So I met my chem teacher Mdm Neo today while on my way to PR. And she said I'm mad. Am I?

Mdm Neo: So how much u sleep a day recently?
Me: Hmm...last night I slept from 3am to 7am then I start mugging le.
Mdm Neo: R u mad? Even I need a min. of 6 hours of sleep a day. ( In case u don't know, she is a teacher capable of marking 3 classes of 10 essays, nearly a total of 700 essays within 5 days. )
Me: Hmm...well, I drank lots of coffee and ate lots of ginseng powder.
Mdm Neo: O gosh, u better don't fall sick.

blah blah blah....

Mdn Neo: So what have you studied so far?
Me: Wellz... I started on maths, bio and phy.... But I haven touched chem ever since farewell assembly.
Mdm Neo: .................................

blah blah blah....

Mdm Neo: Why didn't u stay in MJC after ur 1st 3 mths?
Me: Owellz... reason is obvious... **censored**
Mdm Neo: Ya...quite true, I heard alot of complaints too... **censored** So u know how good our principal is. **censored**

And so after seeking my parents' "consultation", I've decided to drop physics. And yes, the next time I touch physics will be perhaps 3 weeks from now, after GP paper. How well I can do for physics depends on tt 2 days to study the whole syllabus plus abit of how much I can remember till then. Feel so much relax now. 2 weeks to "chiong" GP, chem, maths and bio. "Wasted" this whole weeks studying physics and bio option, only realise to my horror tt I shld have wait till after chem P1 then study it!! Haiz... poor management.... But nvm, 2 weeks. I will treasure my these 2 weeks. I shall get my AAB and ? for phy.

To hell with physics from today onwards. No more E = mc^2, E = hf or F = GMm/r^2 or whatever physics formula. And yes, most importantly to hell with physics of fluids which I've yet to do my tutorial. Physics sucks big time.

Don't know shld I feel happy or what. 8th April 2006 (Sat), 3rd week of term2. Some of my friends were like telling me how "lucky" I am, abt how it sucks to be enlisted in Jan. Owellz... but then again, I've not heard of any1 who's enlisted in the same day as me. This is abit "scary"... Haiz, juz hope that soon "some" ppl I know can get enlisted in the same day as me.

3 months of freedom in the new year. Hopefully my application to be a relief teacher is successful, so at least I won't waste my time. And at least doing something "productive". But it's still too early to say tt though... Owellz.. wait till after A-levels then decide bah.

I notice I seem to suffer from lots of "shortness of breath" every now and then. High blood pressure or tension or donno what shit. My bio sucks. The tons of bio information that I need to memorise (EXCLUDING option) really make my blood boil recently. The time taken to finish the whole physics syllabus is less than the time I take to finish one stupid bio option. Wtf...

My father told me to sacrifice either bio or phy so that I have more time to study GP. He said PASSING GP is more impt than doing well for the other A-level subjetcs. Owellz, true to certain extent... But I'm so seriously at a loss what can I do to improve my GP grade. Will dropping one subject make me do well for GP!?

Like a 400m race. I've run 350m and now u wan me to give up the race for one sub? Is it worth it? I don't know... In a state of confusion. And yes, wasting my precious time thinking of such stupid things instead of doing smth more productive.

As more ppl are getting their enlistment letters (Ya...I think there are almost 9 ppl who have their enlistment dates as their nicks out of my 72 MSN contacts), I think chances of me getting enlisted in April is higher. That's good, as I think ppl who will be enlisted in April won't receive their enlistment letters that fast. Phew... But thinking back... SO MANY of my friends are enlisted in Jan, I think I'm like the only "loner" that may get enlisted in April!? Argz... Like that how to survive BMT w/o friends around!? Haiz... What do I want? Hoping I can get enlisted in April so that I can go Korea or shld I hope that I get enlisted in Jan as at least I've some friends to depend on? Sianz diaoz. But again, it's not up to me to choose.... Haiz...

More and more ppl are putting their enlistment dates as their MSN nick. -_-''' And to think that my father gave me a "SURPRISE" when he lied to me he has gotten my NS enlistment letter... Argz... When will I receive mine!?

Thank God I passed my NAPFA, or I'll be enlisted on 8th Dec. And may I get my enlistment letter ASAP. Please don't come in the midst of my A-levels to tell me I will be enlisted on 5th Jan 2006. I will have a mini heart attack. I still want to go on my Korea trip, I still wanna work as a relief teacher. SO PLEASE ENLIST ME IN APRIL!

Perhaps the most embarrassing day of my life. 14 Oct 2005. I swear I won't forget this date. I think even in my dreams will I think of it. Now I'm too "traumatized" to do anything now. Haiz.

All right, the farewell assembly was much similar to that of HaiSing's one. Owellz, but I really enjoyed the video which last for donno how long, about our 2 years in TPJC. Frankly speaking, I think I won't miss TPJC as much as I miss HaiSing. Perhpas the JC education is only 2 years, too short a time to feel that "attached" to the sch. Nevertheless, I know the teachers have really put in the utmost effort in pushing us for better grades. For that, I'm really thankful for their contributions. While wacthing the video, it reminded me of HaiSing, where they showed us the activities we have done before, pics of teachers and students, and of course the funny clips. And ya, nobody says JC education is a bed of roses. So don't expect all teachers to be angelic. Though I know I expect "too much" from the teachers sometimes, but owellz, must stop blaming teachers all the time. We decide our own future, not the teachers.

While I think back, sometimes I wonder why I restrict myself from building a better friendship with them. Some of them were so tired of asking me out, ever since the numerous rejections I've given them. And surprsingly, I realise that I'm not close to any of the gals in my class. We spoke perhaps less than a few lines, and that's like once a few months. Anti-social? I don't know, but perhaps I just don't feel secure in confining things to them.

However, I'm so glad that I've made a few good friends in my class although we were those that only hang out during lesson time and never really go out after school. Without these ppl, I think I won't be able to survive my 2 years in TPJC and the "terror" of PW.

Owellz, shall post a "personal tribute" to these ppl, perhaps after my A-levels. For now, the only thing we can do is to mug, mug and mug.

And finally, I've watched finish the whole of Da Chang Jin. And yes, the next thing I should curb is to stop watching SCVs, or most importantly, any TV shows!

Count down to end of hell in 7 weeks time. To me blogging is a form of "stress-reliever", and so I will continue to blog till perhaps one week b4 A-levels then must totally stop coming online. And yes, finally I managed to curb myself from coming online during weekdays.

Life basically revovles around tys, tys and tys. Or perhaps other schs' prelims papers. Whatever it is, I think I really mug like siao during weekdays like never before. From morning till the night, my only form of "relaxation" is perhaps "Da Chang Jin" which I think will end by next week. And after Da Chang Jin must mug like siao again. Haiz, think I really deserve to rest during saturday. Slept from 6 am to 12pm, ate lunch then sleep till 5pm. Wah kaoz... Dumb ar, now I learnt my lesson nv to study overnight outside again. I will die. And I think I sleep even more. Kaoz.

One more week to farewell assembly! Argz... Finally... Been waiting for this day for a long time. And yes, phy tutorial is still a "no ques then pls shut up n do ur own work" kind of tutorial. After farewell assembly phy and maths tutor will be away to be chief examiners of VJC and MJC respectively. Then say if really desperate for consultation then go VJC or MJC find them. Siaoz, as if cnt find other tutors. Lame.

For now, I shall "cherish" the last 5 days with my classmates. *cough*

Now... I've come up with this "ingenious" plan of how I can stop myself from coming online during weekdays. Ya, I've tried to exercise self-control in the past but seems like I just can't resist the temptation of switching on my comp. Got this idea from one of the DJs from F.M 933.

Owellz... This is a 100% 'guarantee chop' way in which I know I will succeed in controlling myself..... Yes... 8 weeks of hell will soon be over. But for now.... Haiz...