In a dilemma. With 4 games at hand; Fatal Frame, FF X-2, Devil May Cry 3 and Prince of Persia, don't know to start from which one. But then again, have u ever played some stupid game that goes around SHOOTING ghosts with some stupid camera which is suppose to be ur "weapon". Owellz.... Indeed a game NOT that worth playing cuz for some reason the ghosts can actually pass through walls and come strangling you. Dumbass game in short. But then again, with close to 4 months of holidays to spare, I seriously don't know how "productive" I can spend my time.

Going out with friends for a meal or movie is indeed fun, but then again it's not that u will want to do that everyday as u will become broke soon. Playing PS2 or comp games can only satisfy me for at most one month or so. Also don't know why, it took me juz one week to get sick of Maple story, and I wonder how on earth ppl can play that for nearly a year. Owellz, maybe I'm those "san fen zhong ri du". And of course, I've been thinking hard what else can I do other then the same old routine that I've been doing almost every holiday periods for the past schooling years. Nvm, shall settle PROM stuff and do something to my hair before Miss Sha's wedding this coming Sunday.

So I was watching channel8 'Tong Xin Yuan 2' for like the first time I guess in the past few weeks. Think it has been a long time since I last watched a proper channel8 show. And it was the commercial break. So I was lying at my sofa there.... So sianz.... Suddenly it started screening some "XXX" singer with some disgusting act cute voice. Gosh... I think the LAST time I heard that "voice" was like a few months ago, when I think u can almost hear it everytime in TV or radio or watz suring then. So I was like....... "WHAT RUBBISH IS THIS !?" Then buey tahan quickly switch off the TV for a few seconds b4 I switch it on again. My mum said I'm too "sensitive" to that particular singer.... Argz..... Whatever.... I think I better stick back to my SCVs.... at least there's no commercial break and u won't get to hear tt "voice" again....

Time flies. 10 papers down with 3 more to go. Can't believe that I've actually "endured" till now. But haiz, think I've lost the "exam drive" ever since after today's phy P3. And yes, I shall spend one whole day tml MEMORISING all the past 5 yrs chem MCQs answers. Initially I thought it was "stupid".... only to realise after phy P1 that at least 5 of the 30 MCQs were repeated for don't know how many donkey years and it all came out.... with almost all my friends who did the same "stupid" thing of memorising answer w/o even reading the questions!

To think of it, I think we have come to a state where we study hard just for some stupid cert to get a place in uni and not really for the knowledge. How pathetic a situation most of us are in now.

8 more days to end of hell period.

The LAST thing I will ever want to do in my life is to repeat A-levels... Argz... horrid A-levels... I can't imagine how many times tougher next yr's papers will be as compared to this yr's 1. So it's as good as wasting money to retake. And with the dragon yr boom.... Gosh... I better clear this yr's A-levels!!

So this is what my father told me:
If GP D7 = expected.
If C6 = Bonus.
If C5 or above = Miracle is upon me.

Please...Let me get at least a C6 for GP...I really don wan to fail GP. Let me taste how it is to PASS GP.

Screwed is the word to describe A-levels so far. And if u think u A-levels have been "no kick" for u, then pls stop reading what I'm gonna say.

The result of "CCD D7" seems so real now. Don't know if I can go to even one of the 3 local unis anotz. Haiz... Pls... Really grades to me is secondary. The more impt thing is to be able to get into uni. Haiz... I know it may sound how pathetic a situation I'm in now...but... haiz... I felt so traumatised these few days.... it's even worse than end times. Haiz... Hopefully next week's chem P2 and P1 will be do-able....

Phew! My sister told me ADE D7 can go NTU engineering... so ADE = CCD in terms of points.... CCD D7... argz!!...I may get into NTU engineering afterall!!! (provided I don get worse than CCD)

Sighz. A-levels have robbed me of I think 10 years of my life span.

3 papers down. And I think I have done terribly for all 3 papers, especially maths. Sighz. My only hope is P2 now. Haiz.
And pls, if u think u lost only 4 marks out of the 100 marks for maths P1, don't talk to me. And if u think Q7 of chem P3 is as easy as ABC, seriously I will ignore you.

Why on earth am I online now instead of mugging!? Owellz, for one very simple reason. It's some'1 B'dae!!! Not mine.................. Definitely not urs.... But........... HaPpY 19th BiRtHdAy BoA!!! Wahahaz.... Okay, although probability of the real BoA reading this post is 0, but juz hope that she is having a great time now!!!

Ain't I an avid fan of BoA? Harz, the fact that it is BoA's birthday has "boosted" my morale by abit. Owellz, I'm juz toking crap......

3 days to the first paper!!! Haiz... the thought of sitting for exam is okay. It's the thought of getting back ur result slip next year that is scary. And I keep dreaming that whatever I know will not come out, all those that I don't know will come out. I dream that I will fall asleep or I mean "faint" during maths P1. Argz... why do we have afternoon papers!? Haiz... This sucks.

So I went back to sch in the afternoon for maths consultation. Nearly "died" with 3 hours long of consultation. And I think Mr Chow also nearly fainted with me. And gosh, almost more than half the questions I asked, he simply said "Wellz, it's unlikely it will come out again, these are the questions which usually less than 5% of the students can answer". -_-''' God knows next week's maths papers may come out all those "rare" questions.

Mugging can really make one lose track of time easily. 6 more days to A-levels. And I think I've come into a state of confusion when I sometimes don't even know what I'm studying. Haiz, this sucks. And I realised I've been concentrating purely on chem and maths for the past 5 days or so. Wtf.... Why on earth did I ever take bio n phy 2 years ago?

I don't know how on earth to even "pass" GP. I know this is evil.... But I really hope that GP will be DIFFICULT so that the whole S'pore can screw up together with me.

This shall be my last post for the time being, The next time I post should be perhaps after my phy P3. And yes, I'm gonna remove my CPU and ask my parents to lock it in some "part" of the house.

And all the best to all taking A-levels!