, and that makes me worry even more abt my ability to learn Japanese if I study it in SIngapore. So is a choice of whether u wan to save on the time or money. Save time and u go Japan to study intensive course, if not u save money and then stay in Singapore to study.
Hence, after MUCH thinking and consideration, I think I've made up my mind. Perhaps I shld just try to get a minimum JLPT1 or JLPT2 in SIngapore before I even think of going abroad to study. Erm... In case u r wondering wat's JLPT1, it's equivalent to that of AO-level Japanese and JLPT2 is about O-level Japanese, and is one of the pre-requsite to study tertiary education in Japan. However, I know that's gonna take me at least 2 to 3 yrs studying in Singapore before I can reach that level.
Okay, let's look at things this way. Upon graduation from uni at the age of 24, I should just quickly find an accounting Job in one of the Big4 firms and work for min. 2.5 yrs to 3 yrs in order to get the experience to become a certified accountant in Singapore. And at the same time I should make use of this period of time to enrol in part time Japanese courses that shld be able to get me a min. JLPT1 cert. Upon reaching the age of 27, I should have been able to save up enough money and learn enough BASIC Japanese for me to go abroad to continue to study advance Business Japanese in Japan, and at the same time look for a decent Job and settle down in Japan. If I'm lucky enough, I may even get the opportunity to be sent overseas to work, since MNCs usually require lots of travelling. Man... That will be too good to be true if I can ever land myself an overseas posting to go Japan to work.
Piangz. I made my LIFE PLAN sounds so plain-sailing and stuff. I talk until like so fairy-tale story like that. Wah kaoz, WEIYANG!!! WAKE UP LARZ!!! U MUST WORK HARD TO FUIFILL YOUR GOAL!! DON'T JUST SAY AND SAY AND THEN 'NATO'. (NATO = NO ACTION, TALK ONLY) U BLARDY HELL GET REALISTIC AND PRACTICAL IF U WAN ALL THESE TO COME TRUE. DON'T JUST SIT BACK AND BE A 'NUA-STER' AND ROT YOUR LIFE DOING NOTHING!!!!
Okay, the above paragraph serves as a REMINDER for me on wat I've promised myself I will work hard for. Hope that one day down the road, should I ever get swayed and start giving up, may I refer back to this entry to prick my conscience on what I've ever dream and said before on this date.
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
FARKED UP "MR BOON"
Okay, let's just face it. This is gonna be a bitching session which really pisses me off and all my branch ppl off.
I think last week was one of the most xiong week for preparation for audit. I booked out on Fri night, booked in next day Sat morning then worked until sat night 11pm go sleep, and then worked the WHOLE sunday from morn till night, before I finally finished my documentaion.
And the real examination came on Monday. Before my HR audit started at 9am, this MR BOON gave us an "opening speech". And I swear I nearly puked when I heard his words. Omg, so FAKE lar, u think we all 3 yrs old kid izzit. Wtf. Okay, I could remember some of the words he said, such as:
"I know u people have put in MUCH effort for this coming Audit. However, the real exam has come. I know some of you are not prepared for it yet, but NVM, I am NOT CONCERNED about the outcome. Before the auditors check, maybe u just declare what fault do u have. Do not try to smoke your way out. You know, I DON'T LIKE to CHRAGE people who have their heart for the unit, but left me with no choice but to really CHARGE you. Like I said, HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY. Don't try to BEND BACKWARDS or whatsoever." Okay, it's just something along those lines.
Then the audit took place from morning till afternoon. Okay lar, I also can't disclose much in case SAF intends to sue me for leaking out secret information. Whatever fark, I also have no interest in the info. Anyway, my branch has done our best for this audit.
Okay, here comes the part whereby all of us feel PISSED by this "MR BOON". At the end of the Audit for the debrief, all us have to come together, with the auditors, and this "MR BOON", whereby the auditors will brief us on all the mistakes and errors that they found in this audit. Then whether the mistakes are big enough to minus points or izzit small enough to juz close one eye lar. Then actually we can debate our way thru if we wan to argue, but apprantly we ain't senior enough to dare to do such thing. Whatever it is. The auditors actually mentioned that MAJORITY of the mistakes are quite minor, so actually can put them under "Areas for Improvement"(AFI), so that means NO NEED to minus marks one lorz.
Then guess what?
In normal circumstances, usually the "BOSS" will help to fight for our own unit. But this MR BOON, is juz the opposite lar. He WANTS the audiors to PUT BACK all the errors under "Areas for Improvement" back into "Observations" (meaning will minus marks if under observation).
Wtf rite!?
If he doesn't want to help my branch. So be it lar. Actually it's not that we "xi han" his sympathy or whatsoever. The ironic part comes into play. When the audiots left the unit, that MR BOON gave my S1 and Chief one GOOD fuck, and for goodness, he actually asked my S1 to go call the auditors the next day to beg for them for leniency and put the errors back to "AFI" so that we won't get deducted that many marks. Fark lorz, what a blardy hypocrite.
Nvm, and that's halfway through the story.
Then on Wednesday, he sent an email to ALL the audiors and chief clerks from other units, and obviously to us also, and that email is so disgusting lar. Obviously the former part of the letter is for auditors, and the latter part for my branch ppl.
"
Dear auditors, would u mind sending me a soft copy of ALL the mistakes there were found out during the audit?
.
.
.
I realised that our unit's health status is not very healthy, indeed. There's much much more to be improved. I would need to do use medicine to CURE our status, so as to get rid of all the DIESASES and VIRUS.
.
.
.
I want an explanation of ALL the faults during audit within ONE week. If it is due to systematic errors, then I can understand. However, if it is due to HUMAN errors, then I will not HESITATE to put in BIG STICK...."
Sometimes I wonder if he is dumb or wat lar. Pls lorz, if it is EVER due to systematic errors, then we won't even need to plea to the audiots watz, and obviously like that they also know that it's not our fault, and won't record them down.
BUT HUMAN ERRORS????????
Firstly, U SOUND AS IF YOU NEVER KNOW THAT MY BRANCH ALREADY QUITE FARKED-UP since many yrs back lar. If u look at the record, my unit always get last or 2nd last unit in Singapore 1 lorz. I mean pls lar, if ur sec sch is the LAST in Singapore, then ur sch principal suddenly said wants to aim to thrash RI or RGS, u as a student of tt sch confirm will feel 'pek cek' to have such LAME goal lar. And at least in MOE, they still got GOOD PROGRESS AWARD or smth like that lar. Even though u r not the top, if u made a significant improvement, then at least ppl recognised u for ur hard work. Haiz. Nvm, forget it.
Hello....... YOU NEVER MAKE ANY MISTAKES BEFORE IN YOUR LIFE MEH? Wah kaoz, I also doubt all the other S1 Branch in ALL other units in Singapore get 100% lar. Then it's not as if the "king of the unit" will demand them to explain why didn't they get PERFECT score. If you never get FULL MARKS for ur examination, then your teacher asked u to explain why u made all the errors, u also confirm think that teacher is insane lar.
And u say u wan to put in BIG STICK? O pls lar, u ever since before the audit, u have been threatening us that if we screw up this audit, u will punish us one lar. I think now God has granted u your wish lorz, U can make use of this chance to get rid of us in one go. Then like that no one will ever stand in your way lar. U want to get rid of all the "VIRUS and DISEASES" like us rite? If this is not Army, I think even u pay me $10000 a month, I rather quit then to see your stuck-up face everyday lorz.
Don't u ppl think this "MR BOON" is so farked up?
And u think u r GOD or CHIEF OF ARMY izzit? Pls lorz, who do u think u r to say u wan ppl to leave the army just like that. This year will be my chief's 25th year in the army liaoz. She work in army, I think u still in pri sch lorz. And who do u think u r to want my S1 to go Ops, and become OC instead of PXO? Wah kaoz, WAKE UP UR IDEA LAR. Not everything GOES your way okay!
In case and SAF ppl wanna CHARGE or SUE me for anything....
READ THIS:
I NEVER MENTION A SINGLE BIT OF ARMY INFORMATION HOR! THIS WHOLE ENTRY IS JUST A SIMPLE BITCHING SESSION ABOUT THIS ONE GUY. AND I NEVER MENTION WHO THE HELL HE IS, AND ALSO ANYTHING THAT WILL PUT SAF AT RISK HORZ. SO DON'T SAY WHAT SLANDER OR WHAT FARK ARZ!>
I think last week was one of the most xiong week for preparation for audit. I booked out on Fri night, booked in next day Sat morning then worked until sat night 11pm go sleep, and then worked the WHOLE sunday from morn till night, before I finally finished my documentaion.
And the real examination came on Monday. Before my HR audit started at 9am, this MR BOON gave us an "opening speech". And I swear I nearly puked when I heard his words. Omg, so FAKE lar, u think we all 3 yrs old kid izzit. Wtf. Okay, I could remember some of the words he said, such as:
"I know u people have put in MUCH effort for this coming Audit. However, the real exam has come. I know some of you are not prepared for it yet, but NVM, I am NOT CONCERNED about the outcome. Before the auditors check, maybe u just declare what fault do u have. Do not try to smoke your way out. You know, I DON'T LIKE to CHRAGE people who have their heart for the unit, but left me with no choice but to really CHARGE you. Like I said, HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY. Don't try to BEND BACKWARDS or whatsoever." Okay, it's just something along those lines.
Then the audit took place from morning till afternoon. Okay lar, I also can't disclose much in case SAF intends to sue me for leaking out secret information. Whatever fark, I also have no interest in the info. Anyway, my branch has done our best for this audit.
Okay, here comes the part whereby all of us feel PISSED by this "MR BOON". At the end of the Audit for the debrief, all us have to come together, with the auditors, and this "MR BOON", whereby the auditors will brief us on all the mistakes and errors that they found in this audit. Then whether the mistakes are big enough to minus points or izzit small enough to juz close one eye lar. Then actually we can debate our way thru if we wan to argue, but apprantly we ain't senior enough to dare to do such thing. Whatever it is. The auditors actually mentioned that MAJORITY of the mistakes are quite minor, so actually can put them under "Areas for Improvement"(AFI), so that means NO NEED to minus marks one lorz.
Then guess what?
In normal circumstances, usually the "BOSS" will help to fight for our own unit. But this MR BOON, is juz the opposite lar. He WANTS the audiors to PUT BACK all the errors under "Areas for Improvement" back into "Observations" (meaning will minus marks if under observation).
Wtf rite!?
If he doesn't want to help my branch. So be it lar. Actually it's not that we "xi han" his sympathy or whatsoever. The ironic part comes into play. When the audiots left the unit, that MR BOON gave my S1 and Chief one GOOD fuck, and for goodness, he actually asked my S1 to go call the auditors the next day to beg for them for leniency and put the errors back to "AFI" so that we won't get deducted that many marks. Fark lorz, what a blardy hypocrite.
Nvm, and that's halfway through the story.
Then on Wednesday, he sent an email to ALL the audiors and chief clerks from other units, and obviously to us also, and that email is so disgusting lar. Obviously the former part of the letter is for auditors, and the latter part for my branch ppl.
"
Dear auditors, would u mind sending me a soft copy of ALL the mistakes there were found out during the audit?
.
.
.
I realised that our unit's health status is not very healthy, indeed. There's much much more to be improved. I would need to do use medicine to CURE our status, so as to get rid of all the DIESASES and VIRUS.
.
.
.
I want an explanation of ALL the faults during audit within ONE week. If it is due to systematic errors, then I can understand. However, if it is due to HUMAN errors, then I will not HESITATE to put in BIG STICK...."
Sometimes I wonder if he is dumb or wat lar. Pls lorz, if it is EVER due to systematic errors, then we won't even need to plea to the audiots watz, and obviously like that they also know that it's not our fault, and won't record them down.
BUT HUMAN ERRORS????????
Firstly, U SOUND AS IF YOU NEVER KNOW THAT MY BRANCH ALREADY QUITE FARKED-UP since many yrs back lar. If u look at the record, my unit always get last or 2nd last unit in Singapore 1 lorz. I mean pls lar, if ur sec sch is the LAST in Singapore, then ur sch principal suddenly said wants to aim to thrash RI or RGS, u as a student of tt sch confirm will feel 'pek cek' to have such LAME goal lar. And at least in MOE, they still got GOOD PROGRESS AWARD or smth like that lar. Even though u r not the top, if u made a significant improvement, then at least ppl recognised u for ur hard work. Haiz. Nvm, forget it.
Hello....... YOU NEVER MAKE ANY MISTAKES BEFORE IN YOUR LIFE MEH? Wah kaoz, I also doubt all the other S1 Branch in ALL other units in Singapore get 100% lar. Then it's not as if the "king of the unit" will demand them to explain why didn't they get PERFECT score. If you never get FULL MARKS for ur examination, then your teacher asked u to explain why u made all the errors, u also confirm think that teacher is insane lar.
And u say u wan to put in BIG STICK? O pls lar, u ever since before the audit, u have been threatening us that if we screw up this audit, u will punish us one lar. I think now God has granted u your wish lorz, U can make use of this chance to get rid of us in one go. Then like that no one will ever stand in your way lar. U want to get rid of all the "VIRUS and DISEASES" like us rite? If this is not Army, I think even u pay me $10000 a month, I rather quit then to see your stuck-up face everyday lorz.
Don't u ppl think this "MR BOON" is so farked up?
And u think u r GOD or CHIEF OF ARMY izzit? Pls lorz, who do u think u r to say u wan ppl to leave the army just like that. This year will be my chief's 25th year in the army liaoz. She work in army, I think u still in pri sch lorz. And who do u think u r to want my S1 to go Ops, and become OC instead of PXO? Wah kaoz, WAKE UP UR IDEA LAR. Not everything GOES your way okay!
In case and SAF ppl wanna CHARGE or SUE me for anything....
READ THIS:
I NEVER MENTION A SINGLE BIT OF ARMY INFORMATION HOR! THIS WHOLE ENTRY IS JUST A SIMPLE BITCHING SESSION ABOUT THIS ONE GUY. AND I NEVER MENTION WHO THE HELL HE IS, AND ALSO ANYTHING THAT WILL PUT SAF AT RISK HORZ. SO DON'T SAY WHAT SLANDER OR WHAT FARK ARZ!>
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Haiz, can the Audit faster END!? Piangz, still must wait till 29th Jan. So sianz. I'm juz so sick of checking stuff over and over again, only to realise that there ARE still mistakes here n there. Guess I'm juz too careless arz. But whatever, I think at the most get farked by Ah Boon then after that OUT he go from 4SIR!
Using my boss's personal's office comp is so fun arz. The moment he goes home, I will be one of the first few to dash to use his comp w/o any1 watching since the rest are all outside. But then once a while some idiots will obviously come and disturb. And have restriction to many websites like FRIENDSTER (which I donno y), I've only resort to blogs and MSN to keep myself entertained.
Talking about blogging, I realised that nowadays, me and my friends will go to Wendy's(xiaxue) blog and keep reading it. Guess we r just TOO bored arz. But seriosuly, after watching so many LAME episodes of "Girls Out Loud" every Mon night 10pm, host by Wendy and Rosalyn, I guess we r juz starting to get "used" to the style she use in communicating with ppl. Although many ppl may say that she's too "bitchY" or "sLutty" or what have u, I guess she's still okay afterall. (Nope, I'm not being bias) Instead, I guess I quite admire she can be so frank and BITCH abt ppl so openly although there are like tens of thousands of people reading her blog everyday. Lolx.. Okay, enough of her, in case any1 thinks that I'm ATTRACTED to her. Like I said, I juz find her okay with an unique style.
Haiz, so boring lar. Life's so sianz....................
Using my boss's personal's office comp is so fun arz. The moment he goes home, I will be one of the first few to dash to use his comp w/o any1 watching since the rest are all outside. But then once a while some idiots will obviously come and disturb. And have restriction to many websites like FRIENDSTER (which I donno y), I've only resort to blogs and MSN to keep myself entertained.
Talking about blogging, I realised that nowadays, me and my friends will go to Wendy's(xiaxue) blog and keep reading it. Guess we r just TOO bored arz. But seriosuly, after watching so many LAME episodes of "Girls Out Loud" every Mon night 10pm, host by Wendy and Rosalyn, I guess we r juz starting to get "used" to the style she use in communicating with ppl. Although many ppl may say that she's too "bitchY" or "sLutty" or what have u, I guess she's still okay afterall. (Nope, I'm not being bias) Instead, I guess I quite admire she can be so frank and BITCH abt ppl so openly although there are like tens of thousands of people reading her blog everyday. Lolx.. Okay, enough of her, in case any1 thinks that I'm ATTRACTED to her. Like I said, I juz find her okay with an unique style.
Haiz, so boring lar. Life's so sianz....................
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Haiz.
I'm in such a dilemma.
Should I or Should not go to Taiwan?
Some say shld go as it's an experience, but then some juz told me it's a waste of time to go there. But it's so demn long lar. 34 days. And I go there is MAINLY to do "sai kang" lorz, as what my officer has told me. Right now I think I can ask one person to substitue me arz, since my chief clerk wants me to stay back in Singapore to help her. And from what I heard from those who had gone to Brunei last month, that Ah Boon eveyday also keep farking all the battalion HQ ppl. Wtf lar, until alot of ppl there so pissed off with him. So if I go there also 100% confirm everyday kana disturb by him 1. Haiz. so sucks lar.
ARGZ!!! I donno lar! Sure decide tml lar!
I'm in such a dilemma.
Should I or Should not go to Taiwan?
Some say shld go as it's an experience, but then some juz told me it's a waste of time to go there. But it's so demn long lar. 34 days. And I go there is MAINLY to do "sai kang" lorz, as what my officer has told me. Right now I think I can ask one person to substitue me arz, since my chief clerk wants me to stay back in Singapore to help her. And from what I heard from those who had gone to Brunei last month, that Ah Boon eveyday also keep farking all the battalion HQ ppl. Wtf lar, until alot of ppl there so pissed off with him. So if I go there also 100% confirm everyday kana disturb by him 1. Haiz. so sucks lar.
ARGZ!!! I donno lar! Sure decide tml lar!
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