Haiz. I'm really worried whether I will be able to get my driving license b4 sch starts in Aug. A few days ago, my father said he wans to sell away my sis's stupid Hyundai Matrix (farked up car) and most probably will buy Nissan Latio (which I think in any way is BETTER than Matrix). As ULTIMATELY I'm gonna drive to NTU for the next 3 yrs everyday, so of cuz it's impt that I like the car lar. Anyway, my parents wanted both of us to have equal usage next time, but NO WAY lar. Fuck. My sis stays in that stupid hostel for 4 yrs, and as a result for the past 4 yrs she doesn't even care a single shit that happens in the house. Everytime juz come back on Sat then Sun go back, n of cuz never help out at all. And of cuz for the past 4 yrs I'm NOT happy. Not that I miss her presence, cuz I will definitely quarrel with her most of the time. Is just that she managed to "smoke" her way out of many things during this 4 yrs. U know, like saikang or watever shit. And even though she lives in hostel, MY FATHER ALLOWS HER TO DRIVE THAT FARKING MATRIX TO HER HOSTEL LAR.

WTF!!?? U stay hostel, then still can drive to sch? why? Why? WHY!!!!???? JUST BECAUSE YOURS TRULY DOESN'T HAVE A FARKING DRIVING LICENSE. Of cuz I'm not happy. U know, I don't like it why she so SHIOK. First, she can siam so many things. Secondly, stay in hostel still can DRIVE to sch. My goodness, I'm demn demn DEMN buey song.

And so during family dinner just now, I DEMANDED that if I can get my license, then I shall have priority in using that NEW NORMAL PLATE NISSAN LATIO. Of cuz lar, since I don't stay in hostel, then I shall drive lar. Then my sis said wat during weekdays, when I come back from sch, then at night she use the car. Then weekends must let her use the car also. NO WAY LAR. If I can, I will like 7am leave house then I return at 10pm tt kind. EVen I have NOTHING on, I will purposely stay in sch to "STUDY" until late late then go home. And I declared loudly I shall VOLUNTEER to go back sch on Saturday to do projects or study. Obviously in a demn sacarstic tone that my family didn't like. But I also don't care. Then if I really drive to sch, especially between 7am to 9am on weekdays, must pay $2 per day for the ERP. Then must consider carpark, ERP usage, then petrol. So maybe one month will need around $500 to $700?? Fark lar, not that I'm paying. And I think I like so choosy. I say I want normal plate(obviously), then the meter must not be in the middle 1, such as Hyundai Matrix or Toyota Vios. Fark man, don't u all find it demn inconvenient that it's in the middle? Wah laoz, like so retarded lar. And of course must be AUTO car. For hell's sake, I can't DRIVE a manual car!

And guess what? My sis said "O..nvm lorz, don't buy new car. Just change the matrix red plate to normal plate" O fark man, I knew she will say that.

And hence, I said perhaps after CNY, then I shld learn class2A license also. And since I'm gonna work for the next 6 months, then if WORSE COME TO WORSE, if there is no DECENT car for me to drive, then maybe I spend like 5K to buy a motorbike then ride to NTU everyday lar. Of cuz they worried, but I replied in a sacarstic manner "Aiyaz, NO MONEY DRIVE CAR THEN RIDE BIKE LORZ. If die then die lorz. Not that my life is worth $1000000000 or smth like that".

Bottom line is: I shall not take MRT/bus to NTU. NO NO NO NO WAY MAN!!!!!! The options are either I drive or I ride bike.

But why am I so stubborn?> I also donno leh. I think I'm demn pissed that I didn't go to Japan. Maybe I still have grudges over them, Everything I also think of myself. I then don't care abt how it will affect others. So next time even if I can just spend $110 on the MRT + Bus concession and take public transport to sch like most students did, I also don wan, I rather be spendthrift and like use up $500 a month so that "I can travel to sch."

And hence, I really hope I can pass my driving test! Hope I can get my driving license ASAP. And most impt get it b4 Aug. If I can't get either my driving/bike license, then fark it, I'm such a balrdy loser man.

I'm pissed lar. I'm angry. I don't care. I want things my way.