Broke

So long never update my blog le. To be more exact, nothing to blog. I think I'm super lazy these couple weeks. WASTING TIME AWAY and only "flip through" a few pages here and there. Alamak, die, like that how to do well for JLPT3. But haiz, nvm, still got 6++ months more.. And also I got from my friend the soft copies of JLPT3 to JLPT1 papers (yr 1991 to yr2006). Wah laoz, seriously, I think I 99% cannot pass JLPT2 the 1st time (which is next yr). I read a passage is "one-word one-word" kind of style, but that shouldn't be the way cuz there's LIMITED TIME and if I do that I probably take like 3 hrs to complete, instead of the given 70min. Luckily JLPT3 is only like "2 paragraphs" kind of passage, so still not that bad. And gosh, I finally understand how to use passive verbs, causative verbs and passive-causative verbs, which took me MANY MANY hours of looking over and over again to understand. BUT THEN AGAIN, after procrastinating for so long, I still haven't go memorise the list of transitive verbs and intransitive verbs. HAIZZZZZZZ, actually is not I don wan to memorise, but I will forget everything like half an hour after I memorise. -_-''' And not to 4get my "beloved" KEIGO which I've been telling myself umpteen times to memorise, BUT STILL HAVEN'T MEMORISE! And I always give myself stupidreasons.

But then again, I can't remember when was the LAST time I have a free day for myself. Since I started work, together with tuition, I've been working everyday (including PUBLIC HOLIDAY like today). And that's on top of 3 hrs of lesson every sat afternoon. Studying Japanese on weekday nights can be quite unproductive becuz I always give stupid reasons like "I-am-very-tired" HAIZ, but the thought of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ simply "forbids" me from wanting to give up the tuition.

Being a spendthrift, I spent like $300 on clothes (bought like 7 t-shirts, 2 bermudas, 1 jeans, sandals, belt etc) 2 weeks ago, last Friday went for hair-cut + dye + hightlight = $150, then on Sunday I gave my friend 19000 YEN (S$250) to help me buy a DS Lite (because she got HUNDREDS of DS Lite games, mostly Japanese games, and also some educational games that can help improve Japanese, which I think I will really need) from Japan as her husband is going Japan this coming Wed, then today I spent another $200 on some IT accessories. THAT'S LIKE $900 IN THE MONTH OF MAY!!!???? Ogosh, no wonder after working SO HARD, trying to earn as much money as possible, I think I'm still very broke. I really must curb my crazy urge to waste money like that, if not I probably won't have much savings for my own pocket money when school starts. Haiz. utterly broke.