So 24 hrs after the operation, just now I went back for my first review to check my eye power and also see whether got infection anotz.
Ta-da!
According to my Doc, he say now my eyesight is 25 deg each, which means I have recovered almost 95% of my eyesight juz within 24 hr! That's quite amazing as I didn't really expect recovery to be tt fast. However, as the Doc say, most probably I will take another 1 week or at most 2 weeks to regain my perfect eyesight arz.
And so my next review will be in 2 weeks time, in which the Doc will check my eyesight again. Hopefully by then the Doc can juz tell me my vision is perfect! As of now, it's juz taking good care of my eyes to prevent any infection as my eyes are still in the process of healing....
Actually right now, almost my lifestyle has been back to normal. I can use the computer, watch the TV, read books etc etc pretty well, not much of a problem (afterall, it's only 25 deg now) But then still must take good care mahz. Like I've been wearing my sun-glasses while using the comp as the comp light abit "glaring", maybe cuz my eyes juz after Opseration still sensitive to light...
So of cuz, there are some things which I must get used to... Such as like waking up in the morning searching BLINDLY for my spectacles (which became an involuntary action since like 10 yrs ago) only to realised I don't need spectacles anymore! And of cuz, things like to see the alarm clock clear n sharp from my bed which has never been the case since like one decade ago... Okay lar, there's just so much inconvenience in being myopia that I'm lazy to list them down. But basically, I'm juz happy and satisfied with my current situation. From almost half a blind man being turned into someone with perfect eyesight (wait 1-2 more weeks) after one simple operation. I just feel "less-like-a-handicap" now...
And also, 3 days of MC to rest my eyes and so I'll go back camp only on Thursday. I'm so gonna enjoy this long break......
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Saturday, September 15, 2007
LASIK
So for some who know, ya, I'm going for my lasik surgery or I mean I went for it juz now. Everything happened so fast yesterday and today.
Yesterday, I basically underwent a battery of eye tests which include shining white light, green light, red light, and I donno what other kinds of kind. And likewise, my eyes were given solution that can make my eyes numb and and then soulution that can dilate the pupils and some that can reverse the process of dilation. In short make my eyes look so blur only.
I spoke to the doctor in the end, and he had no issue doing a surgery for me as my eyes basically met ALL the requirements for the surgery.
So today morning was the "Grand Finale" as I made myself down to the Clinic. I was slightly nervous when I was made to wear the operation suit. And I was quite nervous when my turn came and I was being led into the operation room. However, I think everything ended so fast than what I thought it's gonna take. The Doc basically tried to keep me distracted and keep encouraging to not make my imagination run wild.
Actually I also donno really know what happened. I mean ya, u ppl can easily go to any LASIK website to read the operating procedure, and mine is basically the same. I simply HATE the part when he use this suction ring to put on my eye before cutting off my cornea partially. And straight after that, he added some donno wat solution which basically cause me to BLACK-OUT for like 10 seconds before I could physically see him "lift" off my cornea. And suddenly the whole room turns dark and I only saw one red blinking light. Nah, that's not the laser, but juz smth to keep u focus on. Then I was made to keep my eyes to CONCENTRATE looking at that red blink light and I could hear some "screeching" metal sound n I could SMELL burning.. Wah kaoz, but like I said, all these are common so there's nth to be scared of what u smell/hear. And before I knew it, the Doc basically flip my cornea back and took out tt suction ring (ouch!)
And he repeats the same old thing for my left eye and basically the whole operation took me abt 15 minutes as I looked at my watch. That's real fast.
So soon after I had both eye shields up covering my eyes and I was discharged immediately from there, which I reach there at 93oam and left there at 1100am, which was way earlier than what I had expected.... Tomorrow Sunday morning still must go back for a 24 hr-after-op-review, which the Doc will check my eye power and to see if there's any complications on it.
So as I was typing out this entry, I was without my glasses nor contact lens. And I could see relatively well even though I try to sit as backwards as possible.
Phew, I think I already recovered abt 80% or more of my eyesight liaoz.
Yesterday, I basically underwent a battery of eye tests which include shining white light, green light, red light, and I donno what other kinds of kind. And likewise, my eyes were given solution that can make my eyes numb and and then soulution that can dilate the pupils and some that can reverse the process of dilation. In short make my eyes look so blur only.
I spoke to the doctor in the end, and he had no issue doing a surgery for me as my eyes basically met ALL the requirements for the surgery.
So today morning was the "Grand Finale" as I made myself down to the Clinic. I was slightly nervous when I was made to wear the operation suit. And I was quite nervous when my turn came and I was being led into the operation room. However, I think everything ended so fast than what I thought it's gonna take. The Doc basically tried to keep me distracted and keep encouraging to not make my imagination run wild.
Actually I also donno really know what happened. I mean ya, u ppl can easily go to any LASIK website to read the operating procedure, and mine is basically the same. I simply HATE the part when he use this suction ring to put on my eye before cutting off my cornea partially. And straight after that, he added some donno wat solution which basically cause me to BLACK-OUT for like 10 seconds before I could physically see him "lift" off my cornea. And suddenly the whole room turns dark and I only saw one red blinking light. Nah, that's not the laser, but juz smth to keep u focus on. Then I was made to keep my eyes to CONCENTRATE looking at that red blink light and I could hear some "screeching" metal sound n I could SMELL burning.. Wah kaoz, but like I said, all these are common so there's nth to be scared of what u smell/hear. And before I knew it, the Doc basically flip my cornea back and took out tt suction ring (ouch!)
And he repeats the same old thing for my left eye and basically the whole operation took me abt 15 minutes as I looked at my watch. That's real fast.
So soon after I had both eye shields up covering my eyes and I was discharged immediately from there, which I reach there at 93oam and left there at 1100am, which was way earlier than what I had expected.... Tomorrow Sunday morning still must go back for a 24 hr-after-op-review, which the Doc will check my eye power and to see if there's any complications on it.
So as I was typing out this entry, I was without my glasses nor contact lens. And I could see relatively well even though I try to sit as backwards as possible.
Phew, I think I already recovered abt 80% or more of my eyesight liaoz.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Open Office course was SO boring. And my instructor(teacher) for this 2 days course, he was TEACHING these courses as a way to SERVE his re-service.
OMG LAR!!!!!!
This is so farking unfair. Kaoz, then I wish I can replace re-service with juz any thingyi. But sadly, I'm skilled in nothing. I donno Music, I donno IT/Computing, I donno Martial Arts, I donno this, I donno that. I everything also donno. Haiz. But nvm, whatever~.
So excited as I see the countdown towards ORD draws nearer and nearer. From 300++ days become the current 150+ days.
Recently I spent $30 on a FINAL FANTASY 12 GUIDEBOOK (Okay, I know ppl must be thinking how lousy can I get for playing game still need guidebook) But the fact is, this FF is really demn freaking hard to play lar! Okay lar, other than FF8 which I used guidebook as well, I didn't use guidebook for FF7, FF9, FF10 and FFX-2.... So yaz, currently I'm starting on this new game FF12 in my PS2. But as I look at the guidebook (so super thick) and then the fact I only get to play on weekend... I guess I can only complete this game perhaps in Nov or Dec? But nvm lar, not that I rushing to complete this game....
OMG LAR!!!!!!
This is so farking unfair. Kaoz, then I wish I can replace re-service with juz any thingyi. But sadly, I'm skilled in nothing. I donno Music, I donno IT/Computing, I donno Martial Arts, I donno this, I donno that. I everything also donno. Haiz. But nvm, whatever~.
So excited as I see the countdown towards ORD draws nearer and nearer. From 300++ days become the current 150+ days.
Recently I spent $30 on a FINAL FANTASY 12 GUIDEBOOK (Okay, I know ppl must be thinking how lousy can I get for playing game still need guidebook) But the fact is, this FF is really demn freaking hard to play lar! Okay lar, other than FF8 which I used guidebook as well, I didn't use guidebook for FF7, FF9, FF10 and FFX-2.... So yaz, currently I'm starting on this new game FF12 in my PS2. But as I look at the guidebook (so super thick) and then the fact I only get to play on weekend... I guess I can only complete this game perhaps in Nov or Dec? But nvm lar, not that I rushing to complete this game....
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Going for some redundant OPEN OFFICE workshop tml and on Fri although it's quite retarded that course. (and it's not that I will be using OPEN OFFICE ever in my whole life after I ORD)
I donno why I juz feel so so happy ever since last week Monday till now. That feeling is so shiok, as if my depleting energy has been fully replenished. After all, so what if I'm given the right to stay-out? Most probably I will rather choose to stay in camp than to go home everyday. I think everybody says that I am MAD to rather stay-in, although can go home... But.. Whatever lar, afterall, staying in camp is not really a BAD idea arz.....
Life's GoOooooooooD~!! (I hope can last till my Japan trip in end of the yr)
I donno why I juz feel so so happy ever since last week Monday till now. That feeling is so shiok, as if my depleting energy has been fully replenished. After all, so what if I'm given the right to stay-out? Most probably I will rather choose to stay in camp than to go home everyday. I think everybody says that I am MAD to rather stay-in, although can go home... But.. Whatever lar, afterall, staying in camp is not really a BAD idea arz.....
Life's GoOooooooooD~!! (I hope can last till my Japan trip in end of the yr)
Friday, August 24, 2007
Fucks man. Whenever I'm on LEAVE or OFF, I swear I can't really relax in peace. Definitely I know sum bad things will happen. And as I said, I received a SMS from my friend that I must do COS duty this coming SUnday although I donno who the hell is supposed to do. O fucks lar. If not ppl must KEEP calling or SMS-ing u to ask abt things.
SMLJ man.
And yes, finally I went down to JCS to register and pay for my JLPT exam. But I registered for JLPT4. Lucky I didn't register for level3 the other time. The reason is becuz I was trying out some of the "tys" for the JLPT3... WAH KAOZ lar, I majiam 90% donno how to do. This is so bad lar. -_-''' But then when I tried out JLPT4 it was still okay lorz, so yalar, for what make myself so stressed up!>? I should just take my own sweet time in studying for JLPT4 exam.. Although the syallbus only requires u to know 80 kanji and abt 800 words....
Okay arz, I should be able to pass JLPT4 lar... Wahahaz, but is becuz it is literally 50% the content of JLPT3 exam... But if fail arz, I really shld just stop learning Japanese n start learning alien language/.
SMLJ man.
And yes, finally I went down to JCS to register and pay for my JLPT exam. But I registered for JLPT4. Lucky I didn't register for level3 the other time. The reason is becuz I was trying out some of the "tys" for the JLPT3... WAH KAOZ lar, I majiam 90% donno how to do. This is so bad lar. -_-''' But then when I tried out JLPT4 it was still okay lorz, so yalar, for what make myself so stressed up!>? I should just take my own sweet time in studying for JLPT4 exam.. Although the syallbus only requires u to know 80 kanji and abt 800 words....
Okay arz, I should be able to pass JLPT4 lar... Wahahaz, but is becuz it is literally 50% the content of JLPT3 exam... But if fail arz, I really shld just stop learning Japanese n start learning alien language/.
Monday, August 20, 2007
オレンジレンジ; O-re-n-ji Re-n-ji
花びらのように散りゆく中で
夢みたいに 君に出逢えたキセキ
愛し合って ケンカして
色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて
生まれ変わっても あなたのそばで 花になろう
いつまでもあるのだろうか オレの真上にある太陽は
いつまでも守りきれるだろうか 泣き 笑い 怒る君の表情を
いずれ全てなくなるのならば 二人の出逢いにもっと感謝しよう
あの日 あの時 あの場所のキセキは
また 新しい軌跡を生むだろう
愛することで強くなること 信じることで乗り切れること
君が残したモノは今も胸に ほら輝き失わずに
幸せに思う 巡り会えたこと オレの笑顔取り戻せたこと
「ありがとう」あふれる気持ち抱き 進む道程
花びらのように散りゆく中で
夢みたいに 君に出逢えたキセキ
愛し合って ケンカして
色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて
生まれ変わっても あなたに逢いたい
花びらのように散ってゆく事
この世界で全て受け入れてゆこう
君が僕に残したモノ
“今”という現実の宝物
だから僕は精一杯生きて 花になろう△
花はなんで枯れるのだろう
鳥はなんで飛べるのだろう
風はなんで吹くのだろう
月はなんで 明かり照らすの
何故ボクはココにいるんだろう
何故キミはココにいるんだろう
何故キミに出逢えたんだろう
キミに出逢えた事 それは運命
雨上がり 虹架かり 青あらしに生まれし光
ここにゆるぎない大切な物
気づいてる“愛する”ということ
まだ歩けるだろう?見えてるんだもう
“想い”時を越え 永遠に響け君の喜び
君の痛み 君の全てよ
さぁ 咲き誇れ もっと もっと もっと
私はこの歌を好む! オレンジレンジ の歌.... オレンジレンジは 沖縄からある... 少数の日前に 私の友人は私に言った...
夢みたいに 君に出逢えたキセキ
愛し合って ケンカして
色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて
生まれ変わっても あなたのそばで 花になろう
いつまでもあるのだろうか オレの真上にある太陽は
いつまでも守りきれるだろうか 泣き 笑い 怒る君の表情を
いずれ全てなくなるのならば 二人の出逢いにもっと感謝しよう
あの日 あの時 あの場所のキセキは
また 新しい軌跡を生むだろう
愛することで強くなること 信じることで乗り切れること
君が残したモノは今も胸に ほら輝き失わずに
幸せに思う 巡り会えたこと オレの笑顔取り戻せたこと
「ありがとう」あふれる気持ち抱き 進む道程
花びらのように散りゆく中で
夢みたいに 君に出逢えたキセキ
愛し合って ケンカして
色んな壁 二人で乗り越えて
生まれ変わっても あなたに逢いたい
花びらのように散ってゆく事
この世界で全て受け入れてゆこう
君が僕に残したモノ
“今”という現実の宝物
だから僕は精一杯生きて 花になろう△
花はなんで枯れるのだろう
鳥はなんで飛べるのだろう
風はなんで吹くのだろう
月はなんで 明かり照らすの
何故ボクはココにいるんだろう
何故キミはココにいるんだろう
何故キミに出逢えたんだろう
キミに出逢えた事 それは運命
雨上がり 虹架かり 青あらしに生まれし光
ここにゆるぎない大切な物
気づいてる“愛する”ということ
まだ歩けるだろう?見えてるんだもう
“想い”時を越え 永遠に響け君の喜び
君の痛み 君の全てよ
さぁ 咲き誇れ もっと もっと もっと
私はこの歌を好む! オレンジレンジ の歌.... オレンジレンジは 沖縄からある... 少数の日前に 私の友人は私に言った...
JLPT3 !!!
A wasted trip down to JCS last Friday. (The main place in Singapore to register for JLPT) I went all the way to Bugis, and it happened that place is juz opposite NAFA and National library, so okay lar, not that far from MRT station but still.....
And wah kaoz, then juz to take the REGISTRATION form also need to pay S$1. Haiz. Nvm, n worse is I'm supposed to bring 2 photos of mine and attach to the registration form. @#$%^&* So I juz bought the registration form and brought back home n waited till yesterday to take my pic. Haiz, and I think this coming Fri I shall go down to JCS AGAIN to hand in the form plus pay S$25 for the exam...
O Yaz, haiz, I donno y, but perhaps cuz my friends who's taking JLPT3 has been psychoing me to take JLPT3, toking abt how useless n easy JLPT4 is...blah blah... Lolx.. Although I know I not up to the standard, but okay lar, as from now I still got abt 3 months and so to fully drill on my JLPT3 stuff... And hence... meaning I think I shld juz TRY my luck for JLPT3 this yr (if fail at the most next yr try again lorz.)
But then seriously, to prepare for this JLPT3 exam, I think I really sacrifice alot. I went to Kinokuniya to buy those "past years JLPT3 papers" aka "TYS" as commonly known in Singapore education context. And I also went to buy those grammar/comprehension book and also the kanji/vocab book for JLPT3. And yaz, all these books total up cost me a BOMB. Okay, money sacrifice aside, I think I literally spend my WHOLE block leave + weekends juz mugging n memorising those verbs/adjectives blah blah... Haiz, hope to be able to memo most of these commonly used words b4 the exam takes place on 2nd Dec 2007.
Haiz, I think I can only score in paper1, which apparantly I think is the easiest, cuz is Vocab paper and all u need to do is MEMORISED all the verbs/kanji and vomit them out. Paper2 is gone case; LISTENING COMPREHENSION. Gosh, as if I'll understand their bullet-speed talking. And paper 3, which constitutes 50% of the WHOLE exam (that's ALOT lar!) is the Grammar paper. All the grammar particles n stuff. Haiz, I think my grammar CMI lar. I always confused with the "ni", "ga", "o", "de" etc etc. I can never seem to understand grammar, be it Japanese or English or Chinese. But still... Must try to score.. Haiz..
I juz really really hope I can pass this coming JLPT3 exam! I don want to like put in SO MUCH time and effort and practise etc and when next yr 2008 March they send the result to my house there'a a big 'FAIL" in the result slip! Haiz, then I will be so disappointed....
And wah kaoz, then juz to take the REGISTRATION form also need to pay S$1. Haiz. Nvm, n worse is I'm supposed to bring 2 photos of mine and attach to the registration form. @#$%^&* So I juz bought the registration form and brought back home n waited till yesterday to take my pic. Haiz, and I think this coming Fri I shall go down to JCS AGAIN to hand in the form plus pay S$25 for the exam...
O Yaz, haiz, I donno y, but perhaps cuz my friends who's taking JLPT3 has been psychoing me to take JLPT3, toking abt how useless n easy JLPT4 is...blah blah... Lolx.. Although I know I not up to the standard, but okay lar, as from now I still got abt 3 months and so to fully drill on my JLPT3 stuff... And hence... meaning I think I shld juz TRY my luck for JLPT3 this yr (if fail at the most next yr try again lorz.)
But then seriously, to prepare for this JLPT3 exam, I think I really sacrifice alot. I went to Kinokuniya to buy those "past years JLPT3 papers" aka "TYS" as commonly known in Singapore education context. And I also went to buy those grammar/comprehension book and also the kanji/vocab book for JLPT3. And yaz, all these books total up cost me a BOMB. Okay, money sacrifice aside, I think I literally spend my WHOLE block leave + weekends juz mugging n memorising those verbs/adjectives blah blah... Haiz, hope to be able to memo most of these commonly used words b4 the exam takes place on 2nd Dec 2007.
Haiz, I think I can only score in paper1, which apparantly I think is the easiest, cuz is Vocab paper and all u need to do is MEMORISED all the verbs/kanji and vomit them out. Paper2 is gone case; LISTENING COMPREHENSION. Gosh, as if I'll understand their bullet-speed talking. And paper 3, which constitutes 50% of the WHOLE exam (that's ALOT lar!) is the Grammar paper. All the grammar particles n stuff. Haiz, I think my grammar CMI lar. I always confused with the "ni", "ga", "o", "de" etc etc. I can never seem to understand grammar, be it Japanese or English or Chinese. But still... Must try to score.. Haiz..
I juz really really hope I can pass this coming JLPT3 exam! I don want to like put in SO MUCH time and effort and practise etc and when next yr 2008 March they send the result to my house there'a a big 'FAIL" in the result slip! Haiz, then I will be so disappointed....
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Japan!!!
So juz now my parents went to book our holiday tour at CHan Brother's tour fair liaoz.
7 Days of Tohoku and Hokkaido.
19th Dec 2007 to 25th Dec 2007 (CHRISTMAS!!!!)
But first day from Singapore fly to Tokyo then straight away domestic flight to Hokkaido. Argz.. I don understand y SIngapore doesn't seem to have direct flights to Hokkaido...
Luckily there's NO more mid-night flights, unlike those that I used to take whenever we r goin Japan. Phew, can have a good rest b4 we set off for Airport.... I just PRAY that I will be able to see snow again... I mean snow falling from the sky, NOT those already HARDENED and dirty snow that u found on the road... -_-'''
Bleahz! I'm so excited for this Japan trip! Hahaz... 4 more months, hopefully I can keep thinking of this trip to keep my morale high to last me till 19th Dec. Lolx...
7 Days of Tohoku and Hokkaido.
19th Dec 2007 to 25th Dec 2007 (CHRISTMAS!!!!)
But first day from Singapore fly to Tokyo then straight away domestic flight to Hokkaido. Argz.. I don understand y SIngapore doesn't seem to have direct flights to Hokkaido...
Luckily there's NO more mid-night flights, unlike those that I used to take whenever we r goin Japan. Phew, can have a good rest b4 we set off for Airport.... I just PRAY that I will be able to see snow again... I mean snow falling from the sky, NOT those already HARDENED and dirty snow that u found on the road... -_-'''
Bleahz! I'm so excited for this Japan trip! Hahaz... 4 more months, hopefully I can keep thinking of this trip to keep my morale high to last me till 19th Dec. Lolx...
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
O fucks man. All along I was so HAPPY that I'm gonna be on a LONG block leave....
Then suddenly they realised that it's impossible to have a manpower branch NOT working for one week or more. Hence, 50% will go on leave and then another 50% will stay.
Damn. So I will still need to go back next Mon to Wed. HAIZ. And so now my 6 days leave will be scattered into 3 parts. Wtf man, how pathetic can tt be. But nvm, suck thumb, used to it liaoz.
Sumtimes I think my superiors are so good ppl. They allow some people to go for their BLOCK LEAVE before they 100% confirm charge them 7 days SOL. Some ppl juz deserved it. And fuck, u think u in market bargaining izzit? "I rather take 7 extras than 7 SOL"
WTF lar!! Doing HQ COS is SO RELAX! EVERYTHING IS DUTY CLERK DO 1. Kaoz, u serve 7 days EXTRAs, if I'm the one I think also NO KICK lar. U think I never do weekend COS meh>? Juz morning 8am sleep until 930pm then go staff parade then come back return back to bunk n sleep until next day 8am. Like that how to make u feel the pinch?
And everyone also know y u rather take 7 extras then 7 days SOL. Of course lar, DEGREE GRADUATE leh. Ppl so SMART and HIGH estab lorz. U think like me or majority of the ppl meh? Either one farking pathetic A-level cert or Diploma? How can we compare to a DEGREE student like u? SO what? Degree student can't afford to get charged? O fucks lar, go to hell man. I've been waiting this day for so long already. And perhaps by the time u get charged I also won't be around to CELEBRATE, but nvm, at least I'll know. Yes, u derserved it.
Then suddenly they realised that it's impossible to have a manpower branch NOT working for one week or more. Hence, 50% will go on leave and then another 50% will stay.
Damn. So I will still need to go back next Mon to Wed. HAIZ. And so now my 6 days leave will be scattered into 3 parts. Wtf man, how pathetic can tt be. But nvm, suck thumb, used to it liaoz.
Sumtimes I think my superiors are so good ppl. They allow some people to go for their BLOCK LEAVE before they 100% confirm charge them 7 days SOL. Some ppl juz deserved it. And fuck, u think u in market bargaining izzit? "I rather take 7 extras than 7 SOL"
WTF lar!! Doing HQ COS is SO RELAX! EVERYTHING IS DUTY CLERK DO 1. Kaoz, u serve 7 days EXTRAs, if I'm the one I think also NO KICK lar. U think I never do weekend COS meh>? Juz morning 8am sleep until 930pm then go staff parade then come back return back to bunk n sleep until next day 8am. Like that how to make u feel the pinch?
And everyone also know y u rather take 7 extras then 7 days SOL. Of course lar, DEGREE GRADUATE leh. Ppl so SMART and HIGH estab lorz. U think like me or majority of the ppl meh? Either one farking pathetic A-level cert or Diploma? How can we compare to a DEGREE student like u? SO what? Degree student can't afford to get charged? O fucks lar, go to hell man. I've been waiting this day for so long already. And perhaps by the time u get charged I also won't be around to CELEBRATE, but nvm, at least I'll know. Yes, u derserved it.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
So long nv blog liaoz.
So I'll be on block leave from 9th Aug to 19th Aug; 11 days of break. So this month will pass quite fast... Luckily no duties in this period of time. Haiz, maybe such break is good, can make me stay away from camp temporarily. Just 6 more months to ORD. But seems like still a long way to go leh... Haiz... So sick of having to see some people in daytime, then NIGHT time also have to see, then wake up early in the morning also see. Wtf man. But wellz, getting used to it liaoz. Luckily I have my beloved PSP to keep me company.
Tomorrow will mark the last lesson of my Japanese course; Lesson 30. After like 10 weeks of lessons every Monday, I think I also don't really absorb much during lesson. It's like doing all the shit makes me so tired liao then after tt night time go for 3 hours of lesson. Kaoz, cannot lar. My brain cannot take it. I think I study in weekend better.. So I shall discontinue lesson31 to 40...
The next public holiday after National Day is Hari Raya. WAH PIANGZ. Still so LONG to go.....
Haiz. My life is so boring. Nth to blog abt. Sianz 1/2...
So I'll be on block leave from 9th Aug to 19th Aug; 11 days of break. So this month will pass quite fast... Luckily no duties in this period of time. Haiz, maybe such break is good, can make me stay away from camp temporarily. Just 6 more months to ORD. But seems like still a long way to go leh... Haiz... So sick of having to see some people in daytime, then NIGHT time also have to see, then wake up early in the morning also see. Wtf man. But wellz, getting used to it liaoz. Luckily I have my beloved PSP to keep me company.
Tomorrow will mark the last lesson of my Japanese course; Lesson 30. After like 10 weeks of lessons every Monday, I think I also don't really absorb much during lesson. It's like doing all the shit makes me so tired liao then after tt night time go for 3 hours of lesson. Kaoz, cannot lar. My brain cannot take it. I think I study in weekend better.. So I shall discontinue lesson31 to 40...
The next public holiday after National Day is Hari Raya. WAH PIANGZ. Still so LONG to go.....
Haiz. My life is so boring. Nth to blog abt. Sianz 1/2...
Friday, July 13, 2007
So today the WHOLE battalion went to East Coast Park for the Div Run except for most of us in Bn HQ. Haiz, an utter waste of time.
So in the morning while having breakfast, my close friend said that he has heard some BAD news regarding my matters, and initially he didn't want to tell me as he knew I will explode. But being so stubborn, I forced him to say n I was utterly SHOCKED at how some people can come out with TWISTED stories and spread to many ppl, putting me in bad light, telling how I "FORCED" them to do SMTH even though it was my S1 who wanted me to relay the message to them. Indeed, I was very disappointed that these fuckers are really beyond hope.
I started become very nasty n rude in my emails to them.
For example today, I wrote smth along these lines:
"XX,
Go and do the thing can get back to YYY. You should know that u r supposed to follow up on this."
I purposely "CC" these to certain ppl that are not of any concern to this matter. Of course, there were some unhappiness n "shockeness" regarding my tone. But like I said, I did all these on purpose. I don't know why I have become so rude, in the previous post, I was talking abt how I respect the old "sect comd". So today I had a one-to-one talk with this old "sect-comd", as he wants to find out exactly what n where went wrong in the branch. And somehow halfway through the conversation, I didn't know what got into my mind, becuz the more I talked abt it, the more pissed I get.
So I said :
"You know that u r gonna ORD in Sep, n tt's really soon, U r now starting to clear leave n off liaoz, but I just want to get this clear. Right from the start, I hope that u will not get involve in all these shit and get into unnecessary trouble. I just hope that u can ORD in peace.
However, if I find out one day that u r in cahoots with those **fuckers** and if u ever stay in MY way, I can tell u straight that I will make sure I will get rid of u n I will definitely show no mercy to u as well."
Likewise, he was shocked that these words come from my mouth. However, I just tell him I want to get things clear. Even though he has heard alot of UNTRUE and bad things abt me from those fuckers, he chose not to believe and wish to hear what I have to say. I know I was super attitude when I say since I'm not guilty-consicious and so I can't be bothered with what others have to say abt me, and likewise I feel that I don't see the need to account to anybody. If u believe what they say is true, then go ahead. I shall be the BAD guy n they r the angels.
Thank God, that on Tuesday night when my S1 told me to relay certain tasks to these fuckers, there was a witness from the other branch that heard EVER SINGLE word that came out of my S1 mouth. Of course, he was so SHOCKED when he heard that from the story that many ppl was told abt, abt ME being the EVIL person arrowing these fuckers to do work. And I was happy that at least there are ppl who's willing to step out to clarify things for me if there's a need be. But being me, I told him that I am glad someone know that I'm innocent, but I told him I don wish to get him involved in all these politics shit. I will settle my own problem.
For what these 2 fuckers do to me now and back then, I will make sure the 2 of them pay a heavy price for this. I will make sure that the 2 of them get all the direct hits from me as of now. Yes, I do feel miserable n bitter abt it. It's like clutching ur fits tight n not wanting to let go. It's a tiring process. But at the end of it, I swear that I will make sure these 2 fuckers taste the feeling of desperation. Even if I get into deep shit, I swear that I will pull these 2 fuckers down with me.
So in the morning while having breakfast, my close friend said that he has heard some BAD news regarding my matters, and initially he didn't want to tell me as he knew I will explode. But being so stubborn, I forced him to say n I was utterly SHOCKED at how some people can come out with TWISTED stories and spread to many ppl, putting me in bad light, telling how I "FORCED" them to do SMTH even though it was my S1 who wanted me to relay the message to them. Indeed, I was very disappointed that these fuckers are really beyond hope.
I started become very nasty n rude in my emails to them.
For example today, I wrote smth along these lines:
"XX,
Go and do the thing can get back to YYY. You should know that u r supposed to follow up on this."
I purposely "CC" these to certain ppl that are not of any concern to this matter. Of course, there were some unhappiness n "shockeness" regarding my tone. But like I said, I did all these on purpose. I don't know why I have become so rude, in the previous post, I was talking abt how I respect the old "sect comd". So today I had a one-to-one talk with this old "sect-comd", as he wants to find out exactly what n where went wrong in the branch. And somehow halfway through the conversation, I didn't know what got into my mind, becuz the more I talked abt it, the more pissed I get.
So I said :
"You know that u r gonna ORD in Sep, n tt's really soon, U r now starting to clear leave n off liaoz, but I just want to get this clear. Right from the start, I hope that u will not get involve in all these shit and get into unnecessary trouble. I just hope that u can ORD in peace.
However, if I find out one day that u r in cahoots with those **fuckers** and if u ever stay in MY way, I can tell u straight that I will make sure I will get rid of u n I will definitely show no mercy to u as well."
Likewise, he was shocked that these words come from my mouth. However, I just tell him I want to get things clear. Even though he has heard alot of UNTRUE and bad things abt me from those fuckers, he chose not to believe and wish to hear what I have to say. I know I was super attitude when I say since I'm not guilty-consicious and so I can't be bothered with what others have to say abt me, and likewise I feel that I don't see the need to account to anybody. If u believe what they say is true, then go ahead. I shall be the BAD guy n they r the angels.
Thank God, that on Tuesday night when my S1 told me to relay certain tasks to these fuckers, there was a witness from the other branch that heard EVER SINGLE word that came out of my S1 mouth. Of course, he was so SHOCKED when he heard that from the story that many ppl was told abt, abt ME being the EVIL person arrowing these fuckers to do work. And I was happy that at least there are ppl who's willing to step out to clarify things for me if there's a need be. But being me, I told him that I am glad someone know that I'm innocent, but I told him I don wish to get him involved in all these politics shit. I will settle my own problem.
For what these 2 fuckers do to me now and back then, I will make sure the 2 of them pay a heavy price for this. I will make sure that the 2 of them get all the direct hits from me as of now. Yes, I do feel miserable n bitter abt it. It's like clutching ur fits tight n not wanting to let go. It's a tiring process. But at the end of it, I swear that I will make sure these 2 fuckers taste the feeling of desperation. Even if I get into deep shit, I swear that I will pull these 2 fuckers down with me.
Friday, July 06, 2007
Finally I'm left with 7 freaking months. Haiz, but time still passed demn slow. And yaz, finally I have COMPLETED lesson25 of Minna No Nihongo... Haiz, another 25 lessons before being ready for JLPT3 exam.....
And after MUCH MUCH consideration, I think I shld be registering for the JLPT3 exam end of this year. And when I looked at the summary notes that u r required to know for the JLPT3 syllabus, which my friend lent me to photocopy....
I was like........ WTF!! 1472 words that you must memorise and KNOW....... @#$%^&*
That really really turns me off. But whatever, I have like exactly 5 months to study for it. Haiz, although HIGH HIGH chance I will flunk the Listening Compre n Grammar and I donno what have u, but nvm, I shall just try for it. Passing mark is 60% and that is to get minimum 240 out of 400 marks.... Sianz 1/2.
And after MUCH MUCH consideration, I think I shld be registering for the JLPT3 exam end of this year. And when I looked at the summary notes that u r required to know for the JLPT3 syllabus, which my friend lent me to photocopy....
I was like........ WTF!! 1472 words that you must memorise and KNOW....... @#$%^&*
That really really turns me off. But whatever, I have like exactly 5 months to study for it. Haiz, although HIGH HIGH chance I will flunk the Listening Compre n Grammar and I donno what have u, but nvm, I shall just try for it. Passing mark is 60% and that is to get minimum 240 out of 400 marks.... Sianz 1/2.
Monday, July 02, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Ignore my post below. I've bought this freaking expensive Nokia N76. Finally don have to wait till the end of the year.
And for once I felt abit "touched" by my branch. So on Tuesday it was just like any other day. Everyone was just busy doing their own work. Suddenly one guy turned off light (which I didn't know) and I was kinda pissed n shouted "Fuck man, black out liaoz", and before I know what's happening, my Chief was walking out from MY strong room (okay, it's called strong room but basically it's just a small room that has a thick metallic door to keep all the restriced/confidential/secret documents and that blardy room is basically my room), with a cake with lited candles on it. Initially I was looking around me cuz I thought it was someone's birthday but juz tt I didn't know. Then everyone in my branch just started gathering around me including my bosses and started singing a happy birthday song. Hahaz, I was just so darn touched cuz I did received a few sms-wishings from them on Sunday and I didn't really expect anything much from them either.
And of course, my Birthday wish is just so simple. Hopefully I won't get into any trouble/deep shit during my remaining days till I ORD>.
Okay. Just hope that from now till Chirstmas, I can live everyday peacefully.
And for once I felt abit "touched" by my branch. So on Tuesday it was just like any other day. Everyone was just busy doing their own work. Suddenly one guy turned off light (which I didn't know) and I was kinda pissed n shouted "Fuck man, black out liaoz", and before I know what's happening, my Chief was walking out from MY strong room (okay, it's called strong room but basically it's just a small room that has a thick metallic door to keep all the restriced/confidential/secret documents and that blardy room is basically my room), with a cake with lited candles on it. Initially I was looking around me cuz I thought it was someone's birthday but juz tt I didn't know. Then everyone in my branch just started gathering around me including my bosses and started singing a happy birthday song. Hahaz, I was just so darn touched cuz I did received a few sms-wishings from them on Sunday and I didn't really expect anything much from them either.
And of course, my Birthday wish is just so simple. Hopefully I won't get into any trouble/deep shit during my remaining days till I ORD>.
Okay. Just hope that from now till Chirstmas, I can live everyday peacefully.
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Nokia N76
My Dream Phone - N76 (Click to enlarge)
Wait till the end of the year and maybe I'll buy it.
Friday, June 15, 2007
SMLJ
Simi Lanjiao?
Seriously, u all want to plan DUTY. FINE! I don care, but can't u all just learn from other units and at least plan in advance so that we all know exactly when we r doing duty?
Today is one of the RARE days I get to go out to despatch, and wtf, I received a call from my branch that this Sunday got guard duty then what put me reserve? I don even know what the FUCK is happening then suddenly just one call like that really spoils my day lar. I also can't be bothered to ask any further. I just said "okay" and hung up. I lazy to find out the details whether some fuckers volunteer my name or watz. But obviously I was just pissed to the max lar, if like that u think multi-tasking izzit? This weekend do duty clerk, then next weekend do guard duty or whatever. Wtf. Like that go burn all my weekends lar, mother fuckers.
Seriously, u all want to plan DUTY. FINE! I don care, but can't u all just learn from other units and at least plan in advance so that we all know exactly when we r doing duty?
Today is one of the RARE days I get to go out to despatch, and wtf, I received a call from my branch that this Sunday got guard duty then what put me reserve? I don even know what the FUCK is happening then suddenly just one call like that really spoils my day lar. I also can't be bothered to ask any further. I just said "okay" and hung up. I lazy to find out the details whether some fuckers volunteer my name or watz. But obviously I was just pissed to the max lar, if like that u think multi-tasking izzit? This weekend do duty clerk, then next weekend do guard duty or whatever. Wtf. Like that go burn all my weekends lar, mother fuckers.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
BAD "OMEN"
Sometimes I DON'T KNOW is it just me or is it just my unit. Some want to go for operation, some want to downgrade, some say want to see counselling liaoz and even 3SG also say he want go see psychiatrist liaoz.
Sometimes I just wonder why ppl can survive through SISPEC or even OCS but they will all just die here.
So is it me or just everyone here?
When "MR TAN" left, everyone was like so HAPPY and it's like end of Occupation kind of feeling. And everyone was just hoping for a BETTER life thereafter.
And like just barely one month this "MR TAN" left come this Mother Fucker. (Nope, this mother fucker obviously not taking over "MR TAN's" position. He just got some more IKAN BILLIS on his arms there. Whatever.
Why must he like CONTROL us like WORST than recruits in BMT? Knn man!? Want to cut 4-2? HELLO!? U okay mahz? Even company line rifleman also never cut 4-2 then u now want all the CLERKs or STOREMANs or whatever to cut 4-2? U crazy arz? Even my S1 and Chief Clerk or Dys1 wants us cut like that, u wan us to cut like that>? U think u big fuck arz?
And obviously he doesn't seem to understand that HQ is a totally different game from Company Line. Frankly speaking, everyone knows that. U have to abide by the HQ style, and don't u like control us like some fuck recruits. And stop threatening us like "If anyone of you dare to defy me, it's equivalent to you knocking youself onto the wall. The wall will stay but you will fall."
GO TO HELL LAR!
And stop saying from NOW onwards everything have to report to you. What MC, med appt, off, leave, REPORT SICK etc etc also must report to you. You think S1, S2, S3, S4, QM, RP, Medical centre is platoon 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 izzit? Wtf!? Everything also want BLACK AND WHITE!? Wah kaoz, then for what fuck we report to Chief Clerk or Dys1 or S1? U think they there for fun izzit>? Afterall, they are higher rank. And don't be cockhead leh. Don't say until what want to "CROSS-TRAIN" us to learn to do duty-clerk, COS and guard duties all at one go? U think u diversifying business izzit? U want clerks go do guard duty then those ah bengs with lots of tatto to be duty clerk? Are you stupid or insane?
And this week the outfield I think he's like asking for a beating lar. Let's just name this fucker "XXX". A conversation between this "XXX" and a 3SG.
XXX: I want you to dig the trench now.
3SG: Sorry XXX, but I am C9L2, I got slipped disc and cannot dig trench. And also the previous "somebody" has said that we all C9L2 will be excused digging trench or route march etc.
XXX: Okay, nvm, then u just dig with your HANDS.
3SG: Huhz...? (Give that stunned look)
XXX: If not you want I give u permission to sit down and DIG since u got slipped disc.
3SG: But.... (wanted to argue back)
XXX: HELLO!? LET ME ASK YOU. DURING WAR TIME WHEN YOUR ENEMY SHOOT YOU, YOU THINK THE BULLET IS GOING STOP RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND SAY SINCE YOU ARE PES C9L2, THEN IF WILL FLY SIDEWAY AND HIT YOUR FRIEND WHO IS PES A OR B!!!!!!!??????
3SG: ........................................
Wah laoz. Where got ppl like that one!? Knn man. Then somemore u want ppl to set up CP Toner within 10 minutes, and when u ask ppl set up u go and sleep? GO TO HELL lar. When during first parade u never bother to take part but when CO is there u faster ask the whole Bn HQ stand in attention then go greet him. WAH KAOZ. U SURE KNOW HOW TO CARRY BALLS HOR!?
And your email is disgusting. U shld know that every branch has different working environment and we never bother to mix with other ppl. Stop saying things like "I want the WHOLE HQ to bond like brothers" or wat must have high morale and then sommore say want to plan whole HQ outing together. PLS LAR. You think this is company line izzit>? All the platoons come together for bonding!? Fuck lar.
Sometimes we just don't know he's fucking stupid or insane lar. My S1 told us that both he and the OC(S4) feel that maybe he's still "YOUNG" and got that "PASSION" but will soon give up when he realised that the system in HQ is different from that of Coy Line. He should know that a different approach is required. Haiz. Fucker lar. AND WE ARE LIKE GUINEA PIGS FOR HIM TO EXPERIMENT WITH TILL HE EITHER GIVES UP OR MAYBE HE WILL USE A HARSHER APPROACH IF WE DON'T COMPLY!?
Whatever. This mother fucker simply has incurred anger from all S1 to S4 branch, whether u r Men, or Spec or Warrent Officer or Officer.
You go to hell man.
Sometimes I just wonder why ppl can survive through SISPEC or even OCS but they will all just die here.
So is it me or just everyone here?
When "MR TAN" left, everyone was like so HAPPY and it's like end of Occupation kind of feeling. And everyone was just hoping for a BETTER life thereafter.
And like just barely one month this "MR TAN" left come this Mother Fucker. (Nope, this mother fucker obviously not taking over "MR TAN's" position. He just got some more IKAN BILLIS on his arms there. Whatever.
Why must he like CONTROL us like WORST than recruits in BMT? Knn man!? Want to cut 4-2? HELLO!? U okay mahz? Even company line rifleman also never cut 4-2 then u now want all the CLERKs or STOREMANs or whatever to cut 4-2? U crazy arz? Even my S1 and Chief Clerk or Dys1 wants us cut like that, u wan us to cut like that>? U think u big fuck arz?
And obviously he doesn't seem to understand that HQ is a totally different game from Company Line. Frankly speaking, everyone knows that. U have to abide by the HQ style, and don't u like control us like some fuck recruits. And stop threatening us like "If anyone of you dare to defy me, it's equivalent to you knocking youself onto the wall. The wall will stay but you will fall."
GO TO HELL LAR!
And stop saying from NOW onwards everything have to report to you. What MC, med appt, off, leave, REPORT SICK etc etc also must report to you. You think S1, S2, S3, S4, QM, RP, Medical centre is platoon 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 izzit? Wtf!? Everything also want BLACK AND WHITE!? Wah kaoz, then for what fuck we report to Chief Clerk or Dys1 or S1? U think they there for fun izzit>? Afterall, they are higher rank. And don't be cockhead leh. Don't say until what want to "CROSS-TRAIN" us to learn to do duty-clerk, COS and guard duties all at one go? U think u diversifying business izzit? U want clerks go do guard duty then those ah bengs with lots of tatto to be duty clerk? Are you stupid or insane?
And this week the outfield I think he's like asking for a beating lar. Let's just name this fucker "XXX". A conversation between this "XXX" and a 3SG.
XXX: I want you to dig the trench now.
3SG: Sorry XXX, but I am C9L2, I got slipped disc and cannot dig trench. And also the previous "somebody" has said that we all C9L2 will be excused digging trench or route march etc.
XXX: Okay, nvm, then u just dig with your HANDS.
3SG: Huhz...? (Give that stunned look)
XXX: If not you want I give u permission to sit down and DIG since u got slipped disc.
3SG: But.... (wanted to argue back)
XXX: HELLO!? LET ME ASK YOU. DURING WAR TIME WHEN YOUR ENEMY SHOOT YOU, YOU THINK THE BULLET IS GOING STOP RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU AND SAY SINCE YOU ARE PES C9L2, THEN IF WILL FLY SIDEWAY AND HIT YOUR FRIEND WHO IS PES A OR B!!!!!!!??????
3SG: ........................................
Wah laoz. Where got ppl like that one!? Knn man. Then somemore u want ppl to set up CP Toner within 10 minutes, and when u ask ppl set up u go and sleep? GO TO HELL lar. When during first parade u never bother to take part but when CO is there u faster ask the whole Bn HQ stand in attention then go greet him. WAH KAOZ. U SURE KNOW HOW TO CARRY BALLS HOR!?
And your email is disgusting. U shld know that every branch has different working environment and we never bother to mix with other ppl. Stop saying things like "I want the WHOLE HQ to bond like brothers" or wat must have high morale and then sommore say want to plan whole HQ outing together. PLS LAR. You think this is company line izzit>? All the platoons come together for bonding!? Fuck lar.
Sometimes we just don't know he's fucking stupid or insane lar. My S1 told us that both he and the OC(S4) feel that maybe he's still "YOUNG" and got that "PASSION" but will soon give up when he realised that the system in HQ is different from that of Coy Line. He should know that a different approach is required. Haiz. Fucker lar. AND WE ARE LIKE GUINEA PIGS FOR HIM TO EXPERIMENT WITH TILL HE EITHER GIVES UP OR MAYBE HE WILL USE A HARSHER APPROACH IF WE DON'T COMPLY!?
Whatever. This mother fucker simply has incurred anger from all S1 to S4 branch, whether u r Men, or Spec or Warrent Officer or Officer.
You go to hell man.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Friday, June 08, 2007
Fuckers
Mother Fuckers, GO TO HELL MAN!!!
So pissed off with certain people. How selfish can they get? Just a few minutes before book out then suddenly say TOMORROW ON A SATURDAY need someone to do duty clerk.
WTF LAR!? Knn, ppl just abt to book out then say this kind of lanjiao thing. Nvm, as the person on duty on Saturday need to go outfield on Sunday morning and so cnt do. Fine. I don't really blame that guy. This kind of last minute thing need to find replacement is unavoidable. So CSM said have to find someone from S1 Branch to cover. FINE! (Note: He say ANYONE)
The MOST pissifying thing is that I don't understand why some people must say "Hmm... Then let's list down who are the people doing DUTY CLERKS then from there see who can do lorz" And at the end of the day there's only 3 people (including ME) available, then what the 3 of us must draw lots or wat BULLSHIT then either one of us must do.
COM'ON LAR!!! Let's look at it this way. Half the branch ppl do duty clerk, half the branch ppl do COS. And fucking hell, I don't understand why duty clerk on average must do ONE WEEKEND + ONE WEEKDAY a month, then COS only like do ONE WEEKDAY a month. This is so farking hell unfair lar. Ever since last year, the no. of ppl doing duty clerks and the no. of ppl doing COS is SO UNBALANCED lar. There are forever much LESSER ppl doing duty clerks compared to COS. And I don't understand why THOSE ppl doing COS cannot do duty clerk lar. It's not as if THEY last time NEVER do duty clerk before. And PLS LORZ<>
And second type of ppl (Actually it's just the SAME OLD people) are just so KNN lar. When they CANNOT finish their own work, they will talk to u NICELY and ask u HELP them. FINE!!!! I mean even though I got my OWN work, but I don't mind putting aside my stuff n help u all.
And this week my S1 wanted me to do some annual donno what thing which he gave me ONE WHOLE MONTH to do, as obviously this is smth that u cannot complete like what within a few days? And obviously when I look at it I know I will take like another 10 yrs to complete? Okay, fine, then my S1 sent an email say please get "XXX" and "XXXX" to help me with this cuz this thingyi will take quite some time. FINE!? I'm NOT the one asking u all to help me.
Well, I know everyone has their own work to do. Whatever. And pls, at least I got the courtesy to ASK whether you are busy with alot of work these few weeks or so, cuz I need them to help me do this thingyi. SERIOUSLY, deep down inside, I know exactly who is TRULY busy doing work and who is ACTUALLY everyday WASTING time clicking mouse and trying to ACT BUSY. Well, it's so farking obvious. I know everyone's job scope, for goodness. Then when I pop that question, SOMEONE can actually think for SO LONG then replied me "Hmm... Ya, actually I got this XXXX and that YYYY to do, quite busy".
You know what? FUCK OFF LAR! U think I will DIE w/o your help meh? Pls lar, I'm just conveying a message from S1 that you HAVE to help me. But at the end of the day, I will die die still be able to complete this thingyi WITHOUT anyone's help. If u don't want to help, just say outright lar.
And note: DON'T EVER ASK ME TO DO ANY SHIT FOR YOU AGAIN EVER OKAY!? FUCK! Perhaps from NOW onwards I MUST draw lines and ANYTHING NOT related to DOCUMENTATION I should just FUCK CARE lar. Knn.
GO TO HELL LAR!!!!!
So pissed off with certain people. How selfish can they get? Just a few minutes before book out then suddenly say TOMORROW ON A SATURDAY need someone to do duty clerk.
WTF LAR!? Knn, ppl just abt to book out then say this kind of lanjiao thing. Nvm, as the person on duty on Saturday need to go outfield on Sunday morning and so cnt do. Fine. I don't really blame that guy. This kind of last minute thing need to find replacement is unavoidable. So CSM said have to find someone from S1 Branch to cover. FINE! (Note: He say ANYONE)
The MOST pissifying thing is that I don't understand why some people must say "Hmm... Then let's list down who are the people doing DUTY CLERKS then from there see who can do lorz" And at the end of the day there's only 3 people (including ME) available, then what the 3 of us must draw lots or wat BULLSHIT then either one of us must do.
COM'ON LAR!!! Let's look at it this way. Half the branch ppl do duty clerk, half the branch ppl do COS. And fucking hell, I don't understand why duty clerk on average must do ONE WEEKEND + ONE WEEKDAY a month, then COS only like do ONE WEEKDAY a month. This is so farking hell unfair lar. Ever since last year, the no. of ppl doing duty clerks and the no. of ppl doing COS is SO UNBALANCED lar. There are forever much LESSER ppl doing duty clerks compared to COS. And I don't understand why THOSE ppl doing COS cannot do duty clerk lar. It's not as if THEY last time NEVER do duty clerk before. And PLS LORZ<>
And second type of ppl (Actually it's just the SAME OLD people) are just so KNN lar. When they CANNOT finish their own work, they will talk to u NICELY and ask u HELP them. FINE!!!! I mean even though I got my OWN work, but I don't mind putting aside my stuff n help u all.
And this week my S1 wanted me to do some annual donno what thing which he gave me ONE WHOLE MONTH to do, as obviously this is smth that u cannot complete like what within a few days? And obviously when I look at it I know I will take like another 10 yrs to complete? Okay, fine, then my S1 sent an email say please get "XXX" and "XXXX" to help me with this cuz this thingyi will take quite some time. FINE!? I'm NOT the one asking u all to help me.
Well, I know everyone has their own work to do. Whatever. And pls, at least I got the courtesy to ASK whether you are busy with alot of work these few weeks or so, cuz I need them to help me do this thingyi. SERIOUSLY, deep down inside, I know exactly who is TRULY busy doing work and who is ACTUALLY everyday WASTING time clicking mouse and trying to ACT BUSY. Well, it's so farking obvious. I know everyone's job scope, for goodness. Then when I pop that question, SOMEONE can actually think for SO LONG then replied me "Hmm... Ya, actually I got this XXXX and that YYYY to do, quite busy".
You know what? FUCK OFF LAR! U think I will DIE w/o your help meh? Pls lar, I'm just conveying a message from S1 that you HAVE to help me. But at the end of the day, I will die die still be able to complete this thingyi WITHOUT anyone's help. If u don't want to help, just say outright lar.
And note: DON'T EVER ASK ME TO DO ANY SHIT FOR YOU AGAIN EVER OKAY!? FUCK! Perhaps from NOW onwards I MUST draw lines and ANYTHING NOT related to DOCUMENTATION I should just FUCK CARE lar. Knn.
GO TO HELL LAR!!!!!
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Haiz. I just feel so feverish and SICK today. And yet I have DUTY tomorrow. Fuck. And worst is when I look at who are the other duty personnels doing duty with me on the same day, it's just so @#$%^&@#$%^& lar. All the i-dots man.
Feel so TEMPTED to change duty with my friend to do my duty tml so I do on some other sunday duty. But haiz, 4get abt it, don feel like making so much trouble. In 4 SIR, it's just so blardy hard to change duty especially since it's so last minute liaoz. I doubt anyone will also want to change. Whatever lar, I shall just SLEEP the whole day tml and don care if the DO or BOS is gonna fuck me for that. Anyway, it's not that they never fuck me upside down b4. Haiz, SUAY to do duty on 3rd June 2007. Kns.
Feel so TEMPTED to change duty with my friend to do my duty tml so I do on some other sunday duty. But haiz, 4get abt it, don feel like making so much trouble. In 4 SIR, it's just so blardy hard to change duty especially since it's so last minute liaoz. I doubt anyone will also want to change. Whatever lar, I shall just SLEEP the whole day tml and don care if the DO or BOS is gonna fuck me for that. Anyway, it's not that they never fuck me upside down b4. Haiz, SUAY to do duty on 3rd June 2007. Kns.
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