Thursday, April 16, 2009
And clearly I have NO UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT I AM WRITING>. Farking DEAD for OB. And I left some parts here and there BLANK becuz I really got no time to finish. Argz, stupid module. But good news is I'm NEVER EVER gonna touch tt @#$%^&* module again!!!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I think I know why.
Like Darrell said, last sem is ONE exam per week. Now is ALL exams in one week. Fantastic. I looked at the past yr papers n I donno how to do. ARGZ!!! DYING from studying stats. I HOPE NEVER EVER EVER EVER to touch stats in my life again.
Monday, April 06, 2009

Saturday, April 04, 2009
As usual, I skipped OB seminar this week (which is supposed to be the last lesson), then my groupmate sms us our project grade. Wah kaoz, abit cui leh. I think becuz of me lar, I think the other 3 ppl always seem to contribute alot but I dont really bother to improve on my part. And I really think my OB overall grade this time round will be cui arz.
Compared to last sem where I have one open-book exam (Biz Law), I have 2 open book exams (Stats and OB) this sem.. So it appears to be "slightly better", BUT STILL, the exam dates are like shit. 3 core papers consecutively. Ogosh, and I'm really demn scared I will not have enough time to prepare for all....
AND I'M SO GONNA MUG LIKE HELL THIS TIME!!!!!! NO WATCHING TV. NO COMING ONLINE TO MSN OR FACEBOOK (except to check NTU email and edventure for updates). Today shall be the LAST TIME I SLACK!!!!!!
STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!! I wan to study!I love econs, accting, OB, stats. And of cuz biochem!!!!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
End of projects
And what's left now is intensive mugging for exams. And did I say I hate KEYNESIAN MODEL or donno watever shit u call tt. Microeconomics give ppl the wrong idea that econs seem "understandable", until after the recess week, when it's all Macroeconomics then I realise how shit econs can be.
Owellz, time to MUG very hard for this sem. Pls give me at least one blardy A- for this semester pls. I know all my classmates only aim for A or A+ (even A- seems abit cui for them) and here I am struggling to aim for A-. Haiz, life can be demoralising when u know u r just so cui compared to the majority of the ppl around u.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
OB sucks
Many people always say OB is just COMMON SENSE and no need to study much 1. Kaoz, obviously not people have "common sense" to understand OB, and I happen to be one of them.
Seriously, stats/econs/acctounting is 1000000000 times easier than OB, as far as I can see from the results of the various tests I got back this week.... At the start of the sem, I was thinking maybe I can perhaps get one blardy 'A-' for OB becuz initially many ppl said it's easy. I think if I can even get B for OB is already MIRACLE.
OB sucks! Thank goodness I'm not business student, if I kana stream into Human Resource Consulting, I'll probably go knock wall liaoz.....
Friday, February 27, 2009
On a side note, special term modules are already out. And while I was looking at them, think some of the modules are quite okay arz. So I guess if time-table doesn't clash, I will want to register 4 modules of electives and that will be 12AUs in total. And if I clear 2 more electives in each of my yr2 sem1 and sem2, I'll be left with 16 AUs by the time I start sch in yr3!! Okay, and obviously I want to clear all of that during that sem and I REALLY REALLY hope I can GET OUT of NBS by Dec 2010 (tt's like end of next yr).
Some of my classmates were talking abt working during the 3 months holiday, and sumhow I ended up sharing this with some of my classmates. A few were saying y am I "rushing" my time-table!? Trying to complete within 2.5 yrs. 3 yrs is already very slack, let alone 2.5 yrs. Then others also said u r supposed to enjoy your "uni life" instead and not juz cramping until u miss out all the happening stuff in sch. Owellz, so I told them my frank feelings:
Regardless whether I study 3 yrs or 2.5 yrs, I don't think I will ever miss my time in NBS. So forget it, I don't really have much favorable memories in tt place anyway. Okay lar, some of my classmates are really nice people. Other than that the environment sucks. Hence, my aim is not because I want to go work earlier or whatever shit. I juz want to GET OUT that @%^& sch ASAP. Secondly, I don't feel proud to be a student of that sch. In the past, I used to scold my classmates who wear NBS t-shirt for lessons, walking around with those disgusting t-shirts. Okay, I only wear it for sleep becuz it's FREE, and other than that, I really find that t-shirt disgusting to the max.
All right, enough of grumbling. Time to continue studying more stats.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Good bye Chief
Up to now, I really can't accept the fact that she just passed away like that... According to those who r still in branch, she was still working on Fri and then on Fri night itself, this unfortunate thing had to take place. Nobody could believe things just had to happen this way, she was really a well-liked warrent officer by many people, especially those who had worked under her. I could still remember the days when she always joked with us, then outside of camps treat us to meals sometimes, and most importantly is that she treats everyone very well!! Sometimes gossiping with us how some XXX officer is so sucks, or how she kana arrow the work from S1, and blah blah... She was really a forgiving person, I remembered that my old CO used to hammer her alot, in the sense of giving her alot of troubles by keep scolding her. Although she was very pissed off, she said that she won't hold any hatred becuz she believes that there's no point in having a grudge for that. And she believed God is watching over everything that is happening.
I couldn't control my emotions at the burial ceremony juz now when they were saying the last prayer for her and were about to cover her body with the last bit of sand. Everyone just felt so emotional at that point of time.
The last time I saw her her was during my ORD day when I got back my pink IC. After I ORD, I was still chatting with my friends in MSN that one day must go back 4SIR to find her and give her a surprise visit! And she was even telling us camp very sianz, next time meet outside better... HAIZ, and I really can't understand why things have to turn out this way in seeing her for one last time.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009
OB test sucks
At the moment, I realised I am totally lost in statistics and accounting, and I don't know why everyone seems to understand those "accounting jargons" yet I am the only one who seem to be alien to those terms. All right, I shall devote 90% of my RECESS next week to study stats and accounting before I'm lost in further shit.
I love school. I love NBS.
Friday, February 06, 2009
Today I had a shock of my life when I found out in my accounting project grp, all my 4 grp-members are going for INSTEP/GIP (student exchange) next semester. Initially we were just discussing accounting project when suddenly one guy kinda "screamed" in excitement "OMG!! I GOT INTO INSTEP!!" And without much delay, the other 3 also checked their approval online and all 4 of them were approved to study overseas next year. It's kinda obvious that with GPA of 4.75 and 4.5 etc, there's no doubt they got approved.
Anyway, they will be going to Canada/USA and they were seriously SO HAPPY arz. Being kaypo, I asked them whether are they on scholarship and how much it cost. Surprisingly, none of them were on scholarship (despite this Godly result) and they said they will be using their own money to pay for this student exchange. According to them, the expense to go on exchange in North America is like $10,000 (but one guy said he has a senior who went Canada and if you spend carefully, it's possible to spend only $7,000....)
Okie, at that moment I seriously felt so farking JEALOUS of them. No lar, maybe i shld say I'm envy of them. Then 4 of them started to turn their attention on me, asking me to try going INSTEP as well. Telling me all the FUN stuff abt exchange, saying it's "once in a lifetime", can learn alot things,blah blah. Okie lar, I know they were too excited and so they were sharing with me this good news. But obviously they didn't know how disgusting my GPA was last sem, so I juz replied I didn't really know much abt this student exchange thing and so I didn't apply(which is obviously a big fat lie).
Fine, so they will all be enjoying their life in USA/Canada. And I'm stuck here in this shit place which I really can't wait to get out. Na-Beh Sch sucks big time.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Owellz, starting to get busy with projects, especially OB CASE STUDY PRESENTATION next week for my grp. I really donno if the professors are trying to "stretch" our limit by making us apply concepts that are FROM OTHER CHAPTERS of the TB.
Seriously, if it's like towards the end of the semester, then I think it's still okay cuz I think by then most of the chaps in the TB are covered, and it will be easier to apply since we have the knowledge. BUT NOW!? My knowledge of OB can be said to be as close as not knowing anything. I only have 3 lessons thus far and that's only 4 chaps covered. And hence, alot of time commitment has to be made reading the WHOLE TB on our own to apply OB concepts (most which are not yet taught) is like SO @#$%^&*. Haiz, spent alot of time reading the entire OB text and I think my grp is just applying concepts which we think can be "relevant" to our case study. Most groups that are presenting after recess week definitely has much advantage... Owellz, suck thumb, at least being the 1st grp to present means being able to get it over and done with so that life will be slightly less taxing, since the OB and accounting written reports are only due after recess week....
Having mentioned that I have totally brand new classmates for all modules this sem, I can say that it kinda exposed me to more "variety" of people. Lolx. But I seriously think that this sem I'm quite lucky to get very pro classmates to do project with. Okay lar, not that my last sem classmates are not good, but I think my project-mates this sem are really very good in doing projects, with one guy even getting A+ for 3 modules' projects (and his GPA of 4.75) make me nearly want to worship him. Wah laoz, last sem my projects are so screwed, especially that disgusting FM project which I got B- really makes me sianz 1/2. Owellz, hope that my project grades can be BETTER this sem...
Friday, January 09, 2009
Sem2 time-table! (Part 2)
Issue #1: I think 3 tutorial slots on Tuesday is killer, especially when the tutorials always need u to bring ur TB cuz the tutorial questions are all from there and the tutors are so lazy to even scan the ques into for us to print. Owellz, bottom line is bringing 3 thick TB to sch on every Tues seems quite tedious.
Issue #2: Despite endless battles in "STARS war", I still ended up with 5 days. That sucks, especially when I don't stay in hall. So I believe it could have been better if I can change my 4 hrs OB seminar to THURS instead of FRI. Apparantly it seems that all the Biz students are given Thurs OB slots; Accting students the Fri OB slots, so I felt rather helpless as I didn't have tt many business friends who r in the same grp as me to "trade" with me.
2 days ago, I managed to find a AB103(statistics) vacancy on MONDAY afternoon. That sounds great because I can shift my Tues stats lesson to that of Monday. Owellz, so I'm basically "free" on Tues 830am to 10am liaoz. Issue #1 solved.
And then LAST NIGHT (STARS operate from 10am to 10pm only), when I came back from CCA and was so tired but decided to check out the slots in STARS planner, realised that there's TWO empty vacancies for Thurs! OMG, obviously I was so happy because for the PAST ONE WEEK, i realised that Fri slots are ABUNDANT and Thurs slots are so scarce (everyone hates lesson on Fri).. But it was already like 11+pm, and I told myself that next day morning at 10am (which is just now), I BETTER CLICK FAST FAST FAST so that I can get a Thurs slot. This time I cannot afford screw it up liaoz!! And thankfully, I GOT THE THURS SLOT!! Piangz, the feeling of being able to change from 5 days week to 4 days week... Is like winning a small lottery? Wahahz, okie lar, but I'm sure a very happy guy now in my so-called "perfect" time-table.

I donno y my file cannot be clicked. So Wednesday remains a very slack day with 3hrs lect in the afternoon. And Thurs will be a very long day from 830am until I have 2 hrs lect in afternoon and later CCA at boys home from 8pm to 9pm, reaching back home at almost close to 11pm. But it's okay, since Fri is FREE-DAY!!
And on a side-note, I realised that I really really have alot to catch-up on my elective because I realised I 4get so much thing that I don't even know whether hydrolysis is use water to form smth or smth to form water. -_-''' I need help in CBC122 "Biological Chem 2".
Monday, January 05, 2009
Sem2 time-table!

And then I keep changing my time-table until I didn't know what I was doing. I think I changed at least 3 times for each of my AA102, AB106 and AB103. And I decided to drop the stupid MP8082 and to take CBC122. Owellz, don't care already, since my time-table is already so shitty, so I might as well take things into my own hand.
And my time-table after STARS-war:

I know Tuesday is super shitty cuz there's like 9 hrs lesson. But luckily 3 hrs out of these 9 hrs are alternate weeks tt kind, so still not tt bad. And basically all my tutorial classes change except my AB105 seminar which is on Friday remains the "same as initial". HAIZ, can some good-hearted ppl give me AB105 on Wednesday or Thursday morning!!!!????
But still, I didn't manage to get any class to be the same as my sem1 classmates. OWELLZ, which is to say I will still be a loner w/o knowing anyone...............#$%^& . SIANZ.
And on a side-note, I really regret why I go throw away my A-levels chem and bio notes!!! ARGZ, I'm taking a module "Biological chem...." HAIZ, must learn from scratch again.
Monday, December 15, 2008
I'm finally done with elective course registration, and although it's just to select ONE elective, but I just put 10 choices. Only 2 modules out of the 10 have vacancy > waitlist, so okie arz, the other 8 choices can say is put for show only. And the sucky part is having to look at which course has the LEAST waitlist, whether exam easy, whether got clash etc etc. Waste alot of time indeed.
And last Fri went back for some stupid reservice talk at Mandai Hill Camp. Apparantly it has been confirmed that the very first actual "call-back" will be 2009 Dec, that mens must bring alot of shit back to camp and stay for a few days. Okay lar, not tt bad, as long don't touch me during the 3 months holiday from May to July can liaoz. And by the time it's Dec 2009 I will have completed "50%" of my 3 yrs in na-beh sch.
And for some reason, I realised that apparantly there's really NOTHING much I can do to change my disgusting time-table. Haiz. So be it, if cannot change then juz have to stick with it. 14 weeks, haiz, it's neither long nor short. Really hope in my totally "new classes" can have nice classmates to COPY tutorials and DO projects with.
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
SPEED IS BACK!!!!!!
On 23th September, official statement was made on Speed management company that they will be back officially and permanently, and also a new single was announced to be release on 12th November 2008 titled Ashita no Sora (あしたの空, Ashita no Sora?) (Sky of Tomorrow). This single is set once again to be produce by their long time producer Hiromasa Ijichi. This is SPEED's 15th Single and also their first single in five years. This will be Speed first single to have two version, CD-only & CD+DVD. It will be the theme song to drama "OL Nippon".
OMG!!! I'm so dame happy!! Seriously, ever since they disbanded in 2000, I think ALOT ppl r demn sad lar. But then now that they r back, then I think many of SPEED's fans will be happy as well. Lolx, so looking forward to more songs from them.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
The classmates that I have this sem, I really think overall they are a nice group of friends to have. Seriously, in such a competitive environment, who is willing to lend u tutorials to copy? who's willing to answer ur queries when all I have to do is sms them n say "paisehz az, can I call u to ask u smth? I donno how to do this this this", who's willing to share IDEAS with u although all of u r from different project groups sumtimes? A normal person will just think "Aiyaz, fuck off lar, u different project grp as me, why shld I share with u" They have "extra notes" that they got from seniors or ppl from other classes, a NORMAL person would just KEEP QUIET and not share with any1. Right? SELF-INTEREST is normal human nature. But they r juz willing to send around although they have nothing to gain by sharing with us. Okay arz, I wouldn't say I'm close to EVERYONE, but can say at least got 5 guys n also some of the gals.
No doubt that the group of friends that I make r really very helpful.
When I checked my time-table just now, I was kinda shocked how come I got 5 days week, when they told me they got 4 days week. At first only a few people, like 4 to 5 of them r online, then all of them got the same time-table, n obviously they were happy. I was still in "self-denial" that perhaps surely got ppl same as me rite? Not so SUAY arz? I was thinking maybe at least got 2 out of 4 modules can same rite? (SELF-DENIAL)
Then more n more ppl came online to check as well, THEN almost the 15 to 20 ppl that were in my sem1 classes are all allocated to the SAME tutorial/sem classes for ALL the modules for next sem2. Shiok. Can do project together.
AND I!? I GOT A FARKING TIME-TABLE THAT WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THEM. DIFFERENT CLASSES FOR ALL THE MODULES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They were all very shocked and puzzled also lar, then they go ask around other ppl whether same anotz. THEN APPARANTLY like ALL OF THEM ARE TOGETHER for next sem!? ALL GOT THE SAME TUTORIAL CLASS SLOTS!?
Just face up to reality. I kana OUTCASTED from the class. Fark. Why did na-bei sch (NBS) do this to me!? My classmates were all trying to cheer me up say during add/drop then try my luck, at least can join back all of them again. BUT STILL, if originally I am in at least same class with them for 2 modules out of 4, still not too bad. The problem is ALL 4 CLASSES are DIFFERENT!? How on earth am I going to change the time-table. And another issue is, I DON WAN 5 days week lar, kaoz, seriously, take 4 modules only, study 5 days is STUPID.
The thought of having to see TOTALLY new classmates really turn me off. I mean it's okay if EVERYONE doesn't know each other (e.g like when u just enter Uni), so still not tt bad. BUT WAH LAOZ, I really think that the ppl in my "new classes" will already have formed their own cliques and I'm almost confident that I can be a loner for the whole of next sem. Farked-up.
I hate Na-Bei Sch(NBS). NBS sucks. Nevertheless, I shall try my best to ADD-DROP, although chances are slim, since it's all about "fastest finger win the game". While everyone else is happy that they can still be in same class, I'm here looking at what I can do during the add-drop. Sucks.
Monday, November 24, 2008
And so next Sunday I'm having JLPT3. Taking into account I haven't touched Japanese for the past 4 months, it's obvious that I have forgotten almost 95% of what I should have known. Owellz, time to mug for this "unofficial" exam b4 I can sit back and relax for the the remaining 1 month holidays.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
It's quite AMAZING that ppl who DON'T TALK for the past 12 weeks (And seriously I really don't remember hearing these ppl's voice) get A or A+ for class participation. And then ppl who contribute significant answers regularly get like 'A-' or 'B+"...
Owellz, nth is fair lar, project also can have ppl pay money for others to do.. What's new?
But I really super buey song how ppl can juz talk RUBBISH and still consider as contributing "signicantly" to class participation. That's really pure bullshit.
And today marks the end of my LAST lesson in NTU for this sem, ogosh.. Time to mug.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Super cui...
Kaoz, the problem with a SMALL tutorial class is that you are expected to "contribute" more in class discussion.. But that doesn't really matter in a Seminar-style like FM or IT because firstly u have no chance to talk and secondly, SO MANY ppl, u wan talk also very difficult. HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ, and I realised I have TUTORIALs before recess week that's still NOT YET DONE.. Kaoz, I really think this sem if I can get reasonable "B" for all my modules will be quite ABOVE EXPECTATION already....
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Last Sat I told my FM group to meet 8am at SMU admin building, cuz it's convenient for everyone. So at 8am, only the other guy and I are present. Fine, then I called the other 2 girls, one is "on the way", the other NEVER even bother picking up my call after like 3 calls. So the first girl was pretty EARLY, reaching at 830am, which was considered NOT BAD already. I can't be bothered by the other gal, and then at abt 9am, this gal SMSed to say "Sorry, I have some family matters to attend to, I'll reach ABIT late". And in the end she reached at 10am, and when she came down, she looked as if nth has happened. What a blardy bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not that I have any thing AGAINST this person. but I observed from week1 till NOW, for every SINGLE lesson, she will always come 5 to 15 minutes LATE for class, regardless what modules it is. It's so obvious until EVERYONE in my class knows she's FOREVER late... But being 2 hours late is really abit @#$%^&*. Sometimes I really curse that during the up-coming final exams, she will just be 30 minutes late...
And today's meeting(for another module) is QUITE bad also, but NOT AS BAD as that previous group. Supposed to meet 9am, I'm the first to reach. Then subsequently the other 3 person came 15 min late at 9.15am. Then left our GROUP LEADER, but nvm, maybe she's busy or what. We just started w/o her since most r already present. Then suddenly at 945am, she called me to say "OMG! Real sorry! I overslept~! Paisehz, I'll reach asap" (Luckily she stays in hall) But still, by the time she reached it's already 1030am.
So the morale of the story is: "It's definitely 100000000000000 times more efficient to do projects with guys than gals becuase the gals will think that being 30 min to 2 hrs late is NORMAL and as if the whole group is obliged to wait for her"
So farked up. I feel like playing a prank on the gal and say the next meeting is at 8am, then I will wake up from my home at 8am....... -_-'''