Money and nothing else shapes my destiny. With money, u can do virtually anything that u like. With money, I shall decide my own fate.
Don't try to give me some kind of "CME" lesson. Really, u ppl r farking worse than me, and stop acting as if u ppl r demn "zai" in front of the men. And farking hell, pls stop comparing me with some pea-brain idiots. They deserve to die.
I wish I have great spening power. I need money. More money. I don need anything else.
Don't blame me for your mistakes. Blame youself. So what if I'm despicable>? It doesn't matter to me anymore. Your downfall ensures my survival. This is the real world. Face it! Even if u manage to get rid of me, I make sure I will have my revenge. The smile in me hides a daggar behind. Stay away from me or I'll make sure ur life gets as miserable as mine.
Friday, August 25, 2006
Friday, August 11, 2006
Sumtimes I donno wat's the farking problem with this particular SGT who's so demn blardy against JC ppl. Or shld I say, farking against me. Kaoz, n the joke is tt he's from TPJC last time. He would say things like "wah laoz, u JC student can don disgrace JC student's face anotz. Can u put in more effort anotz?" or "why u can down PES arz? wtf... i think I also wan to down PES lorz, since u now here so SLACK n do nth"
Farking hell, he's really really getting on my nerve, or shld I say a few of my other friends' nerves as well. N he was asking me why DIDN'T I wanna choose to go command sch when I was in BMT. So I replied "don wan lar, kaoz, pls lorz, so many ppl go command sch is either they do well in A-levels if not is their wa-yanging skills are demn good. Owellz, since I possess neither, for wat I waste my farking time go. Kaoz, NO PRIDE lorz. Alot ppl go command sch no leadership skills lorz, I think any1 also can go if they wan." N he was speechless. Guess he knows sacarsm's dripping from my words.
N it took me so long to understand a simple saying which is "Please fight for wat u really want."
Guess I'm juz retarded or wat. Anyway, really, if u really wan smth, fight for it even at the expense of literally anything. It's all right if u r DESPICABLE. There's always sum1 who is more scheming n cunning than u.
I think I can be an asshole jerk if I want to be. -_-'''
Farking hell, he's really really getting on my nerve, or shld I say a few of my other friends' nerves as well. N he was asking me why DIDN'T I wanna choose to go command sch when I was in BMT. So I replied "don wan lar, kaoz, pls lorz, so many ppl go command sch is either they do well in A-levels if not is their wa-yanging skills are demn good. Owellz, since I possess neither, for wat I waste my farking time go. Kaoz, NO PRIDE lorz. Alot ppl go command sch no leadership skills lorz, I think any1 also can go if they wan." N he was speechless. Guess he knows sacarsm's dripping from my words.
N it took me so long to understand a simple saying which is "Please fight for wat u really want."
Guess I'm juz retarded or wat. Anyway, really, if u really wan smth, fight for it even at the expense of literally anything. It's all right if u r DESPICABLE. There's always sum1 who is more scheming n cunning than u.
I think I can be an asshole jerk if I want to be. -_-'''
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Everyday I will look up the sky and I will wonder to myself... ...
WHEN WILL I GET THE SH*T OUT OF THIS FARKING HELL PLACE!? Arzz!! I really wish tt I can have wings n fly the hell out of this unit.
Then I will heave a sigh n I know it won't be tt soon. Kns.
O..And "somebody" who's equivalent status to tt of Mr Kim Jong Il of North Korea in my camp started talking rubbish which really pissed some of us off. Wellz, it's the same old scolding again. Things like whoever always on status will get all the WEEKEND duty, if not he said smth like he DISPISED ppl who r always on status all things like tt. I donno wtf is wrong with this idiot. It's either he has no brain (most likely the case) or brain tt doesn't work. Farking hell, the sight of him really irks me much.
But on a lighter note, I seem to enjoy the company of my new platoon's ppl. SOmetimes it's really interesting to hear abt their life b4 NS. These stories u don really get to hear from typical JC/poly ppl who spent most of their time in sch in the past. Instead, I'm really fascinated by some of the encounters they have, their experiences etc, n I will go "wow" most of the time. Staying up in the night to hear them tok cock to me, whereby I'm always doing the listening most of the time. N I think it's really much better than being in a platoon of pure JC/poly ppl, u will get bored to death cuz there's nth exciting to hear abt.
And frankly speaking, initially I was really excited to be involved in IMF. But now, I really wish I'm not involved in it. Kaoz, we have to do 12 hours shift EVERYDAY during the IMF period, then will go back to camp to rest, n then go back airport again. The worse thing is that our duty is to be LUGGAGE PORTER. It's not tt I despise the job or watz, but I think my hands will break helping to carry all the luggage.
Haiz, COS duty on 27th Aug Sunday. Sianz! This means I will still be inside here till end of Aug!? Argz!! How long must I stay there!?
WHEN WILL I GET THE SH*T OUT OF THIS FARKING HELL PLACE!? Arzz!! I really wish tt I can have wings n fly the hell out of this unit.
Then I will heave a sigh n I know it won't be tt soon. Kns.
O..And "somebody" who's equivalent status to tt of Mr Kim Jong Il of North Korea in my camp started talking rubbish which really pissed some of us off. Wellz, it's the same old scolding again. Things like whoever always on status will get all the WEEKEND duty, if not he said smth like he DISPISED ppl who r always on status all things like tt. I donno wtf is wrong with this idiot. It's either he has no brain (most likely the case) or brain tt doesn't work. Farking hell, the sight of him really irks me much.
But on a lighter note, I seem to enjoy the company of my new platoon's ppl. SOmetimes it's really interesting to hear abt their life b4 NS. These stories u don really get to hear from typical JC/poly ppl who spent most of their time in sch in the past. Instead, I'm really fascinated by some of the encounters they have, their experiences etc, n I will go "wow" most of the time. Staying up in the night to hear them tok cock to me, whereby I'm always doing the listening most of the time. N I think it's really much better than being in a platoon of pure JC/poly ppl, u will get bored to death cuz there's nth exciting to hear abt.
And frankly speaking, initially I was really excited to be involved in IMF. But now, I really wish I'm not involved in it. Kaoz, we have to do 12 hours shift EVERYDAY during the IMF period, then will go back to camp to rest, n then go back airport again. The worse thing is that our duty is to be LUGGAGE PORTER. It's not tt I despise the job or watz, but I think my hands will break helping to carry all the luggage.
Haiz, COS duty on 27th Aug Sunday. Sianz! This means I will still be inside here till end of Aug!? Argz!! How long must I stay there!?
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