JLPT....

The whole JLPT process was kinda screwed up.

I arrived like 45 minutes earlier, and to my greatest horror, there were like already a BIG crowd trying to squeeze their way into the school. Arz.. Fine. Then I need to check my classroom and stuff on the notice board, and apparantly like about 1800 ppl registered for the same level of JLPT as me. Owellz, then I decided enough is enough and so I juz decided to be one of those first few ppl to enter the classroom while most others were busy mugging.

OMG lar. I was seated at the FIRST row, in the CENTRE. That means is DIRECTLY in front of the teacher's table with that stupid radio in front of me which is used for listening. Wah kaoz, y so suay sia.. And the best thing is, the tables they used were like SO SMALL lorz, (U know those tt u see in kindergarden 1??) Like those kind lar. Wah laoz, can u imagine all the adult-size ppl trying to cramp into that MINI chair and MINI table? So uncomfortable. Luckily the papers not many hours those kind. Then got one boy seated next to me, I was peeping at his entry proof, and OMG, he's born in 1995, that means like 8 yrs younger than me sia. I feel so old lorz. But then I think maybe abt 30% of the ppl there are roughly same age or younger than me. And majority are like older than me arz.

Anyway, PAPER 1 was like... Hmm.... WAHAHAZ, okay lar, I think is manageable. I juz felt so happy after the paper1. Then after tt a toilet break followed by paper2, LISTENING COMPRE.
Wah laoz, that one arz. Can you imagine like got 17 questions, I think I only got like 2 question that I *THINK* I get correct, the REST of the 15 ques were like !#$%^&*. The fact is, throughout the whole listening compre, I really tried my VERY best to listen to to the conversation n stuff, BUT 95% I SERIOUSLY COULDN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT. And hence, I come into conclusion if I can get like 40% CORRECT for Listening Compre, I think my paper 1 and paper 3 can get FULL MARKS liaoz. -_-''' Anyway, to really pass JLPT is see how u score in paper 1 and 3. Oyaz, then I did the BEST thing I could ever do. I actually shade ALL my remaning 15 questions, the answer is '3'. Cuz is MCQ mahz, got option 1, 2, 3 or 4. Then my OTAS sheet is like ONE straight column of shaded '3'. Aiyaz, I know I really CMI but wellz, nvm lar, sekali all the answers are '3' then I can get some bonus marks. Lolx.

And the end of paper2 makes me plunge into a state of disappointment, But then arz, I THINK 90% OF THE PEOPLE THERE ALSO SCREW UP THEIR PAPER 2 arz. Cuz I overheard like EVERYONE else there discussing, say wat they everything also cannot hear properly, then everything also anyhow tikam and stuff like tt. Lolx, Nvm arz, at least it's normal. Lolx.

And paper 3 was... hmm... I think manangeable as well... But wellz, donno got careless mistakes here and there alotz. Basically the compre passages I juz anyhow whack. I see the options got "repeated" in the passage that means confirm the answer. Don't understand also juz whack. Alamak. Abit jialat arz.. But then don't care lar.

Owellz, I shall wait 3 months later and see how BADLY I fare then. Up to then... Hmm.. Should be carrying on with my Japanese lesson.

FInal Burst for にほんごのうりょくしけん

HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!!!

I seriously don't know if I can pass my JLPT tomorrow lar. Okay lar, paper 1 is quite easy. Paper 2 and 3 will be @#$%^&*. Wah laoz, like tt how to pass? 60% to pass leh. And summore I got hearing problem, I think paper 2 the listening compre is donate marks to them 1 lar. Then the Grammar for paper 3 is like.. I can NEVER get the particles correct. Gosh, sum1 teach me how to pass leh....

Look like tomorrow I must rely on my all-time powerful "ti-kam ti-kam" technique which seems to be failing most of the time.

As yesterday was an OFF day, I went to the SITEX fair at Expo hall 5 and 6. Wah kaoz, there's so many ppl although I went there at around 1130am on a Friday morning. Anyway, as I mentioned in my previous posts..I wanna buy a TV despite abit of "disapproval" from my parents. Anyway, there's so many cool TVs on display lar. Got Sony bravia, TOSHIBA, Samsung, LG, Pioneer, and many many other brands.

And I was just SO TEMPTED to buy lar.....

And of course....

I COULDN'T RESIST THE TEMPTATION LORZ!

-_-'''

So I ended up buying a 32 inch HD LCD TV...!!! Okay, pls don't ask me which TV or how much it cost. Cause I think I also don wan to say. EVen my parents I never tell them.. I only told them "I bought a TV and it will be coming next Sat..." And THAT's ALL. Cuz I think most probably they will slaughter me (even though I only use my own money) for being such a SPEND THRIFT.

Okay lar, maybe next Sat when my TV arrives and then let my parents nag and slaughter me until nobody's business then I shall let post which TV I buy. My mother was like so DESPERATE to know which TV model I bought, but I just told them wait till next Sat and they shall see for themselves, and I think that really like make them feel so @#$%^&*. Okay arz, I think my parents have more or less COME INTO TERMS I really bought a TV, but then wellz.. I really donno wat's gonna happen when next Sat comes...

And yes, after I made my payment for my 32 inch TV, I was thinking like tt my room for no TV powerpoint then jialat, cnt watch normal TV channels...

And then TA-DA.

I bought a HD DVB-MPEG-4 AVC Set-top box! And that cost me another few hundred bucks. O gosh. And then at abt 130pm I left EXPO and went to the Ikea store at tamp there. Okay, bought a TV Bench for $43. Okay arz, reasonable, and then must take taxi back home. Took me like one hour to screw and set up the TV bench.

And now I'm juz excited abt my TV tt's coming next Sat!

Doing JLPT tys is making me feel stupider and stupider... I get LOWER and LOWER marks as I continue doing the yearly paper. And the grammer SUCKS lar. All the particles are so confusing. Gosh.. Wat the hell is happening? Can miracle happen in this 1 week>? I doubt so lar.. HAIZ.

NSman Unit

Yesterday I just got to know my reservice unit: 769 SIR. Battalion. And it's the SAME unit as my current 4SIR ppl.

Haiz. Sucks. Okay lar, although I donno wat reservice will be like... And afterall.. Like 2 or 3 weeks per ICT? I donno lar.. But okay arz, now that I know I also can't be bothered much. I mean not that I can do anything much except after I graduate? **hint**

And I think reservice during schooling will indeed be VERY sianz. Can you imagine during you Dec holiday or during ur that May-July holday seasons then ask u go back camp for reservice. Arz.. I think that will be so demn @#$%^&* lar.

Aiyaz, I think too much le. Lolx.

1 more week till JLPT. Must STUDY hard. Yes I know. Ppl I know taking JLPT are studying so hard as well. Lolx..

"New furniture" Part 2

Sometimes I do wonder if I'm really a spendthrift... Or am I just some spoilt brat.. Or basically I always don't think rationally.. Or I just lack discipline?

Hmm... Actually I think I am all of the above. What my father said regarding my idea of having a TV is quite true arz. Right now while I'm serving NS, I will seldom get to use the TV as well, except when it's weekends. Then after NS, most probably I will need to work some temp job to earn back that LOTS of $$$$ LOSS I have incurred for the past 2 yrs... And this means I will seldom use the TV as well except during weekends... And then when sch starts next yr in Aug, possibly I will want to stay in the hostel to try out hostel lifestyle, and probably I will only use my TV during weekends....

And the only time I can "utilise fully" my TV is perhaps when I will choose to "stay-out" from sch during yr2 and yr3, then I will be able to go home everyday and can use it for my own entertainment purposes w/o just putting that TV there to collect dust...

And that will mean I will have to wait till mid-2009? Haiz... donno lar. What should I do?

Actually I won't really feel that "heart-pained" if I spend my money on such stuff. I donno leh.. Even though I have "wasted" so much money on so many things in my entire life thus far, but I don't feel the pinch, as personally I feel that it's "worthwhile" to pamper yourself in life. Like you always see on TV, you can't bring your money with you when you die.. So.. What's the point? And also it's like life is so unpredictable, you never know when u can just get into any accident and die.. And then imagine during your last few dying moments you will be thinking "Aiyaz, why didn't I buy XXX that time or I never go country XXX for holiday... Now I live my life in vain arz!!" and then you just die like that. Gosh. Okay lar, I know abit drama but then it's that kind of idea I wanna get into.

And most importantly, I know now maybe I'm just poor fellow....

BUT NVM, I shall study hard and get a good degree and then get a high-paying job that is can easily fetch me 10 times MORE than what I am currently earning as a NSF now. And of course I mean a few yrs after I start working as everybody knows that your pay sucks as a newbie wherever you go unless you are really lucky to be that top 1% in the workforce to get like wat 5K a month for starting pay? Okay lar.. I disgress too much le...

So back to the topic... Should I buy or should I not buy? A table bench propably will cost me around $100.. And a 26 inch LCD TV will probably cost me close to 1K? And maybe a cheapo DVD player will cost $50? Haiz, total up also must cost like 1.2K like tt... Owellz, maybe this coming weekend I should just try going to Best Denki or Audio House or some other electronic retail outlets and check out the prices before I do anything...

A new furniture in my room?

I did something drastic to my room just now. I totally re-arranged the outlay of my room, which includes moving the study desk, computer desk, books cupboard, clothes cabinet and my bed lar. And of course b4 I arrange I became a "temporary" constructor, using that "yellow ruler" that can be pulled out and roll back easily 1 (Ok, I 4get wat is that called.. watever arz..) and then start measuring the dimensions of all the furnitures in my room and also the possible arrangements. And hence, I started to draw and draw lots of "possible" arrangements but mostly are rejected because the dimensions exceeded the reality. Bleahz.

But of course, there must be ONE objective in mind before I do anything. And that is, I wanna "create" a space (despite the very cramped room I am already in) to put a TV Bench! Lolx, actually I've always wish that I can have a TV in my room, although I know it may seem quite unnecessary... but at least I can stay in my room to play my PS2 or watch DVDs or I donno wat (although I know that I don't even bother watching the TV if it has no SCV...) But wellz, like I said, just find it "better" if I can have a TV in my room and I can enjoy my own PS2 games and perhaps watch some nice movies and... blahz blahz..

And so with the help of my mother, after I have carefully measured the dimensions of the draft I've drawn out, making sure there's enough space etc, we juz basically shift everything out to the living room then after that shift back again after clearing off all the dust that had accumulated ever since God knows when. And... within like 2 hours or so. Ta-da, a brand new outlook in my room! And so now I must get adjusted to sleeping at a different position in the room, using the computer and also studying on the desk at different places! Arz.. nvm, it's time to change "feng shui" and stuff like that. It's always good to have a new outlook and occasional changes can be good too.

And most importantly, I have managed to "create" out a space that can put a reasonable size TV bench right in front of my bed. Lolx. And and maybe a 20 inch or 26 inch TV should do just fine. Then I can put my PS2 and my DVD player below the TV, inside the TV bench... **I'm dreaming I know**

Then of course I must ask my "SPONSEROR" lar.. aka my father for his opinion. Initially he also donno y I change the outlook and I juz say "oO.. new outlook then makes one feel better mahz" although I know it's kinda bullshit. Then after that I started **hinting** to him that space in front of me abit "empty" arz..

Then wah kaoz. Kana scolded by him. Say I juz had my LASIK surgery. Then if I go put a TV in my room now I will need to wear spectacles again like wat 6 months later. Then I will waste the money I paid for LASIK and blah blah... And say the living room got TV y still need TV in room... Blah blah blah... HAIZ. Sumhow I expect my father to nag and stuff like that.. owellz, just have to wait and see...

But then horz. seriously, if don wan get short-sighted, I think best thing u don't use ur eyes lorz. You don't read books at all, don't use computer, don't watch TV, don't play console games and blah blah... Then like that 100% guarantee chop will never get short-sighted. Aiyaz, okay lar, I'm juz toking cock here, and my father will probably slaughter me if he reads wat I wrote here, although 99.9999999999999999999999999999% chance that he will never bump into my blog.

I'M SO FARKING SAD LAR....

ALL MY THOUSANDS OF SONGS.... ALL MY HUNDREDS OF PICTURES... ALL MY TENS OF PSP GAMES...

ALL GONE!!!!

Haiz. There's nth much I can do except to blame myself for being SO STUPID to accept the virus file. I have learnt my lesson the hard way. Argz.. Just feel so damn sad lar!

Haiz.

My comp has finally died and needs to be sent for repair. How I wish I can faster get a laptop when sch starts next yr so that I can like just switch between using the laptop and the house comp. And I think use laptop like quite fun also, although like abit hard to control. Arz.. Watever.

I must FORCE myself to go memorise all the stupid vocab. Argz.. But it's really senseless memorising. Sigh.

OMG lar. Just now I tried a 1997 JLPT paper. Wtf. I didn't even get 50% correct lorz. And best thing is the PASSING mark for JLPT is 240 marks out of 400 marks (which is min 60%)...

And it's 2 weeks till JLPT. O man, I have to STUDY harder!

Learn to be a good neighbour

Just as I was having lunch with my Mother and then after eating, when my mum went near to the kitchen window, she was like SCREAMING and quickly open the windows to keep all those "bamboo poles" inside the house. As the weather was quite sunny during that instant, I was quite puzzled so I went forward and asked her "Now raining arz?" Then she replied "No arz, you can just look up" So I looked up a little then realised that the unit above me, they hanged out the very wet clothes outside to dry, and it's DRIPPING so much water majiam it looked like it's raining.

So obviously I was like "WTF !!".

But to be frank, I NEVER bother finding out who are my neighbours living in the same block as me. Anyway, so I just asked my mother who's staying above, and she told me there's a young couple (seems to be in their late 20s) and like newly married, and they just employed a maid to look after as it seems the wife was pregnant. And better still, they just moved in last year, so they r pretty new here.

Okay, I also don't care they stay above my unit for 1 year or 10 years or 100000 years. The point is:

"HOW CAN THEY BE SO INCONSIDERATE?"

And so after digging out more info from my mother, she told me that apparantly before the wife got married, they didn't have a maid and it seems that perhaps they use washing machine to wash the clothes, that's why can squeeze out most of the water and so when you hang out the window to dry, it SHOULDN'T be like dripping ANY water. (Yaz, although I never use a washing machine b4, it seems like the case, since my mother has been doing housework for so many decades, so I think shld be like tt arz)

ANYWAY, then a few months ago when the wife got pregnant, then they employed a maid and the funniest thing is, THEY DON'T ALLOW THE MAID TO USE THE FARKING WASHING MACHINE. And so that explains why on MANY occasions, my family's clothes always kana the water from their SUPER WET CLOTHES.

This is FARKING RETARDED lar. Hello!? You don't allow your maid to use the washing machine, so obviously the the clothes when u hanged out to dry, it will still be farking wet lar. How can human hands be as efficient as the washing machine in terms of squeezing water out.

Okay, obviously after hearing all these, I know the maid wasn't really at fault. If really want to blame, must blame that couple that live above.

So after finding out all these info from my mum while she was trying to keep the clothes ASAP, I just took the house key and decided to storm out to confront the unit above me. Yaz, my mother told me that "Nvm lar, we are neighbours afterall. Just ren lorz" Wah laoz, such things how can ren 1? If it's like one or 2 times still okay. But then it has happened SO MANY times liaoz. This is indeed the last straw. I told my mother to stay in house, DON'T GO OUT, and I locked the house and went up one level.

I was fuming mad at that point. I pressed the doorbell of the neighbour and also immediately, the maid came to open the door. Then with her was 2 dogs (I donno wat species, but seems quite fierce) at the door there.

So of cuz first thing I asked was "WHERE'S YOUR MASTER OF THE HOUSE!?

Maybe I sounded abit fierce, and she told me she alone. So wellz, wat to do, I can't simply blast at the poor maid as afterall, she wasn't really at fault. She was just following her master's instructions. So I told her that I live in the unit below her andI say that HER CLOTHES ARE SO BLARDY WET THAT IT'S DRIPPING SO MUCH WATER ONTO MY CLOTHES. And of cuz I demanded that she quickly keep back the clothes as it's very inconsiderate to other ppl.

Anyway, it seems that the miad could understand my English and she keep apologizing to me. And after that I didn't even say "Bye" and just walked off with that "PISSED OFF" look. Talking about that 2 dogs... They seemed quite fierce as of ready to attack me anytime. I think all the dogs are like that lar, when they see strangers then will like that. Anyway, if the dogs WERE to attack me, I swear I will just whack the dogs until they become @#$%^&*

Whatever. Even if this results in some law case I also don't care.

And when I went back home, and very soon after, the maid really keep all the SUPER WET CLOTHES into her house. Finally. But then my mother also don want to put out again. She said wait sekali after awhile the maid bring out the clothes again. -_- Owellz, as I was in a rush for my driving lesson, I just told my mother to decide for herself then I went out liaoz.

Haiz. It gets very angry to have such neighbours. If today or tomorrow or some other day they do the same thing again, I'm gonna go up and CONFRONT that couple and scold them till they can LEARN to be considerate to the others. I don't care whether u r pregnant or whether you are some HIGH-CLASS person. If I'm really offened, then get ready for very nasty words that will come out from my mouth. And I mean it. So what even if I'm much younger than them. I also don't care.

Fuck sia. I think just now my friend sent me some virus and in turn I sent alot of virus to alot of other ppl in the MSN. The moment I saw alot of MSN window popping, then I was like "WTF" and I juz switched off the main switch immediately (That's the only thing I could think of...) Anyway, just hope that nobody kana the virus. Really fuck sia. HAIZ, To hell with all these virus.

But on a lighter note, I think that these few weeks have been quite slack. Or I mean very slack. If only things can stay like tt till I ORD then tt will be good. It's like 80 days till ORD. Seems quite far. But owellz, nvm. Countdown 3 weeks to Japan. To be frank, in my mind I think I didn't really think much abt this upcoming trip. I'm more concerned abt passing my JLPT though.. Haiz.. Which I think I'm like so CMI. Sucks. I think even if I really manage to get tt cert, it's because I'm "TYCO" enough to "tikam" the correct answers.

Sometimes I think I'm just plain lazy and want to "nua" but yet want to get result. Owellz, to be frank, if I next yr release result never pass my JLPT, I think I also will like "oO..like that lorz". But then I think when 2008 comes I must really force myself to MUG hard for my Japanese liaoz. If not is really very "CUI" lorz.

Haiz, I seriously think I SUCK big time in driving. Really CMI. And it's like I drive without consideration for safety. Gosh, I think even if I get my license next year, I will pose such a big road hazard and may just get into accident anytime lorz. Sighz.

And 91 days till ORD, equivalent to 13 weeks. Still a long way to go. And now is like 4 more weeks to Japan. And yaz, yesterday I FINALLY received the letter from JCS to inform me the details regarding my JLPT this coming 2nd Dec. And these few days I think I more or less get down to forcing myself to study as I don't wish to fail and partly due to me being lazy to do anything. Nvm, I still got 3 weeks or so to the exam. Study hard.

And I know I abit kiasu. On Monday and Tuesday, I actually spent like almost HOURS searching on the net regarding property/real estate/apartment rental in Japan, specifically Tokyo. Haiz, land prices in Japan are like so shocking lar... Gosh, it's like:

Can u imagine leaving in a house like ABOVE, no living room.. Just that the living room + room is combined as one big space. Then the kitchen in Orange and the toilet in blue.. And this cost like 80 000 Yen/Month equivalent to like S$1K per month. OMG lar.

And maybe a "slightly bigger" house for one person to stay. Also the same, one toilet + one room + one kitchen and that's like 85 000 yen/month, equivalent to S$1100 per month leh. Wah laoz, and seriously after like hours and days of searching, I think such prices are considered quite CHEAP already for leaving in Tokyo. There are so many more apartments which are about the same size but can easily costs like maybe 1.3K to 1.5K per month.

But then seriously, i think if one person stay is okay lar, quite big enough. I mean like aside from toilet and kitchen, in that small room.. You can put all ur clothese in the closet (in yellow colour) then maybe you will need:

1)One cupboard- For putting books and maybe some other rubbish.
2) One desk for writing and using computer + one chair

3) One bed (Over my dead body am I going to sleep on futon)
4) One TV lorz.

And I think all these will take up enough space already. But then again, I think maybe I will stay in such small apartment for the first 2 to 3 years when I still got no saving.

Okay lar, I know many of u must be thinking I'm day-dreaming again. But hey! It's still a dream afterall, and I will just work hard towards it. Maybe 4 yrs down the road in Nov 2011, which is like I will have graduated for a few months already, I will be in one area of Tokyo busy working my ass off>?

And hopefully when I look back, I can remember that I have such a dream before, and I shall make this dream come true no matter what.

BLOCK LEAVE

NEXT WEEK IS BLOCK LEAVE!!!!

Hahaz, but then the fact is... I have used up my all my leave for the upcoming Japan trip, so actually by right I'm not supposed to go on leave? But watever, I also don't care. Act blur lives longer.

And better still, I'm having duty next Friday (block leave), and I get to claim my OFF on the next next Friday. Omg, so shiok.

And before I know it, it's like ONE more month to JLPT4, and yet I still pretend as nth is gonna happen. Nvm, I shall make full use of the block leave to MUG intensively for my JLPT4 just in case I flunk it next month (which is most likely the case). And since I'm so free next week, perhaps I should just request for 2 or 3 driving lessons during the block leave week.. If not I think I'm like lagging so far behind...

And after the block leave, I will be left with 4 weeks to my way to Hokkaido. So fast, I realised that time has passed quite fast in these recent months. Nvm, it's like 3 more months. Finally. Lolx, But to be frank I still don't feel any sense of ORD-ing. Haiz. Nvm, just take one step at a time.

Last night was such a havoc at MoS!

The Halloween night party was kinda so-so only arz, seeing ppl dressed up in all sorts of weird weird costumes. Vampires, Devils, Angels, Zombies, Chinese Zombies, Witches, Wizards etc, u name it all. And not only that, ppl dressed up in Sailor-style Japanese costume, Kimono, Korean costumes, Samurais, Egypt, blah blah... Weird!

I know I CANNOT hold my liquor well for goodness, and my face turns red EVEN BEFORE I started drinking. So I juz drank like 3 glasses of vodka and THAT'S it. I know won't make me feel high, but I prefer to feel sober. Lolx. Like that might as well don't go club horz? Stayed till 5am before my friend's friend sent me back home on his Car. Gosh, so tired lorz.

And later I still got tuition. Fucks. I swear next time I'm NOT going to give tuition anymore, no matter how POOR my financial status can be next time as an undergrad. I think I should just work alot b4 Uni starts and during sch hols as well, so that I can have abit of saving to last me during my schooling days and then I don't have to end up in such a desperate state of having to juggle sch work and giving tuition. And actually the MOST important reason, as I mentioned in my previous post, is how LOUSY I am in teaching, and to prevent the KARMA of next time me getting a LOUSY lecturor/professor in Uni next time, I think it's indeed a "wake-up" call I shld stop "harming" ppl lorz. Fine. Treat this as a lesson learnt that teaching is not my forte.

Like maybe within 5 days I can end my misery of giving tuition liaoz. Gosh. Finally...

And talking about driving. Haiz, I feel that I'm such an IDIOT lorz. Don't even know how to drive properly. I think I will be those kind need alot extra lessons then can pass tt kind. Haiz. Sad.

Fine, 3 more months of duties. And I changed my Japan trip instead of late Dec to 10th Dec to 16th Dec.

Haiz, how I wish that O-levels can faster end. I think I nearly swear I'm not gonna give tuition forever in my whole life again. I'm not cut-out to be tutor lar. Wah kaoz, is like I teach arz, ppl can from pass become F9 lorz. Wtf. I think only a lousy tutor like me can be so kns. Fine. At least I know I can't teach for goodness sake, and I shall abandon the idea of doing relief teaching. It's a sure disaster for tt sch if I ever become relief teacher.

But I seriously feel like working in some Human Resource job next time when I work leh. Okay, I also donno y I like but I think it's quite fun. Nvm, I still got like 3 mths to PASS before I even consider all these.

I think I'm quite an idiot. Yesterday when I was in MRT, there was like 4 Japanese boys in MRT making a hell LOTS of noise talking in Japanese... I think they were just perhaps upper primary tt kind of age lar, cuz they look quite small size. Anyway, as I was wearing my uniform, then I got kinda IRRITATED that they were talking so loudly that I started staring at them, and I think one of them realised that I was staring at them.. And they started to lower their volume by ABIT lar. Then I donno wat else they were talking abt, then like the rest of them all like "pretend pretend" to look the fuck who the hell I am. Maybe they saying this idiot (me) keep staring at them. But it's the truth lar. Luckily they were only in the train for a few stations then drop off. Piangz, really lorz, I think it's very good if u can communicate a language that MAJORITY doesn't know, so next time u wan say smth ppl also donno wat u r toking abt.

Now talking abt Japanese. My Gosh, I think I'm like on a high risk of failing my JLPT. Nvm, I think my DYS1 also sure fail his JLPT1, not that I wanna suan him, but then he also never study much n summore like JLPT1 is kinda A-level standard lorz. Sure die.

I think I fantasize too much liaoz. I always keep dreaming that I'm in some Tokyo street carrying my suitcase, driving back home after a day of hard work. Then go home decided to watch those Japanese variety shows and then go to sleep. Then during weekend I will like go out with Japanese friends for shopping or a drink or watz. Fuck. I think I really think too far liaoz. Guess Japan may even not want to accept me if I migrate there lorz. Haiz.

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Letters from Iwo Jima

So just now I went to the VCD/DVD rental shop and happened to chance upon this excellent movie that I have been wanting to watch since a long time ago, but I keep procrastinating and so finally now I got to watch it! Hahaz.

For those who want a summary of the movie, can refer to below link:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Letters_from_Iwo_Jima

I don't know why izzit that I just get so emotional while watching this movie.. And I really respect that 20 000 odd Japanese soldiers that defended Iwo Jima even though they knew right from the beginning that they r fighting a "sure lose" battle and WITHOUT the support of the HQ in Tokyo which is so #$%^&*, can u imagine how desperate u will feel? Trapped in an ISOLATED island without much resources left and so much diseases spreading around then still must fight war. OMG lar, so sucks.

But as I watched the movie from sumwhere the middle until the end, whereby the Japanese commanders together with the men chose to COMMIT SUICIDE either by using the hand grenade to blow themselves up OR to use their own rifle to shoot themselves etc, rather then to surrender to enemies. Wah kaoz, really lorz, I think in the World only the Japanese will have such high loyalty and patriotism to their country and their Emperor. And towards the end when the General was badly injured and later he shot himself, the first class private soldier still like defended his corpse trying to KILL those American soldiers with his shovel even though he was like he was surrounded by 10+++ american soldiers pointing their rifles at him.

Okay lar, some may debate that this is juz a movie, so maybe abit "exagerrating", but then arz, the overall battle as well as several of the commanders are based upon actual people and events.
Then as I saw so many of the Japanese National and Military flag (the one at the right side of my blog) being hanged throughout the place, I just feel like GOING to Japan lorz. I think I mad liaoz. Even my family ppl think perhaps my previous life I was a Japanese. -_-'''

Haiz. How I wish indeed I am a Japanese citizen.

My this computer is farked-up lar. Make me like restart the comp like 10 times over and over again before it can function "NORMALLY". Wtf manz, I think must be the comp has too much virus liaoz.

Pissifying.

The POWER of MONEY

Yesterday I was waiting at the bus-stop outside my camp to take a bus to CCK MRT station when suddenly I saw one guy walking towards the bus-stop from the camp too...

Initially I thought I saw the wrong person only after a few seconds it took for me to adjust to the fact that someone has just fallen from grace. This guy used to be driving Merc or BMW Cars to camp very regualarly. But after having revoked his license for 1.5 years due to drunk driving, he has no other choice but to take public transport like many of us do. To him, he always feel that he has done NOTHING wrong even though it's quite clear cut he he has done wrong n needs to be punished. Using the excuse that he needs to FURTHER his studies to get his MASTER degree after NS is like a shield to help him reduced a supposedly "7 days SOL" to just a "7 days EXTRAs".

What does this show? The power of MONEY simply allows u to bend the rules and allow u to play thru the loopholes of all the rules and regulations. It's quite sad when u see that justice is not done against such ppl, but apparantly, there's nothing u can do. All u can do is to heave a sigh that who ask u to be forced to serve in this poor management organization whereby those ppl "up there" are just a bunch of idiots who are just so sick of doing the "right things" even though they know they should do, but in order to "save trouble + cover backside", they rather resort to ignorance and allow bad practices to flourish in the place. For these group of people "up there" are going to work for perhaps 20 years or more, would they risk their career for such trival stuff? But most importantly, I feel that it is because these small group of people have grown sick and tired of their jobscop that they can't be bothered to improve on the system. All they have in their mind is to serve for the sake of MONEY so that they can support their family, their spouse and children and parents etc.

In order to support the above-mentioned statement, I did ask around this "group of ppl" that's gonna work for like till they retire, and I asked them did they choose to work because of the interest or money, and it seems like almost 100% of them say that of cuz it's because of money due to circumstances to support their family/earn a living that's y they choose to pick this "iron rice bowl".

And what happenes as a result? These "large group of ppl" inclusive of me that's like just going to work in this organization for just 2 years suffer under the hands of these "minority group that works permenantly till they retire". What to do? I'm not a rich kid. If I am, I can choose to migrate and stuff like that, but too bad I am not. So what's the morale of the story again?

Money does make the world spins!

I was SOOOOOOOOOO bored that I rented 2 DVDs for watch just now. One was "Letters of death", a thai movie, then the other one was "Sinking of Japan". Hmmm.. Both are quite boring lorz. The horror movie was like not scary at all. Then the Japanese movie was like some documentary lorz, talking abt so much science n maths n technology. Omanz, I nearly fall asleep watching both....

But since I really have NOTHING to do, perhaps I should juz rent even more DVDs to watch.