While I was outside just now, my friend suddenly sms me and say "hey! time-table out liaoz, can check out whether same anotz". Then I recalled my yr3 friends told me b4 in yr1, mostly ur classmates for sem2 will be same as in sem1, since it's fixed. Then I was thinking "aiyaz, should be no need check, sure same class 1"
The classmates that I have this sem, I really think overall they are a nice group of friends to have. Seriously, in such a competitive environment, who is willing to lend u tutorials to copy? who's willing to answer ur queries when all I have to do is sms them n say "paisehz az, can I call u to ask u smth? I donno how to do this this this", who's willing to share IDEAS with u although all of u r from different project groups sumtimes? A normal person will just think "Aiyaz, fuck off lar, u different project grp as me, why shld I share with u" They have "extra notes" that they got from seniors or ppl from other classes, a NORMAL person would just KEEP QUIET and not share with any1. Right? SELF-INTEREST is normal human nature. But they r juz willing to send around although they have nothing to gain by sharing with us. Okay arz, I wouldn't say I'm close to EVERYONE, but can say at least got 5 guys n also some of the gals.
No doubt that the group of friends that I make r really very helpful.
When I checked my time-table just now, I was kinda shocked how come I got 5 days week, when they told me they got 4 days week. At first only a few people, like 4 to 5 of them r online, then all of them got the same time-table, n obviously they were happy. I was still in "self-denial" that perhaps surely got ppl same as me rite? Not so SUAY arz? I was thinking maybe at least got 2 out of 4 modules can same rite? (SELF-DENIAL)
Then more n more ppl came online to check as well, THEN almost the 15 to 20 ppl that were in my sem1 classes are all allocated to the SAME tutorial/sem classes for ALL the modules for next sem2. Shiok. Can do project together.
AND I!? I GOT A FARKING TIME-TABLE THAT WAS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THEM. DIFFERENT CLASSES FOR ALL THE MODULES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They were all very shocked and puzzled also lar, then they go ask around other ppl whether same anotz. THEN APPARANTLY like ALL OF THEM ARE TOGETHER for next sem!? ALL GOT THE SAME TUTORIAL CLASS SLOTS!?
Just face up to reality. I kana OUTCASTED from the class. Fark. Why did na-bei sch (NBS) do this to me!? My classmates were all trying to cheer me up say during add/drop then try my luck, at least can join back all of them again. BUT STILL, if originally I am in at least same class with them for 2 modules out of 4, still not too bad. The problem is ALL 4 CLASSES are DIFFERENT!? How on earth am I going to change the time-table. And another issue is, I DON WAN 5 days week lar, kaoz, seriously, take 4 modules only, study 5 days is STUPID.
The thought of having to see TOTALLY new classmates really turn me off. I mean it's okay if EVERYONE doesn't know each other (e.g like when u just enter Uni), so still not tt bad. BUT WAH LAOZ, I really think that the ppl in my "new classes" will already have formed their own cliques and I'm almost confident that I can be a loner for the whole of next sem. Farked-up.
I hate Na-Bei Sch(NBS). NBS sucks. Nevertheless, I shall try my best to ADD-DROP, although chances are slim, since it's all about "fastest finger win the game". While everyone else is happy that they can still be in same class, I'm here looking at what I can do during the add-drop. Sucks.
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