Friday, October 14, 2005

Perhaps the most embarrassing day of my life. 14 Oct 2005. I swear I won't forget this date. I think even in my dreams will I think of it. Now I'm too "traumatized" to do anything now. Haiz.

All right, the farewell assembly was much similar to that of HaiSing's one. Owellz, but I really enjoyed the video which last for donno how long, about our 2 years in TPJC. Frankly speaking, I think I won't miss TPJC as much as I miss HaiSing. Perhpas the JC education is only 2 years, too short a time to feel that "attached" to the sch. Nevertheless, I know the teachers have really put in the utmost effort in pushing us for better grades. For that, I'm really thankful for their contributions. While wacthing the video, it reminded me of HaiSing, where they showed us the activities we have done before, pics of teachers and students, and of course the funny clips. And ya, nobody says JC education is a bed of roses. So don't expect all teachers to be angelic. Though I know I expect "too much" from the teachers sometimes, but owellz, must stop blaming teachers all the time. We decide our own future, not the teachers.

While I think back, sometimes I wonder why I restrict myself from building a better friendship with them. Some of them were so tired of asking me out, ever since the numerous rejections I've given them. And surprsingly, I realise that I'm not close to any of the gals in my class. We spoke perhaps less than a few lines, and that's like once a few months. Anti-social? I don't know, but perhaps I just don't feel secure in confining things to them.

However, I'm so glad that I've made a few good friends in my class although we were those that only hang out during lesson time and never really go out after school. Without these ppl, I think I won't be able to survive my 2 years in TPJC and the "terror" of PW.

Owellz, shall post a "personal tribute" to these ppl, perhaps after my A-levels. For now, the only thing we can do is to mug, mug and mug.

And finally, I've watched finish the whole of Da Chang Jin. And yes, the next thing I should curb is to stop watching SCVs, or most importantly, any TV shows!

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