Sunday, March 30, 2008

So I went to my JC classmate, Desmond's chalet just now. Farking hell, it was such a NIGHTMARE arz. I didn't expect it to turn out to be a "Drink till drunk" kind of party. I'm pretty sure there's at least 100++ cans of carlsberg and like 20 to 30 bottles of Martell/Vodka. Holy shit, I swear I nearly died there, and that's y I quickly took my friend's car to escape from the terror. And best of all, I DIDN'T KNOW THE BIRTHDAY BOY'S ALCOHOL TOLERANCE IS SO DEMN HIGH LAR! Kns, initially we entertained him by juz drinking a few cans. Wtf, he go mixed martell with some vodka and God knows whatever shit AND MAKE US DRINK. Wtf, I think today was the most amt of alcohol I ever consumed in my whole life, perhaps like 7 to 8 cans of carlsberg plus a few cups of "mixed vodka+beer+martell". And I have a farking idiotic classmate called DERREN TEO, who challenged all the uncles in drinking alcohol, and I think he perhaps drank like 20 cans worth of beer/martell. Blardy shit, I KNOW HIS TOLERANCE LEVEL HIGH lar, BUT CAN U FARKING HELL DON'T PUKE NEXT TO ME. Omg, I nearly wanted to slaughter him, but luckily he didn't puke on me. And AFTER LIKE DRINKING SO MUCH, AND THEN VOMITTED GOD KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES, HE STILL CAN BE QUITE SOBER. Wellz, unbelievable. And yalar, towards the end I really couldn't take it, so when the birthday boy was FORCING everyone to drink, while he's STARING at another person to make sure he drank the whole cup, I juz pretend to have "shaky hands" and pour away abit. WAHAHAZ, yalar, i know demn loser act. BUT SOME OF THE GUYS COULDN'T take it as well liao lar. AND THE BIRTHDAY BOY SEEMS AS IF HE HAVEN DRANK ALCOHOL YET. Ogosh, faint. Although I wanted to stay over night, but looking at the rate we are drinking, I guess I will probably die there. While I was in my friend's car, I DON'T DARE TELL HER I WANTED TO PUKE SO MUCH.. Putting an act that "Aiyaz, nvm, I can take it". But the moment I dropped off from the car at kembangan mrt station..... PUKE*PUKE*PUKE like fark lar. Lucky I didn't puke in my friend's car, if not she would have slaughtered me. Wah laoz, kns. Okay lar, I know my alcohol tolerance not high, but today they really stretched my limit to a "higher level". Owellz, at least not DRUNK, juz puke kind of state. And looking at the time now, I guessed most of them are probably still DRINKING n DRINKING like nobody's business. Haiz. faint.

Friday, March 28, 2008

Piangz. I just spent $350 on some SK2 products. OGOSH. Those masks or "miracle water", watever u call it. ARZ! I'm utterly broke. Luckily I'm getting $200 for my tuition tml. BUT still, HAIZ, my course fees... My soon-to-make tattoo.... ARGZ!!!

お金!!!!!!!!君は どこですか!!!????

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Alas, the tuition centre that I'm teaching at will be shifting to Kembangan plaza, which is like 3 mins walk away from home. That's good for me as I DON'T HAVE to wait for that stupid bus 42 that comes at a frequency of 1 bus per 20 mins.

And a few days ago I went online to CANCEL my driving test. Yes, pls don't ask me why. I just want to stop learning driving. Fark it if I have to take public transport to school. Whatever, so be it. I just want to get over this 3 yrs and fark off.

And my Jap sch sms me just now to remind me to pay sch fees for the new term. Ogosh, luckily it's starting on 12th April, so next Sat can rest at home and best is I can do the payment after I got my tuition/starhub pay cuz I'm simply a BROKE now. And yesterday I happened to chance upon this AMAZING website that contains the list of JLPT4 to JLPT1 vocab words to download(excel). Ogosh, of course I d/l all of them 1st, juz in case in future I can't access that website of smth like tt. And also there's a website that offers FREE d/l of JLPT papers with answers. That's so good, since I can save $$$$$$$$$$$ on my TYS liaoz. Lolx.

Let's see:

JLPT4 - 724 words
JLPT3 - 682 words
JLPT2 - 3707 words
JLPT1 - 2976 words

TOTAL = 8089 words.

Owellz, actually I donno where the other 2000 words go to since there's supposed to be 10000 words. But nvm, not as if 8000 words are not enough for me. But luckily with the Kanzen Master Kanji book (JLPT2 + JLPT1), I guess it should be enough to pass the exam arz. So far only "know" that 1500 words till JLPT3. And the additional 3700 words, ogosh, I really must finish memorising by end of next yr. Maybe I should just memo 1700 words by this yr, then next yr finish the remaining 2000 words so that I'm prepared for VOCAB jlpt2 (only). My 180 new grammar structures for JLPT2.... Sigh..

Word harder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

今日のクラスは とても難しい!

1) 尊敬語 - Respectuful verbs
2) 謙譲語 - Humble verbs
3) 丁寧語 - Polite verbs

わからなかった!

でも、大丈夫。ゆっくり勉強したら、わかるか。放棄しては いけません。じゃ、毎日 勉強しろ!
はい、わかった。

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Lao Zaboh

So long nv blog liaoz.

Life's a routine nowadays. It's either work, or tuition, and Jap on Sat. Work-wise, it's quite slack arz. Or I shld say very slack. The only thing I can't stand is this LOUDDDDDDD "lao zaboh" that sits next to me. Even my colleagues can't stand her. This "lao zaboh" doesn't belong to my dept, but since we are all in those kind of open cubicles type office, sumhow she is considered to be seated next to me, probably 0.5m away from me? Of cuz for the barrier, but when stand up can see each other clearly. Anyway, this "lao zaboh", my goodness, her volume is SO LOUD as if she's making announcement to everyone to hear. And obviously her make-up seems as if it is 1cm thick tt kind, like some doll, which looks freaking ugly. And such a big fat liar. She was busy chatting with her child's teacher but she actually LIED she was toking to a customer. Lolx, wth... Die man, I can't imagine the next 4++ months HEARING her voice all the time. Even I listen to my mp3 player still can hear her words so clearly, that explains how irritating it can be seated next to her. Not that I want to know her, BUT IT'S LIKE I CAN HEAR HER EVERY WORD CLEARLY ARZ. Haiz, nvm, must tahan.

And next Sat will be on chap50! Omg, time flies, and I think I still so cui. I seems to forget alot of things... And it's time to pay sch fees soon. Haiz, money money money!

Sunday, March 09, 2008

Just came back from Kino and spent $600 on a 電池辞書 and 2 books which cost me $72 in total. LUCKILY RIGHT NOW KINO IS HAVING A 20% discount, so from $90 become $72. BUT STILL, I'm probably the poorest guy now. Even before I can start to earn money I'm already in heavy debts. Damn it.

I do believe that whatever I sow in my Japanese Education now shall reap in the near future.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

So I told my sensei: "先生、私は刺青をしました。それで、日本語の漢字ですね。"

And she was like screaming "ほんとうですか!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????”

So I showed her and she was like "ARZ!!!! とても痛いね!"

But okay lar, I replied 痛くないです。

Then subsequently she was saying how those KAMIKAZA fighters were FORCED to die even though they don wan. And I think I abit lame lar, I said they not VOLUNTEER arz? -_-'''

Okay lar, so the talk on tattoo naturally leads to the topic on Yakuza (mafia/gangster) in Japanese society. How Japanese don't like (or actually scared) of Yakuza. Jialat lar, next time I go Japan 温泉 sure die... Maybe use towel cover. In Japan, some hot spring actually BARRED ppl with tattoo from going in. At 1st I donno y, n according to sensei, she said becuz they scared when let's say 2 ppl of 2 different gang meet each other, then buey song then fight. LOLX. Okay lar, it's possible, since in Hot Spring everyone is totally naked. Then how she talked abt her experience in Japan once, when she was in the hot spring when suddenly another woman with a BIG TATTOO came next to her. SHe was so freaked out that she pretend to slowly "drift" away to another side of the hot spring pool. Lolx... BUT STILL.. I"M NOT A YAKUZA! Okay lar, next time I go onsen really must remember to cover my tattoo to prevent ppl from STARING at my tattoo.... And I defintely don wan to get beaten by some other gang for no apparant reason.

And a new pri.5 student today. Another shocker. The family just moved to Singapore a few months ago, and they seem to know NUTS abt this tiny island called Singapore. And so after tuition, I ended up having a 45min "chat" with the mother, as she has so many ques to ask abt S'pore. Her child good lar, exempted from taking CHinese in PSLE. And ended up the parent ask me if juz take Eng, Sci and Maths will her daughter be disadvantage. But I quite pity her daugher lar, cuz she she was in her native country, she was "forced" to learn intensive English. Then now they juz reached Singapore, the student must learn intensive Chinese lorz, to prepare to take Chi in sec sch. I see her time-table, she has like 4 or 5 CHINESE LESSONS a week!? Gosh, poor thing. N for goodness, I tried speaking to the student in Chi, obviously she think I'm speaking Greek.

Forget to mention that they are from KOREA 韓国. OMG, everyday eat kimchi. And toking to the mother sumtimes is really demn hilarious. She cnt understand my English, I can't understand her English. SO ended up her child became our translator between English n Korean when "chim terms" r used. N best is the mother actually asked "Do u know korean?" Gosh, do my face look I can speak Korean!? Lolx, of cuz cannot arz.

And the mother was like asking me so many thing abt Singapore education. Ask S'pore sec sch study how many years. Take wat exams. I told her O-levels, she also don't understand me. I gave up explaining to her wat is A-level n JCs. I juz say "exam to go uni". Then ask me can she take a korean as mother tongue in PSLE. Piangz, I also donno leh.. I juz say cannot bahz, I don think got. Even O-level also don have korean, so PSLE shld be don have. Aiyaz, then I say nvm arzm learn CHINESE is good. -_-'''''''

And I "think" the child shld be able to understand my "English" or I mean SInglish lar. And obviously they have tons of korean books in their book shelves which seem alien to me. N she was telling me the difference between Singapore n Korea. SUmhow the family came to SIngapore BECAUSE THEY HEARD that S'pore is a very clean n good city. To their horror, Singapore is demn dirty. OF CUZ LAR, Japan n Korea streets are 10000000000000 times cleaner than SIngapore? Everything is Singapore is CHEAP compared to Korea, definitely.. But Singapore housing is very expensive due to property boom. Yalar, true. N best is, she say SHE LOVES THE GOOD SECURITY in SIngapore. I think she still donno the Mas Selamat escaped. Opps... Anyway, I mean she said in Korea, if u r rich, u r easily targetted for like kidnap or robbery n stuff...so very dangerous.. compared to SIngapore. Then she said Singapre wage rate is MUCH LOWER compared to the average in Korea. **blink**blink** next time I go Japan out of job can go Korea work. -_-''''

Okay lar, the 45 minutes chat with the mother (or with the child translating to me) was not bad. At least I learn so many things abt Korea, AND HOW THEY THINK OF SINGAPORE.

Jialat lar. I only know how to speak "Aneong Hasaeyo" and "Kamsa hamida". Must go learn a few more greetings. LOLX.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008


Ta-da! Okay lar, cuz I took this pic on my own, n it's very hard to make it look straight n stuff.


Tattoo

Finally got my tattoo done. Took one hour and cost me $150. So my tattoo consists of 2 kanji:
神風 (かみかぜ)which I believe many ppl should know what it means lar. WW2 Japanese suicide-fighters. Anyhow crash on enemy's ship/base or watever 1. Then in between the 神 and 風, got one red circle. Yalar, Japanese flag that red disc lar.. Quite big arz, as big as my kanji characters lorz.

Location of my tattoo? At my left arm lorz. I've been thinking hard whether shld I reveal alittle bit down the sleeve, or shld I just hide my tattoo where the sleeve will cover. Then I decided not to reveal it lar. So that means nobody shld be able to see my tattoo at all, unless I purposely roll up my sleeve or what. So it's spelled downwards, with my 神 right at the top, then followed by my red disc, then the 風 at the most bottom. Maybe I shld post a picture up someday.

Pain? Okie leh.. I think it's not as pain as I expected it to be. Just that throughout that one hour the sound of the tattoo gun is very noisy lar, majiam like some electrical saw or wat. And best is, I didn't know that the person actually need to do an OUTLINE of my tattoo first. So the guy spent the first 20 minues doing JUST the outlines of the tattoo... WHICH I DIDN'T KNOW lorz.. I thought he finish liaoz. So when I asked him "Done already?", he was like "Ehz.. Just finished the outlines only"... I was like -_-'''' Starting it was abit painful arz, but as u all know, ONE HOUR of it.. After awhile, I'm more of "immune" to the pain lorz.. So still not bad lar.. He finished my 2 words 1st, before he changed to a red ink to do that RED DISC. That one quite fast lar, cuz it's juz one circle lorz.

Then while I was doing the tattoo, got 2 ang-moh ladies who came later than me, wan to do a tattoo as well. Then wah kaoz, while they were waiting for another shop person to get ready the tools, they were like standing behind me STARING at the process of my tattoo being done up. Okay lar, they also don't understand Chinese characters, so nvm.

And after everything was done, another shop assistant saw my tattoo and say "Wow..u like Japanese so much arz. But u know, u just have the "神 風" fighting spirit is good already, don't go follow them n commit suicide" I was speechless. LOLX, of cuz I'm not so mad lar. I'm not some terrorist or wat.

And seriously.. I WAN TO GET ONE MORE TATTOO DONE LEH. Don't know y... I thinking of adding "必勝" (ひっしょう) below my that tattoo... So it will be spelled as "神風必勝". So ppl who know chinese sure know "必勝" means determined to win or smth like that. Lolx. But if really add these 2 words then I guess my t-shirt sleeve won't be able to cover le. But nvm lar, fark it, y should I bother if anyone minds abt my tattoo. And the word "必勝" is also not offensive arz. Ppl who see may just think "O.. this person is very determined to win/victory" etc.. So still not that bad, unless I rolled up my sleeve and ppl see "神風必勝" then will probably wallop me up.

Monday, March 03, 2008

hOLY sHIT!

Wah kaoz, I actually went to a TUITION CENTRE to teach. OMG.

Just now at 7pm, the agent suddenly called me, say whether I 8pm can teach. I was like "HUHZ!? within 1 hr!?" But nvm, cuz it's as chaichee there. So very near. Then the agent just told me is "teach a group of sec3 E-maths". Owellz, fine, so I thinking maybe like the students r neighbours or classmates or wat, so wan group tuition...

Then when I reached the terrace house. GOSH!? IT'S A TUITION CENTRE!? GOT MANY STUDENTS, A FEW TEACHERS THAT KIND!? WTF!?

Then I saw like so many students of all ages, got pri sch, got sec sch. Some still in sch-uniform, some in home clothes. Owellz, I juz pray my class is SUPER SMALL THAT KIND. Then some of the teachers saw me intro themselves to me.. Nvm, only say who they r only. Then after that I was informed I got 3 students in my class. THEN BEST IS, U ALL KNOW TUITION AGENCY GOT THEIR OWN NOTES N WORKSHEETS ETC. And must go thru with them. Ogosh, I nearly freaked out cuz I scared I donno how to do. But luckily the chapters covering now is variation, so can smoke thru abit. U know, tt kind wat directly proportionate or inversely proportionate. Luckily my current sec2 student is at tt chap, so I still can remember...

Then class started at 8pm. I was like giving out the worksheet n then I'm supposed to do "some examples" with them 1st, then after that ask them do their own work. And seriously, I think I can't write properly on a freaking whiteboard. Then must give them the questions worksheet then ask them do lorz, so I also quite slacked, sit there do nth. Then when they got ques then I "try to do" on the whiteboard. Luckily I can do arz...........

Jialat lar. Then the receptionist also got tell me say I can just bring back next lesson's worksheet back to do, so next lesson I'm more prepared. Wahahaz... Of cuz I did lar. Anyway, I think I really CMI lar. I guessed I was so nervous to teach 3 students using a whiteboard. If I go goverment sch do relief teaching sure GOOD GAME arz.

Friday, February 29, 2008

NEWS - Weeeek

#1 in Oricon shart - NEWS.



明日っからまた日月火
ほら水木まわって金土 日曜
夢の日々を大事にいきましょう

もういっちょ

明日っからまた日月火
ほら水木まわって金土 日曜
僕ら日々を楽しんで生きてこう
さぁ行くぞ

いきまーす YAY

月曜始まったいつもの日々
思い焦がれた週末遠い
火曜水曜慣れてきたご様子
作った笑顔引きつったかも

気が付きゃ 木曜
相当 重要
明日の夜からの予定は未定だから
金曜一日考えよう
自由で壁をぶち壊し行こう

日々生き抜いて心は曇り
僕たちは過ぎ去って行く

歩む心を諦めたら
そこで負けだ お気楽に行こう

明日っからまた日月火
ほら水木まわって金土 日曜
夢の日々を大事にいきましょう

もういっちょ

明日っからまた日月火
ほら水木まわって金土 日曜
僕ら日々を楽しんで生きてこう
さぁ行くぞ

もうどうしようもない模様
やることいっぱいで気持は完敗
一日4時間睡眠で日々この体力を注ぎ込んで
大人になるってどういうこと
外面良くして35歳を過ぎた頃
俺達どんな顔
かっこいい大人になってるの

日々生き抜いて心は曇り
僕たちは過ぎ去って行く

ゆっくりでいい辞めないで
いつか水滴必ず石を穿つ

明日っからまた日月火
ほら水木まわって金土 日曜
夢の日々を大事にいきましょう

もういっちょ

明日っからまた日月火
ほら水木まわって金土 日曜
僕ら日々を楽しんで生きてこう
さぁ行くぞ

繰り返しの毎日で行き場のないこの気持ち
巡り巡る目まぐるしくまわる
毎日を泳ぐんだめげずに LAUGH LUAGH

and so on, juz repeating the same old parts.

Actually was listening to the 太陽のナミダ in youtube then come across this "weeeek" MTV.
Owellz, I think this song is very good for those learning "Monday to Sunday" (月火水木金土日)in Japanese, since it's repeated like SO MANY times throughout the song. Actually heard this song in FM 96.3 before, but always never get to hear properly is sang by whom, as u all know, my Japanese listening is so cui. But get to learn new vocab words through the lyrics. LOLX.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

http://www.jcss.org.sg/test.html

Glad that I'm in the "71.7%" that passed. But looking at the percentage of ppl who PASSED JLPT1 or JLPT2... Piangz, it's demn sianz arz. Actually I think I shld be able to pass JLPT3 since I have been like MUGGING so much for it even though it's like 9 months later. But how to pass JLPT2 and JLPT1!? Haiz, that one must really WORK harder..

PASSED JLPT4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHAHAZ. I got the letter from JCS, together with my result slip. So happy that I passed.. But okay lar, not that it's excellent that kind...

P1 (Writing-Vocab) - 100/100
P2 (Listening) - 29/100
P3 (Reading-Grammar) - 154/200
Total: 283/400 - PASSED!

Shocked that I actually got full marks for P1.. But okay arz, at least those memorising of Kanji and verbs paid off...

Listening was like ABOVE EXPECTATION. Because as I mentioned way before, I only know how to do 2 ques out of the 20 or 21 ques arz. Then the REST OF THE ANSWERS I juz put option 2. Owellz, I was LUCKY enough to get 29 marks lorz. I was expecting single digit.

P3 grammar and the reading compre.. Erm.. Okay lar, quite happy with the marks too. And with that marks the start of revising for JLPT3 end of this yr!

And also finally after much attempts, I finally got a job! Went for the interview n everything went well... Gonna work at the StarHub Centre at Somerset (behind Centrepoint) there... Admin work.. And most imptly, the pay is not bad also, is $7/hr. And the contract is to work from next Wed(05/03/08) all the way till 1st week of Aug, when sch just starts. Owellz, not bad arz.. Can get one stable job to last me throughout till sch starts. Working hours wise, is 5 days work-week, from 830am to 6pm... And definitely no OT... Good good... Finally things seem to turn well for me today. Lolx.

Monday, February 25, 2008

2nd attempt...

This time round.. Haiz, I have nothing much to say. I know it's really CMI arz.. Throughout the circuit, I wasn't deducted a single point for any safety check/blindspot.. So compared to my 1st test which I got so much points deducted for safety/blindspot, I guessed I have made a great improvement in this...

Turns out I got 6 demerit points for circuit... Hmm..Okay lar, I'm quite satisfied with that. Cuz my mirros striked pole (4 points) and hence require addtional reverse movement (2 points) during my vertical parking.

But when comes to driving outside, HOLY SHITTTTTT! I kana owned right from the start lar, and I know it's really GG liaoz. Right from the beginning. during the very 1st junction when I beat the ORANGE LIGHT whereby I was moving at a SLOWWWW SPEED n could have chosen to stop in time. Haiz. The tester shaked his head and started ticking, then I know THAT'S IT ALREADY. I know beat orange light quite alot of points (8 points) n I still got a LOOOOONG way to go for my outside driving. And I wasn't really in the mood, I was in that "Fark, fail already, now I do so well also no use" kind of mentality, and I started to drive with that "bochap" attitude, which I admit earns me all the demerit points from all kinds of mistakes.

It's really a bonus that I can get a re-test juz 3 days after the last attempt. Indeed, even school candidates may not be as lucky arz. So I guess I really shouldn't be too mindful abt that. Shld juz concentrate on my next test which I think shld be late April/early May arz.

Owellz, FAILED 2 TIMES ALREADY. I know I'm stupid n lousy. I will indulge in self-mourning these few days.

Friday, February 22, 2008

30 DEMERIT POINTS

Haiz, demn sianz lar... To be frank, TILL THE MOMENT I FINISHED MY TEST, I THOUGHT MAYBE CAN PASS LORZ... Cuz I think I drive like still okay..but turns out... gosh... When I went inside the room then he started to tick n tick n tick... SIANZ. My mistakes:

NARROW COURSE:
(a) S course: Fail to confirm safety - 4 points
(b) Crank Course: Fail to confirm safety - 4 points
(c) Dir. Change: Fail to confirm safety - 4 points

PARKING:
(a) Parallel Parking: Fail to confirm safety - 4 points
(b) Vertical Parking: Fail to confirm safety - 4 points

So I got 20 points JUST IN CIRCUIT alone, and all thanks to THE SAME THING!

FORWARD DRIVING:
40) Fail to use appropriate gear - 2 points x 2 = 4 points

SAFETY CHECK:
51) Incorrect checking of blindspot/mirror - 2 points x 3 = 6 points

Owellz, I donno wat's the problem lar. According to the tester, he say then whenever I wan to exit the parking lot/S course/crank course etc, he say I NEVER TILT MY HEAD TO LOOK AT THE BACK.

OMG.... I THOUGHT THAT IS WHY WE HAVE THIS THING CALL REAR-MIRROR? So I was telling him I got check rear mirror... BUT he just told me say "Not only must u check rear mirror, u r suppose to tilt ur head to LOOK AT THE BACK." Wah laoz, really meh? Cuz all along I never do that one lorz... I just see rear-mirror, the 2 side-mirrors, then the 2 blind-spots on the left n right, then can already mahz... SINCE WHEN MUST TILT my head to LOOK AT THE BACK 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????

Owellz, I learn this lesson thru 20 points... Thanks arz.. Safety safety safety... Then for the remaining 10 points at the outside route.. Okay lar, I admit it's my fault. I started off with gear2 instead of gear1.. Then when changing lane I admit I never check my blindspot, I only check that 3 mirrors then turn le.. Owellz, I deserved that 10 points lar... BUT THAT 20 POINTS I just feel demn... Argz... wasted lar.

Now say also too late liaoz, next Monday hope I can just maintain my skills then TURN MY HEAD TO LOOK BEHIND at the circuit... (Although I seriously think is very redundant, cuz when u move out of ur parking lot, is 100% COMMON sense there's NOTHING behind, and not only that, I believe rear mirrow is more than enough...)

頑張って ください!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

気持ちが とても 悪い!!!!!!

I think it's VERY VERY annoying lar! And yes, I'm refering to my driving instructor. Since last week, I already told him CLEARLY that I shall have driving lessons on morning becuz afternoon I may need to give tuition.

THEN YESTERDAY HE JUZ SUDDENLY SMS ME THAT CANNOT HAVE LESSON ON WED MORNING, so change to afternoon.

OKAY, FINE! IT HAS BEEN LIKE 12345678 times already.

So I told my student I got smth on then I cannot go tuition. Wah laoz, so bad of me. ANYWAY, then...

Just now at 415pm like that I left home cuz he told me to meet 5pm at Circuit. Then when I was on the bus, then he SUDDENLY call me say HE LOST THE BOOKING SLIP TO GO INSIDE CIRCUIT....

WAH LAOZ!

Then in the end he told me don't go Ubi driving centre, just wait at Eunos. FINE, so I reach Eunos MRT at 430pm. Then after that I call him, say how lar. He just say wat "Nvm, today don't do circuit, we just do normal driving.. And I think I cnt come on time, so I just meet u at 530pm"

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I guess at this point my blood was boiling liaoz. I SACRIFICED MY TUITION JUST TO GET ALL THESE SHIT!?

CAN YOU ALL BELIEVE IT!!!!??? He wans me to WAIT FOR ONE HOUR AT EUNOS MRT STATION FOR HIM TO COME JUST FOR A NON-CIRCUIT LESSON!!!!!!!!?????

WAH LAOZ. I was super duper pissed at that time lar. At 1st I was like some stupid IDIOT waiting lar.. Then until at abt 450pm, I guess I really can't stand it anymore so I just call him to tell him I GOT SMTH ON AND JUST CANCEL THE LESSON arz.

Anyway, I really got no mood for the driving test on Friday. Watever is the outcome, I don't really give a fuck. If I fail, I CONFIRM will go find another instructor 1.

Pissed

Anyway, my post is refering to 2 person.

Fark. I just feel so pissed off now lar. I really HATE ppl who just keep changing the timing as and when they like. If they can't make it, then just say so. I rather DON'T GO for it then to "force" myself to go. I don't like ppl to just say "O.. since I'm not free on XXX timing, then u just come on YYY timing" and smth like that. Fark, even though I'm free now, doesn't mean that I am OBLIGED to go. I'm not one who likes to change my time-table easily, EVEN if I am free. If I say one timing, then it's THAT timing. Don't piss me off by keep changing to another timing just becuz YOU cannot make it.

What rotten luck. I haven even found a job. Fark, am I just so SUAY or what? Maybe I'm JUST that suay lar, blardy hell. ANGRY lar. @#$%^&*()@#$%^&.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Tokyo Railway

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Last week's lesson touched abit on the Tokyo Railway map. Hmm.. No wonder my sensei said she HATES going to Tokyo cuz transportation is so.. complicated. And indeed after studying the map for some time, I STILL CANNOT figure out exactly how to travel, where to change train etc etc. Owellz, guess Singaporeans shouldn't complain too much when the circle line is up, saying it's so complicated or wat. Wait till they try on the MRT in Tokyo (which I never try b4) then they will know wat's really meant by "complicated".

Monday, February 18, 2008

And in order to come up with a better "strategy" of improving my LISTENING, I have transferred the content in the listening compre CD to my mp3 player. So now I can listen anywhere, anytime, even when I'm outside I can listen for fun to try to "imprve" my listening. Actually b4 today I never really play the CD, so today I spent quite a significant amt of time listening to my mp3 player, but is actually doing the listening compre arz.

Wah laoz, how BAD can my listening be. I can like replay up to FIVE times just to be 100% sure of the content, b4 I write down my answer when answering the questions. Okay lar, I know this very bad. I guess the Japanese ppl will not have tt much patience if I wan them to repeat like 5 times. -_-''' But gradually as I repeat the listening, I think can get the hang of it as I do subsequent questions.. So still not tt bad lar. Hopefully by the time I complete this 楽しく聞こう vol.1, then at least my listening is "good" enough to PASS JLPT4 listening. I know my listening for JLPT is gone case. I give myself at most 20% correct, and I will be more than happy enough.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Reality of working in Japanese company?

Just came back from "Lao Yu Sheng" with my Japanese Language classmates after lesson at some nearby Chinese restaurant. Okay arz, almost my whole class went even though it was so so last minute 1.. And luckily in my opinion, my classmates, ALL of them are quite friendly, can clique with them arz. So studying Japanese Language during class also won't be that "xin ku" cuz we will ask each other when we donno how to do n stuff. Not like "loner" like tt.

And as usual, I'm the youngest, and I am the only person not working. Wah laoz, everyone else is working liao lorz, the "2nd youngest" person in my class is like 5 yrs older than me. Haiz, nvm lar, I admit I'm just newbie, lolx. And as expected, some of them were "sent" for Japanese classes because they work in Japanese company, and they have to learn at least abit of Jap to communicate with their superiors lorz. So I also took this chance to find out from most of them about how's their Japanese superiors are like. And sadly, I think I receive quite bad feedbacks. From what they told me, these Japanese workers, if they work in Japan, they got no chance to shine. But the moment they get posted out, example like to Singapore, they r like the KING lorz, cuz they can "boss" ppl around n they tend to think they r "more superior" than Singaporeans. Owellz, expected lar. It's like look at things from another angle.. U r a Singaporean n u get posted to country maybe like Indonesia or Vietnam or what, obviously u will think tt u suddenly become so "big" in terms of ur status. And my classmates told me some of their Japanese bosses/managers got no basic manners 1 lorz, Like they use the utensils in the pantry, dirty the place n never bother washing up after usage etc etc. Wah laoz, it's just so "different" from the "typical" image of Japanese ppl.

Owellz, from their knowledge of their company, it's really NOT easy for Singaporean workers to get posted to Japan. But tt's unless u r working for a "non-Japanese" company that is based in Japan lar (which is actually what I wan, lolx..) The Japanese bosses will rather choose a fellow Japanese for a high ranking post, even though this person may not be as skillful as another who is a non-Japanese. Okay lar, as expected, Japan doesn't welcome foreigners, if not why will they label us as "ALIENS" whenever we go to Japan's immigration counter at the airport. (And that's in the past)

But whatever it is, everyone of us has our own reasons for learning Japanese, but most r becuz "bobian, suck thumb, superior wan me to learn" tt kind of excuse, but wellz, I guess there's really no harm in learning lar. And even though I receive quite negative feedbacks of their Japanese colleagues in their workplace, I think I'm still determined to go Japan to enhance my career. It's like if some "top uni grad" from Bangladesh comes to Singapore work, I think many Singaporeans will despise or bias against him. So I guess is the same logic lar, if I wan to work in Japan, I must face the fact I am nth but just a "second class citizen" regardless how "high" my education is compared to my fellow Japanese colleagues, as what my dys1 has told me b4. And that explains why my dys1 say OVER HIS DEAD BODY will he wan to work in Japan even though he got his degree there.

Each of his own bahz. Let everyone work towards his/her dreams. As long u deem this is wat u want, I guess all of us shld just work towards it regardless of what others have to say.